#aceworldtour

After the concert they put this black wall to the right of the stage. They made us go by sections to make a line to them and I was talking to my seat partner which I did not realize how close we were to them when I look towards the front & I see Chan and freak out and say, “OH MY GOD!”. And then I hear laughter towards my right hand side & I look and a staff member was laughing at me. Most likely bc of my face expression..😆

When I turned back to Chan he was just staring at me waiting for me and I freak out bc my dumb self had the bag with the stickers & watching me freak out putting my bag up & down several times. I finally put It between my legs, which caught him looking at the bag, as I touch his hand. He said, I think, “Thanks for coming.” But I was like 😃& too in awed with his cute closed smirk smile and squinty eye smile!!! 

With Jun idk how I got the courage & gave him both hands even though the boys all had one hand out and we were supposed to just high five one hand. I even tried to intertwine my fingers with his, which I keep thinking about...and I get embarrassed. His cute smile and half moon eyes was too cuuteeee!!!🙀🙀 

But then WOW Sehyoon! Man he took my breath away!! His cute hair and full smile and also did this cute nod at me & I would have had weak knees and fallen right in front of him! He made such a strong impression that with Byeongkwan like I saw his smile & cute eyes …But it was a faint blur. 😭 I was blinded by Sehyoon’s whole existence!!!!!

OMG Donghun!!!! Man that boy’s sad eyes are not a joke!!! His eyes twinkled and was all shiny, a shawol indeed 🤧, but at the same time his sad eyes looked so happy and content. That stare pierced through my soul!!! And even though I kept moving away from him, we both kept looking at each other. 😫 I was like 4-6 steps away from him and he just kept looking at me!!!!! I bent down to pick up my bag still between my legs but I was too awed by him, I just stayed bowing down to him. 🙂🙃🙂🙃

That whole experience was so awestruck to me because I thought they would high five and quickly look for the next person, but no!! They really look at you EVERY. SECOND. THEY. HAVE. WITH. YOU!! 😭😭😭