#aisxos

who up feeling a profound sense of loneliness

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having a piece of media to obsess over is soo weird like. It’s all-consuming. I just blinked and i realised two weeks have passed. ????

i hate meeting new people that i know nothing about bc before i tell them i use he/him i have to weigh my chances of being accepted OR respected but scrutinized/silently judged OR being ignored and referred to w she/her OR being pushed away and actually be excluded . for being a trans man who doesnt pass

im about to get wasted expect sadboy posting in a few hours amen

nothing that smoking and getting drunk and dying my hair and getting new piercings and moving to anothwr country and starting hrt wont fix

"recovery isnt a straight line" WHY NOTTT im SICK OF THIS

i haaate noticing something slightly unusual health-wise and asking the internet and telling me i have 5 different incurable diseases i am Scared