Have we met before?
portgas d. ace x strawhat!fem!reader
you and ace spent a night together years ago, and meet again years later as you find out heâs your captainâs big brother.
tags: sfw, implied sexual content, straw hat reader, fluff, awkward reunion, past one-night stand, everyone lives au
a/n: as we clarified, I don't write alternate universe aus, so I made a canonverse one but of course, doing so, the fic probably have a different mood from what you wanted. I made it longer and fluffy, to apologies for it. hope you'll enjoy it anyway
word count: 8.7k
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The streets of Nanohana are loud and somewhere nearby Luffy is already causing trouble.
âACE!!â his voice echoes through the whole town.
You sigh âI found Luffy...â
Nami pinches the bridge of her nose âOf course he has to screamâŚâ
Usopp points ahead âHey! Whoâs that?â
Standing on the roof of a small restaurant thereâs a tall man wearing an orange cowboy hat with two strange faces on it.
Freckles and a confident grin on his face.
He jumps down easily âLuffy!â
The two laugh as they crash into each other in a hug, making everyone smile automatically.
Well⌠everyone but you.
Because the second he lands in front of Luffy...your heart stops and you freeze.
That can't be...
He turns his head and his eyes meet yours.
Your brain suddenly throws you years into the past, in a small port town, with rain outside and a crowded tavern.
Too much drinking and too much laughing.
A handsome stranger with freckles. His smile⌠his voice asking âWant to get out of here?â
The next morning his jacket was on the floor and your clothes everywhere. And you remember leaving before he wakes up because staying felt too embarrassing.
He wasâŚ
âDid he tell me his name...? No⌠Or maybe he did and I forgot? Oh my god⌠Please donât recognise me⌠please.â
Ace blinks once, then his eyes become just a little wider.
âHe remembers. HE REMEMBERS.â
Luffy grabs Ace by the shoulders âEveryone! This is my big brother, Ace!â
Ace waves âNice to meet you all.â
Everyone starts introducing themselves.
âIâm Nami.â
âVivi!â
âUsopp!â
âSanji.â
âChopper!â
Luffy throws an arm around your shoulders and Zoroâs âThis is Y/N and this is Zoro! They just really like bodyguarding!â
Zoro just gives him a small movement of his face while you just smile and then offer your hand, saying âIâm Y/N. Nice to meet you.â
Ace stares at you and doesnât shake your hand.
âPlease donât.â
Then he says ââŚDidnât we meet before?â
Your soul leaves your body.
Sanji immediately steps between you âOi.â his smile disappears âThatâs a strange thing to say to a lady youâve just met.â
Usopp quietly leans toward Nami âIs he about to say âWe met in my dreamsâ?â
Nami whispers back âIf he does, Sanji will kick him into another country.â
You laugh⌠maybe a little too loudly âHaha! No, I donât think so!â
Ace tilts his head, still staring âReally?â
âYep.â
âHuhâŚâ he scratches his cheek âThatâs weird.â
âPlease stop talking. Please stop remembering.â
He looks genuinely confused âYou look really familiar.â
You shrug âMaybe I have one of those common faces.â
âYeah⌠no.â
Luffy laughs âY/N is easy to remember!â
âThatâs not what Iââ Ace stops himself.
You silently beg him with your eyes: âPlease. Donât.â
He notices and then his eyebrows move up slightly.
A few minutes later everyone enters the restaurant.
Ace immediately starts eating.
Actually he destroys food, just like Luffy. Plate after plate disappears.
Sanji watches with horror âHeâs almost as bad as LuffyâŚâ
âAlmost?â Luffy asks.
âDonât make me compare you two.â
Ace laughs âSorry.â
Another mountain of food arrives.
You quietly sit between Nami and Chopper. Far, very far, from Ace.
Perfect and safe until Ace casually gets up, walks around the table and sits right across from you.
âWhy? WHY?â
He smiles politely âMind if I sit here?â
âActuallyâŚâ
âGreat.â he sits.
You blink.
He eats another piece of meat while looking at you every few seconds and you pretend to not notice, but of course youâre failing very badly.
Then, as everyone is busy fighting over dessert, he speaks quietly enough that only you hear âYouâre really sure weâve never met?â
Without looking at him, you answer, âPretty sure.â
âHuhâŚâ another bite âBecause I have a really good memory.â
You get nervous and instead of thinking, you say, irritated âNo you donât.â
He says nothing and just keeps watching you.
