You drew the line — set the boundaries, set the limits…. Their used to be none. can’t figure out out whether I wanna cheer with glee or if I want to cry. It’s growth but then I have to also learn how to do the same thing and that’s the difficult part because I always learned to love openly and honestly. Now there’s bounds—bondage. You realized how shut out you are of My Life for the first time you realized I can go on without you for the first time. Every time you try to rescue me you make a mess. Then you leave me with that mess. Left to clean up. Per usual. Sweeping it under another pretty rug. Hide it. Hide it quickly quickly before anyone sees. It’s embarrassing quickly quickly. Fix your face quickly. Quickly. Watch your tone quickly. Quickly. Watch your attitude. Your mask was easier. You got to escape your world and go make anew. I knew you. We got uprooted. We managed we went to along with every decision you made because we didn’t have a choice. And now I’m realizing I have choices, and I have always had choices, and I always chose you. No matter what no matter the circumstance. I always consider you in the highest way. Even when I’m hurting you, I have considered how that would affect you and how that would hurt you once upon time. Somebody asked me who consideres me? And I don’t really feel like anyone consider me anymore. Loan Wolf gang.
You left me to my own devices, and you finally saw what that was…
