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Hadn't seen my fan fiction account in ages. Was reading through it a while ago, and I think I should give myself some credit. I think I was a good writer! Makes me want to pick up all my unfinished stories. hmm..maybe I will.

I miss a lot of things, maybe I'm just contemplating things a little too much. But I miss a lot of the things I used to watch when I was younger, I miss reading for the fun of it, I miss drawing, I amiss the orchestra. Yet at the same time I am happy with everything I have now. I have not played my viola in ages, I rewatch my TV shows every once in a while, I do not read as much as I used to and I definitively do not draw as much as I used to. But it's okay somehow, I am still creative, I still appreciate music when I hear it, I still love books even if all I do is purchase a pile that I might not read as quickly as I used to, but it's okay I'm still happy and I think there's a big difference between that me and the me that I have come to be , and I am content with it.

On a slighlty different note, I really wants abs...and boobs, slighlty bigger boobs.

I have been watching Inuyasha for the past couple of nights. I had forgotten how much I had liked this show. Also I pay a lot of more attention to what is going in. Kikyo is not as annoying as I thought her to be. Heck if I thought I had been betrayed like that I'd be pissed as hell too. Also, noticed so much more the impact of friendship. I feel like I can relate to Inuyasha's character development.

So little by little I’ve come to realize the vast difference between myself and people who didn’t grow up with social media such as tumblr. Lol to me memes makes some sense as nonsensical as they can be, however whenever I try to relate it to my bf he just does not understand some of them. Which makes me think that memes are a whole language and culture of their own. Lol or I at least tell this to myself to not feel like such a dumbass next to my bf whenever I’m laughing at some doge memes, or Nicolas Cage plastered onto something he probably shouldn’t be.

And for tonight's episode of Aileen can't sleep. Aileen is being a creeper. Because what else?

I am baaaaack!!!