It'll be different this time 💜
We’ve all been hurt, and put through pain that only we ourselves understand; with no way to describe it to anyone. We grieve in ways only we know how (everyone grieves differently) we push those who matter out of our lives, and we allow those who don’t give 2 shits about us to use us, because in that moment we feel like we matter. In the end we cause ourselves more pain. All that pain though weirdly was worth it. It was just another part of grieving another step closer to moving on. Eventually you’ll get there you’ll be ready to open up to someone new, to make a new best friend, to open your heart, eventually you’ll be okay with falling in love all over again (even though its the last thing you wanted to do). This time you’ll go about it differently and there may be a couple bumps in the road but those too are gonna be just a couple more life lessons. You’ll fall a little slower, and love a little easier. You’ll learn to say no when they’re begging you to say yes. You will put your priority’s first for the first time in your life. Most importantly You’ll love yourself more than You’ll ever love them, you won’t lose yourself this time.
