— plotted starter for @aimsright .
EVERYTHING IS HEAVY . it's the only fucking way vi can explain it. everything is so heavy. she was just running on fumes when steb found her and she almost asked why caitlyn isn't with him. WHY IS HE ALONE ? she had to look at this green features. the cuts. the bruises. the far away look in his eyes. HE ANSWERED THE QUESTION BEFORE VI COULD ASK . this sad little 'kiramman is seriously injured.' and it's the way everything feels heavy again. EVERYTHING IS SO VERY HEAVY .
it felt like hours before they got back to the manor , vi's heart pounding in her chest. SO HEAVY . twitching like it's in pain. he turns to leave and she slams a shoulder against the wall. HE TURNS BACK TO HELP AGAIN. she closes her eyes and nods. moves forward. vi can't explain the way she doesn't have any thoughts. she thinks of jinx and her heart twitches in agony. THE WAY JINX FELL REPEATING LIKE A MOVIE IN HER HEAD . so she doesn't really think and it just goes back to everything feeling so damn heavy.
knees his the floor of the bedroom next to cait's bed. her hand drifts upward so fingers can drift over cait's lips. JUST TO HEAL THE SINKING FEELING IN HER STOMACH . cait's breathing. what would she even do if she had lost the only remaining person in her life? forehead rests on the side of the bed. she's going to cry again , isn't she?
