#actually making text posts

dunno if anyone's gonna notice, but guess who's back??? (*"back again" echos in the deepest corridors of my heart and bounces back at you*)

finally decided to come back here since i noticed all the pins i was liking on Pinterest were... Tumblr posts... so why don't i just get it straight from the source, cut out the middle man dude, ya know ???

but yeah, tumblr has given me many good memories in the past, but it always reminds me of a time in my life where i wasn't my best self, but ya know, the neverending random crap that comes from this site is like crack, so... ya girl is living for it

(in regards to my most recent text post)

like, legit, if i haven’t noticed that we’re mutuals, like hit me up or just heart this post or something and i’ll muster up the courage to talk to you

(i get kinda easily confused when i haven’t been on in a while and i’m not updated on who changed their URLs to what and i’m like, ahhhhh, help)

or if you just happened to come across this and just wanna talk about stuff, you can do the same and, i’ll get back to you if i can

essome of y’all might have noticed that i don’t really post on here very often anymore and i’m even considering just not even posting on here anymore

not exactly sure what’s going to be happening right now, ‘cause--i really don’t know how to describe it--but, i don’t really interact with anything or anyone on tumblr nowadays since they got rid of the little message-y thing at the bottom of most posts and i’m just :/

now, i understand, that’s just kinda me not using social media in order to be social, but even after all those years of trying to be really outgoing in all my retail/customer service jobs, it’s really hard for me to try and initiate conversations with new potential peeps on tumblr. but, that’s just kinda feels like 90% of tumblr, so i’m sure that’s no surprise.

although i’ve matured a great deal ever since i’ve joined tumblr and can normally manage the amount of social paranoia i experience on a daily basis, i still continue working with my social anxiety and it really gets in the way of trying to make friends with people online

so, i’mma tag some people that i’ve had only a little bit of contact with or actually have never messaged before on tumblr but would like to at least talk once or twice, whatever they’re up for

@inventiveparadox (i know we exchanged skypes and stuff but, just wondering how you doin’)

@benny-cheung : yo, you still wanna be pen pals? we should actually do it, we can make it happen, it cAN HAPPEN!!! now that i actually work a lot over the summer, i put an urgency sticker on all things fun--such as writing letters/decorating envelopes 

@sorceressassassin : pretty sure we are friends on sailor moon drops, how are you? i know you sent me that message about beating some level, but i never got around to it and you might have already beat it?

@zoeritto : since i’m kinda bad with getting back to tumblr messages, i never noticed up until now that you replied back telling me how you did on that History exam a while while back, just wanted to let you know, i’m so prOUD OF YOU + how you doin’, hope life’s treating you well~

@i-wrote-my-own-deliverance YO SHIT YOU KNOW I NEVER REALIZED YOU CHANGED YOUR URL and was kinda wondering where the heckie huntresswarlock went and then I ACTUALLY UP AND LOOKED AT THIS URL AND i aM JUST--i’m oblivious to change on the internet + HOW ARE YOU??? omfg

@whimsie i know you never really used snapchat that often, but i really do miss getting snaps from you! just wonderin’ how you doin’ and hope everything’s good~

Ohlol, Anne is the best, especially considering how the last message I got on Tumblr was this same thing from her, lol. I completely forgot to answer that one, but I’ll answer this one!

1. I’m like, literally made out of curves, yeaaaaah.

2. Somewhat embarrassing, but I kinda like the fact that I kinda have my own fan club of these high schooler kids who say that I’m their favorite cashier at Five Guys. My co-workers tell me that they only order stuff when I’m there, lol.

3. My heart is in the right place, 99.5% of the time. (Both literally and figuratively.)

4. I have a great sense of humor and can make some of the best puns! (Are you wondering why this isn’t #1? lol) ((puns are kinda my four-te, jsyk))

5. I make the BEST birthday cards, holla.

6. I actually drank two whole water bottles today and am probably so hydrated right now, awesome!!! (Reminder: drink water if you’re reading this!)

7. I have a WHOLE LOT of patience.

8. I could be a yawning opera singer if I really wanted! Lol, *drops out of pharm school to become an opera singer*.

9. I’m proud of myself for being the first one to go to college and serve as a role model for my brother!