You drink your water too quickly and so you cough.
Chopper immediately jumps up âAre you okay?!â
âY-Yeah!â
Ace hands you his cup without thinking âHere.â
Your fingers touch for one second and another memory flashes through your head.
His hand holding yours, his laugh and his warm skin.
You immediately pull back âThanks.â
Ace narrows his eyes.
Then something around your wrist catches his attention, a tiny faded scar, very small, almost impossible to notice.
His eyes suddenly become wide.
Years ago⌠that night you met you accidentally cut yourself while trying to open a bottle with a knife, he had laughed and then gently cleaned the wound himself.
Thatâs how it even started.
You almost choke again.
Ace slowly looks up, right into your eyes.
He figured it all out.
A slow grin appears on his face, not teasing but a little shocked and definitely a little amused.
He leans forward just enough that only you can hear, again â...Oh.â
You smile through pure panic âWhat?â
He whispers, âNow I remember.â
You whisper back immediately âNo, you donât.â
ââŚI definitely do.â
Your smile becomes painfully stiff âYou definitely donât. It wasnât me.â
Ace tries very hard not to laugh, and unfortunately Luffy notices âWhat are you two whispering about?â
You both answer at exactly the same time âNothing!â
Everyone at the table turns to look at you in silence.
Usopp slowly points at the two of you ââŚThatâs suspicious.â
Ace coughs into his fist, while you suddenly become very interested in your drink.
Sanjiâs eyes move from Ace to you and then back to Ace.
His eyebrow twitches ââŚI donât like this.â
Ace smiles innocently âNeither do I.â
You kick him under the table, hard enough that he nearly bites his tongue, but somehow he still has the nerve to smile.
The group leaves the restaurant together.
Vivi looks around seriously before turning to everyone âWe should split up for now and look around for information. We might hear something useful.â
Nami nods âGood idea.â
Luffy stretches his arms behind his head âSounds easy enough!â
Then he suddenly turns toward Ace âAce! Are you joining us?â
Aceâs eyes flick to you for the shortest moment, and a smile slowly appears, the kind of smile you already hate.
He simply says âWhy not.â
âOh no.â
The groups begin forming naturally.
Nami gestures toward you âCome on. Letâs check the market.â
You take one step toward her.
âIâll go with you.â Aceâs voice comes from right behind you.
You stop and very slowly, you turn around. You look at him like he just suggested walking through the desert barefoot and ask him âDonât you want to spend time with your brother?â
Ace glances over.
Luffy is already dragging Zoro and Chopper toward a food stand âLOOK! MEAT!â
âIâm not carrying you if you eat too much.â Zoro grumbles.
Chopper smiles innocently.
Ace chuckles âSeems like heâs having fun with the green head and the reindeer.â
You let out a long sigh and before you can answer him, Sanji suddenly appears between the two of you and says âSheâll go with me.â
Ace raises an eyebrow âWill she?â
Before either of you can continue Usopp rushes over with tears already forming âWHAT ABOUT ME?!â
He grabs Sanjiâs arm dramatically âPlease donât leave me aloneeeee!â
Sanji groans âYouâre unbelievableâŚâ
For exactly two seconds his attention is on Usopp, and thatâs all Ace needs to reach over, grab your wrist, and start walking.
âCome on.â
âW-Wait, Ace!â
You stumble after him.
Behind you, Sanji finally notices âOI!â
Nami cups her hands around her mouth âBack at the Merry in one hour! Donât be late!â
Ace waves without even turning around âGot it!â
A few minutes later the noisy streets become quieter and the crowd grows thinner.
You finally pull your arm free âYou can let go now.â
Ace does immediately, and then he looks at you, his teasing smile returns âSoâŚâ
He slips his hands into his pockets âWhy are you pretending not to know me?â
You freeze âIâŚâ
Your voice comes out much weaker than you wanted âI donât remember you.â a pause âMaybe youâre confusing me with someone else.â
Ace laughs quietly, making your cheeks warm.
âOh, dear.â he shakes his head âI remembered you the second I saw you.â
He smiles softly âYou think Iâd forget that night? Forget you?â
Your face immediately burns, so, without another word, you walk past him very quickly⌠anything to hide your expression.
