#ajaxthebest

I think for the game against Barca Ajax had a different mentality. you can only tell from the line up that this is not our strongest formation and that it’s not an all-in game. I’d much rather try it again next year because this is just sad.

I think because the chances of going through to the next round is very small. it is true that you got nothing to lose, but I think we’d much rather lose this one than Sunday..

hahaha. are u going?

17.40 Dutch time my plane leaves. I'll arrive at Saturday 16.50 Australian (Queensland) time. In Holland it will be about 8.50 in the morning then.

I'm very excited yet this day is very strange. I'm saying goodbye to my family today for 11 months. It's my mothers birthday and if my granny was still alive, she'd be celebrating her birthday as well. I've been to the cementery this morning with my dad and I can't explain how that felt. 

I know you all hope I'll post as much on my blog as possible and I'll try. I won't post a lot of Ajax, only if I get to see something on my dash when I'm online. It could be the case that I won't be blogging for 11 months. I don't hope so, but you never know. Hopefully you won't unfollow me for that fact. I might have some queued posts 

I'm going to make it a time to never forget and I will speak to some of you.

I loved to be on here and I hope you won't forget me. I wish you all the best,