#akefeline

M - Milkshake flavour? Blue Heaven or Chocolate probR - Reason to smile? Michael!!!Z - Zodiac sign? Libra

or the unsettling fear that being drawn to many things actually means being attached to nothing at all

like an umbilical cord attached to a child, i am only given life through the suffering of others

I was parting my hair, down the middle, elegantly and strikingly when I remembered a little scar down the center of my head. It’s looks like a red line, I guess, with little dashes of black and brown down the sides, and, I don’t know, this look of heaviness- I don’t think you would understand.

It’s not bold, but very,very strong. It sifts through the sands of my hair like a seared red snake bearing its fangs towards a startling situation, and my eyes widen seeing this red, red, line again that I can’t quite seem to forget. It’s almost splitting my head just trying to describe it. 

I can’t describe it. 

But my hair parts down the side, so it doesn’t really matter. I guess. You can’t see it.