starter from lola !
nervous fists are shakily knocking against the lumber of door , breath catching in throat and nearly causing her to not breathe for a few minutes due to the dropping feeling in the pit of her stomach . had been standing outside his doorway for a good ten minutes , going over what she was going to say to male a million times in her head : and yet , nothing seemed to justify her actions enough . perhaps , this was the last place she should have been .. at ex lovers door who she had left behind with no explanation or even a notice , yet , lola had found herself in a rut where she couldn't lean on anybody else for help . lips are compressing against her toddlers forehead , giving him a gentle kiss as she soothes the half asleep toddler that was nestled perfectly in her arms , a duffle bag packed to the brim of things she had saved before they got evicted from home . it seemed like hours had passed before the door is being unlocked and opened to a familiar face , lips agape as female eyes the physique in front of her , " hi . " is the only word that is ready to slip out .
