#affectae

          remember that time you called me out for planning something on christmas ?? yeah , this was ... supposed to be it but i never had the time to actually put it together . but HEY half a year later here it is finally . i’m not the best at playlists , but seeing as how our music tastes are nearly the same i thought i’d !! give it a try . but also give me this five seconds to gush about you because wow i love you so much how do i begin to put it into words ??

            but first off really , i can’t stress how important your playlist is to me . i know we met over asks first but it was your playlist that started it all .not only was it how it started this ship between us , but through it i got to ?? stay in touch w/ such an amazing person & i can never stop being grateful for me to have somehow met you , like you have no idea how much i love ?? talking to you . your presence soothes me in a way that talking to you reminds me of standing by the beach’s seashore  , seafoam & the summer breeze , or when im at my favorite cafe with the smell of coffee & soft music ambience all around . & like that's so cheesy but that's my best attempt at describing how i feel whenever we talk ?? & it's such a wonderful feeling , you’re a wonderful human being & i hope that’s something you know .

          for probably the millionth time , i love you ellie , i treasure our friendship so much . i love lina , i love talking about our muses , i love how passionate you are about your light daughter , i love how i can go to you when owl city does the Tweet or when ur throwin shade at the fault in our stars for being the w oRST FUCKING BOOK ///: but i lowkey also love quiet moments where we can check on each other . i ?? wish i could wholly put into words how important of a person you are & how you can make me smile . i legit can’t though , but i hope this ?? playlist is enough to make up for it for now & how it’ll remind you of our trash ship & all our light hearted conversations .