#akysa asks

💧what’s the worst pain your oc has ever been in? mental or physical? what was the cause of this? oh boy, where do i begin? lyra definitely has been through plenty of mental and physical pain, but i’ll do one of each since i’m feeling very angsty in this chili’s tonight. the worst mental pain was definitely caused by her father, janus. he is very manipulative, controlling, and extremely superficial. he has a quick temper, which he takes out on everyone in the family except for himself. there isn’t really an exact scene i have in mind for mental pain since it’s a process of it being built up for years, but the night samson and lyra left their home is definitely a big moment for both of them. i would say that’s the worst mental and physical pain for samson, actually. it’s a v rough night. physical pain for lyra,,, so this hasn’t been talked about on tumblr yet,,, but the night after lily and james’ death,,,, janus decides to pay lyra a visit and let’s just say that the night ends very bloody, sad, and a tragic parallel to what happens in the death hollows :)

🔷 has your oc ever had to leave something behind or abandon something they didn’t want to? have they ever had this happen to them? how has this effected them over the years? akysa,,, my angry bb,,, after order 66 disregarded her signature red lightsaber. it signified her time as a sith and the damage, pain, and suffering she’s caused while being manipulated by palpatine ever since he found her. i thought about her purifying her kyber crytals, but i decided against it because the crystals no longer belonged to her since she changed her allegiance and followed her own path as neither a sith or jedi. it took her a while to accept herself basically being “reborn” and the constant reminder of the hurt was getting in the way of the path she wanted to reach. so getting rid of them was a big part of the healing process and she’s definitely better off without them.

🔵 has your oc lived through any particularly traumatic events? does this event (or events) still effect them or have they tried to bury it? is there a reason why this event is so traumatic for them? my first thought was the john mulaney quote “now we don’t have time to unpack aLL OF THAT” but here i am doing so. my poor son samson goes through the ringer and he doesn’t deserve any of it. sadly, he has lived through one too many traumatic events so i’m just gonna name them. first, getting sorted into ravenclaw and bearing his father’s disappointment, torturing himself to become an animagus to please his father, literally had the cruciatus curse performed on him bY HIS OWN FATHER, the death of dorcas meadowes, witnessed the aftermath of what happened with lyra the night after halloween, and,,, we cannot forget,,, seeing lyra and remus’ dead bodies during the battle of hogwarts. it definitely effects him greatly, like poor guy cannot catch a fucking break. he is the last living member of his family and he never wanted to be, like jfc i really need to give him more happiness bc he suffers so much.

yes!

hi!! i think the part i’m most excited about is definitely order 66 bc it is such an interesting arc to explore! to see anakin’s downfall, the clones turning on the jedi, the sith rising from the shadows, all of it! it’s such a dark and angsty part of the story to share!

ooo this is a good one!! one thing i haven’t shared yet is that i’m planning on having her story continue post rots and creating an entire storyline for her! it deals with the trauma of post-order 66, new characters, a found family trope, and facing challenges of akysa not being a jedi nor a sith! the details are still being figured out, but i’m getting there! 

once again,,,, d*sney hates people of color so they’d whitewash her or not cast her correctly racially. maybe they’d make her latina and say “close enough” bc they think the bare minimum with characters of color is enough.

character development?? oh you mean erasing everything that defined her as a person??? yeah okay cool cool.

her “relationship” with anakin would be portrayed in a very unhealthy and toxic way. glorify the ENEMIES in the enemies to allies to potential lovers to enemies trope because they don’t know how to make a complicated and intricate dynamic that’s not shown as abusive.

definitely write off important details of the chosen ones traits just so they could kill her off in order 66 so they could add more motivation on why anakin falls to the dark side. since yannoe,,,, she lives to serve purpose to the white male lead.

would never get to explore the depth of her being conflicted. hell, they’d probably erase all that and just make her a villain since women can’t be complex.

OVER-SEXUALIZE SINCE SHE IS A WOMAN OF COLOR AND A VILLAIN!!!!

try to justify her actions as a sith and not make her feel immense guilt, regret, and anything other than angry. or simply make her emotionless bc yannoe,,, women with emotions aren’t “realistic”

😢 apologize to one oc you hurt this year. you know what you did. the biggest of apologizes to my poor son, samson thorne. i’m sorry for killing everyone you ever loved and making you the lone survivor. i’m sorry for making you endure so much pain and angst when all you deserve is so much happiness. out of all my ocs, i feel bad for him the most.

💇‍♀️ cut off the dead ends. if you could unwrite one of your ocs, who would you choose? just one? haha we’re doing multiple. amanda, i apologize in advance. first we have alivera zander. i created her when i knew very little about star wars, grew to hate majority of my ideas for her, and i couldn’t separate the fc from @moirei‘s mandalorian oc, eyrie ardes, whom i absolutely love and adore more than anything. so yeah, alivera no longer exists bc i said so. next we have my gotg ocs. there is no explanation for this other than i’m losing interest in them and marvel. that’s it. and, finally, dakota chambers. i love her dearly, but riverdale is dead to me, therefore, so is she. i’m not even sorry, whoops.

🎵 pick a song off your spotify “on repeat” playlist, and tell us which oc it reminds you of. (or just put your music on shuffle.) i shuffled my folklore/evermore playlist since ya girl is obsessed, and the first song to come on shuffle is hoax,,, well then,,, this song definitely gives me akysa eros vibes. it’s just sad and heartbreaking enough to resemble her as well as her dynamic with anakin. i just love ✨pain✨

so i got two for ya and my girl @moirei helped me out with these. it’s a good song for anakin and akysa, and also for mirelle and sirius. it gives the vibes of those two the most!