#adviceiswelcome

I hate the fact that most people I meet misunderstand me and hate me basically until they have the chance to actually get to know me (which is another issue, I don't actually let people get to know me haaaa) idk I'd probably have a lot more friends if I wasn't like this but I don't actually know how to not be like this???? I'm not sure if I'm actually less socially anxious as I used to be or if I just don't have to deal with it so much because unless I'm with my boyfriend, I'm at home by myself haha. Idk idk idk I've done nothing for two days which is probably why I'm overthinking. Maybe I just need to get out