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My muse cannot lie || ACCEPTING!

回 - For a phobia they have.

Alex - His biggest phobia would be his phobia of abandonment, for sure. Due to his background, he built a wall around himself and only lets a certain amount of people in, people who he trusts and he still fears every day with everyone, no matter how long they’ve been with him or how close he is with them, he always fears that one day that they’ll turn their backs on him, will just up and leave. Leave him because he’s not good enough, because he’s ‘ a freak,’ pretty much every reason you could think of to leave someone, that’s what he thinks will happen. What he wants most in this world is to be accepted and loved for who he is, someone that will love and be with him forever, whether that be platonic or romantic.

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( ﾟдﾟ):What amazes your muse?             🔥 — ❝ Honestly,❞ She didn’t hesitate because she was afraid of answering, she hesitated because she had to yawn. Pressing her arm over her plump lips and it muffles her next sentence, though, she tries not to look like such a slob about it. ❝ How stupid people are, ❞ There’s nothing she can do to hide the blatant truth of this statement. Someone could say on thing and suddenly, she’d be down their throats and not in the positive way they’d want her to be.

┐(‘～`；)┌ :When your muse can’t answer something, what do they do?         🔥 — ❝ Pretend not to give a fuck. ❞ It’s true. Her default reactions to most things shows it’s true form when she can’t answer something. It reveals itself as a base emotion of apathetic tendencies along with relaxed, opened body languages.

judging people, their intentions and reasons, yejun had never liked that, but he pitied them. poor, little humans, with their fragile hearts, drowning in alcohol, in drugs, in pleasures that lasted only for a short while. and now, don’t get him wrong, he had been there, had done just anything for a few grams, but that stage of his life was over: his past was left behind, but at times like those, he understands.

when pain is unbearable, one has to cope one way or another, some using better ways than others, which made them feel “holier-than-thou”, but no one was holy. even the priest from the church you visited every sunday was unholy, a SINNER, that was humans’ curse.

SHOOT: still accepting !

28. Are you a forgiving person?

Yes, Jinri can be a forgiving person. No matter how much she is hurt, she will always forgive that person.

31. Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?

No. After what has happened between Jinri and her ex, she is hard to love; it is difficult for her to feel such an emotion.

39. Three names you go by..

 SYMBOL MEME: music note, epik high’s it’s cold

He exhales, puffing out a poof of cool cloud as his arms wraps around each other. He blinks back the tears threatening to come out, brows scrunching with each sniffle that comes out. The snow continues to fall. Sehun wonders how long it has been since he ran away from the cafe and ended up here. An empty alleyway covered in a sheet of fresh snow, and a lone boy with his knees tucked in, curled against the brick wall. It’s so cold.

Five years. Five years, he thinks. Five years of waiting, of loving, of wanting to be noticed by her. Five years passing by with him just wanting to see her smile. Five years of her crying to him, clinging to him every time her father pushed her away. Five years down the drain, gone once he saw her being proposed through the shop’s window.

Snowflakes lands on his cheek, melting into tiny puddles of water and drips down like loose teardrops. They might as well have been. It’s so cold. Cold even when he hides in his hands in his pockets. Cold even when he blows his hands. So cold to the point where his heart feels frozen, lips cracked, and just a numb feeling. “I’m an idiot,” comes the whisper to which he realizes to be his own.

She had texted him a few hours ago to meet him in the cafe they always frequented to together. His heart had thumped wildly, smile so wide it seemed unnatural. Maybe she returned his feelings?

[to: Sehunnie] Meet @ 3! I gotta tell you something big :))Also dress warm! It’s cold outside!!!!! > A <

[to: <3] k c u there :)

Sehun didn’t know it was because she wanted to introduce him to her boyfriend of three years. And it was only a coincidence that said boyfriend decided to propose to her, just as he reached the cafe doors. He didn’t know why he didn’t know about the relationship earlier, or why that they looked so happy together yet here he was.

“I’m an idiot.” He closes his eyes, letting his lashes flutter shut with the flakes falling onto them softly. “I’m such an idiot,” he breathes out, a fresh round of tears pooling up again. He felts so insignificant. So small. All those years, shut down, gone. All his feelings, pushed away. So what could he do now? His chest heaves with each heavy breath, shoulders shaking and lips quivering but doing its best to not let any sounds escape. It’s at that moment that his phone rings and he recognizes the ring tone to be of his close friend’s. With numb fingers and drooping eyes, he slides to accept the call.

Baekhyun chuckled dryly and he clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, before his lips pulled down in a mocking frown, “Oh, sorrry, Cass. At this point, you’re abusing my brain cells.” 

   “My man is.” She retorts, rolling her eyes. “Although— he isn’t exactly my man yet. But we kissed. So... that has to be something right?” She shrugs, running a hand through her hair. “Anyway, he’s worth it, that’s all I’m trying to say.”

   “I don’t care.” She laughs, tossing more of the snack at the screen. “This movie sucks— now that you told me what’s going on, anyways. I was enjoying it before that.”