#agentnorthdakota

1. First things first, did you have a good year?

Lmao no

10. What song sums up this year for you?

Shit by Bo Burnham or That Funny Feeling by Bo Burnham

11. What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then?

Welcome to Horrorwood by Ice Nine Kills was my big one this year. Below by Beartooth got a lot of play this summer too tho

15. Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears?

Sadly I've been taken over by Genshin Impact and have been playing with friends quite a bit. Also got sucked back into The Wayhaven Chronicles

19. What was one nice thing you did for yourself?

Tiny thing but changed my room around quite a bit, updated the stuff on my walls to current tastes and interests. It's more comfortable to be in

24. Did you get a pet?

Nope

42. What are you most proud of accomplishing?

Applying and getting into a college program

48. If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do?  Who would you go this?

I really want to go on another mini roadtrip with a couple friends

50. What do you wish for yourself?

2. before they met their party, what was their main goal?

Mainly to separate himself from his past, and find a way to be at peace with himself

4. if they could learn one spell that isn’t available to them at present, which spell would it be?

Since he already has a bit of healing magic under his belt, his next focus will probably be something defensive, ideally one he can use to protect the party as well as himself

6. which party member do they relate to the most?

He doesn't necessarily relate to or trust any of them yet tbh. They've been traveling together for a very short amount of time so he's still got his guard up

10. how often do they lie? what situations cause them to be dishonest?

There's very rarely a time where he's completely honest. When he left his old crew, he adopted a new identity and has yet to let anyone get a peak at who he was before

12. have they ever been in love?

Yes, and he still is, but that's long gone. Whether he admits it or not, he's a hopeless romantic

16. what are their feelings on the people who raised them?

Their relationship is strained at best, practically non existent at worst

18. do they see themself as a leader or a follower?

He's much more comfortable as a follower. It's easier for him to keep an eye out when he doesn't have anyone breathing down his neck

22. what is a promise they’ve broken?

That he wouldn't run

24. which of the four elements speaks to them the most?

Bit of a cliché, but fire. He sees how easily his anger and hurt can get out his control, and the damage it can cause

26. who do they miss?

Plenty of people. He's deeply sentimental

28. who would they kill? who would they kill for?

His morality is questionable at best, so plenty of people for plenty of reasons. He's trying to learn to talk first instead of going in swinging

30. what do they seek out from others?

More than anything, comfort and safety. Forgiveness too, though he's not sure who he wants it from

32. do they seek control, or do they want less of it?

The only thing he wants control over is his own life

34. which party member do they go to in a crisis?

As of now, none of them. Talking about his feelings feels like pulling teeth

36. what’s a secret they’ve kept?

His party knows next to nothing about him and he's perfectly fine keeping it that way. For now at least

38. what do they smell like?

Probably a combination and metal, the polish he uses for his axe, and a bit of smoke. He likes to sleep by the fire if there's one going

40. do they enjoy poetry?

Never really been properly introduced to it, but it'd definitely be a guilty pleasure if he was

42. what are three words they would use to describe themself?

Brute, protector, abrasive

44. what do they need to learn?

That what happened wasn't his fault. That he's allowed redemption

46. what do they deprive themself of?

He holds everyone at an arms length now so he's touch starved and misses having bonds with people

48. what do they see in their future?

Hopefully a sense of peace and safety

50. can they sing? can they dance?

His voice is husky and a little raspy but has a surprisingly nice singing voice. He's too embarrassed to do it most of the time though. He can't dance whatsoever

52. from whom do they seek validation?

Everyone, whether he realizes it or not

56. what animal do they most relate to?

Bears, for obvious reasons lmao

58. what do they think their role in the party is? what is their role in actuality?

He sees himself as the brute, the intimidation. The body guard type. In actuality, he is the brute strength but he's also the team dad

60. do they whisper or yell more often?

He talks pretty quietly. He's well aware of how intimidating he is and while he's more than willing to use that to his advantage, he generally tries not to scare people

62. do they value mercy or justice more?

He favours justice but is trying to learn mercy

66. who makes them feel warm?

Right now, the closest would be Zarus. He sees them as incredibly charismatic and appreciates the effort they put into being his friend, no matter how little he responds. He also very much appreciates that they don't seem intimidated by him at all

(this section is just questions I felt like answering for him :P)

9. do they care about their appearance? how much effort do they put into presentation?

He doesn't see why people would be attracted to him so he puts minimal effort into it, but he likes having his nails painted (black obviously) and puts in a lot of effort to maintain his muscle

17. what do they dream about, when their dreams are their own?

More often than not when he does, it's recurring nightmares. He does occasionally dream of growing old with someone and putting his axe away

35. which party member do they worry for?

All of them but Maco and Zarus especially. Maco because he seems young and naive, Zarus because they're reckless

39. are their hands calloused, soft, or something else entirely?

Calloused and scarred

41. what are they attracted to in other people?

Confidence, humour, passion, selflessness

45. how do they hug people?

It's pretty hard to get a hug out of him nowadays but when he does it's bone crushingly tight. He wants to give the kind of hugs that make people feel safe

59. what is a quiet passion of theirs?

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

Most of the time it’s cans or cups

7. earbuds or headphones?

Headphones a vast majority of the time but I have earbuds for if the headphones are irritating my piercings

12. name of your favorite playlist?

I have a couple Spotify playlists but the one I’ve been listening to most lately is called “I don’t have enough money for chicken nuggets :(”

18. ideal weather?

0-10celsius, sunny. Thunderstorms are pretty good too so long as they aren’t too intense

24. favorite crystal?

Don’t know the names of any but any that are sorta iridescent/rainbow

25. first song you remember hearing?

I was raised on classic rock so probably some Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath or Guns N’ Roses

28. five songs to describe you?

Oh god, uhhhhhhhhh. I’m just gonna go with five that I feel like describe my music taste rather than me as a person cause I have no idea lmao. MZRY - Crown The Empire, Breath - Breaking Benjamin, Red Sky Warning - Ice Nine Kills, G.I.N.A.S.F.S - Fall Out Boy, Sidewinder - Stand Atlantic 

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

The one in this pic tbh

38. lemonade or tea?

I don’t drink either but probably tea if I had to pick

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

Either a hoodie or I have a green army style jacket (canvas maybe???) that I have a few patches on that I love

51. current stresses?

Work stuff, money stuff cause I’m planning on moving out soonish, family stuff cause once I do move I’m gonna start transitioning and probably have to cut them out so. Lot of stress lmao

52. favorite font?

I don’t really have one

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

I honestly don’t have any talents

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

First one that comes to mind is “We’re more ghosts than people” from RDR2

62. seven characters you relate to?

I think I moreso connect with than relate to them but Dante Sparda, York (obviously), Arthur Morgan, Magnus Burnsides, Clint Barton, Fl4k, Dorian Pavus

64. favorite website from your childhood?

Neopets or GaiaOnline 

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

Like an 8. I tend to avoid taking anything cause the meds I’m on interact with a lot of others negatively 

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

Kind of a disgrace to my Irish heritage but I only like potatoes in fry, chip and occasionally wedge form

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

Jewels

85. fairy tales or mythology?

Mythology, especially if cryptozoology is included in that

88. your greatest wish?