He follows âFor the recordâŚâ he speaks casually, like heâs discussing the weather âit was probably the best night of my life.â
You almost trip but he continues âI remember everything about it. I remember your laugh, your body, the way youââ
âSTOP.â you spin around, grab his arm, and pull him into a narrow side alley before anyone can hear.
The street is cool and shaded and, most importantly, empty.
You immediately point a finger at him âOkay, listen.â
You lower your voice âI didnât know my captain would have been your brother!â
Ace crosses his arms, still smiling.
You throw your hands into the air âYou never even told me your name! So every time Luffy talked about âAceâ, I had no idea it was you!â
Ace scratches the back of his neck âDidnât you ever see my wanted poster?â
You stare at him, then narrow your eyes âDid you see mine?â
His confident smile disappears and he thinks for a second, then sighs ââŚFair point.â another second passes âWho actually spends time looking at other piratesâ wanted posters?â
A tiny smile almost escapes you but instead, you shake your head âExactly.â
You take a deep breath âLook...â
Your voice becomes quieter, more serious âNo one has to know what happened years ago.â
You meet his eyes âJust forget about it.â
Without waiting for an answer, you walk away and Ace follows after some seconds âWhat if I donât want to?â
You donât answer, because your attention shifts to a little boy sitting on the ground nearby. He sniffles while rubbing his knee and a basket of fruit has fallen beside him.
You kneel immediately âHey.â your voice becomes gentle âAre you okay?â
He nods, even though tears still fill his eyes.
You notice a small scrape on his knee, nothing serious.
You smile âYouâre very brave.â
You help him stand, brush the sand off his clothes, and hand him the fruit that rolled away.
The boy smiles shyly âThank you, miss.â
âBe careful next time.â
He nods happily before running away.
Ace hasnât moved, he simply watches the whole thing quietly. His teasing smile is gone.
You walk past him, without even looking at him, your voice is calm and cold âDo whatever you want.â a few more steps âI just donât want the crew to know.â
Finally, you glance back over your shoulder, your expression is firm âCan you do that? Can you just keep your mouth shut?â
For the first time since ever, Ace is at a loss of words and just nods before you keep on walking.
For the rest of the hour you donât give Ace a single chance. Every time he opens his mouth youâre already walking away.
A merchant selling spices? You go ask for information. An old woman carrying water? You go ask things like âSorry to bother you. Have you heard anything about the palace?â
A fisherman. A traveler. A baker. A family.
You move from one person to another without stopping and Ace simply follows, hands in his pockets, watching and waiting.
Every now and then he opens his mouth only for you to immediately interrupt.
âThank you for your time!â you say and leave.
He sighs.
Five minutes later⌠he tries again âY/Nââ
You turn toward another stand âExcuse me! Can I ask you something?â
Ace rubs his forehead ââŚYouâre doing this on purpose now.â
You smile sweetly âDoing what?â
âIgnoring me.â
âIâm helping my crew.â
âYouâre hiding.â
âWorking.â
âRunning away.â
âGathering information.â
âCoward.â
You stop, turn around and smile at him, obviously irritated by that and you say âIdiot.â
He laughs âThatâs the first honest thing youâve said to me today.â
You stick your tongue out before walking away again.
Half an hour later Ace has somehow become your unwanted shadow.
You ask another shopkeeper a question, Ace leans against the wall nearby.
You help an old man pick up dropped vegetables, Ace helps without even being asked. You thank the old man and Ace is already carrying the heavy basket for him.
The old man laughs âYou two make a lovely couple.â
You almost drop the vegetables âWE ARENâT!â
At the same time Ace smiles âThank you.â
You elbow him hard.
âOw.â
âGood.â
A few streets later a little girl runs into you by accident and then she immediately hides behind her father.
You kneel âItâs okay.â
The girl peeks out and she notices the flower tucked behind your ear, a flower the old man gave you as to thank you for your help. Her eyes sparkle âPrettyâŚâ
You smile and take the flower out âDo you want it?â
She nods excitedly and so you gently place it in her hair.
The girl beams while her father bows gratefully before walking away.
Ace watches quietly.
When you stand up you meet his eyes and heâs smiling.
âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âYouâre staring.â
âAm I not allowed?â
âNo.â
âThatâs rude.â
âYouâll survive.â
He chuckles âMaybe not.â
The sun begins to lower.
You sigh âWe should head back.â
Ace nods.
Then after following you in silence, Ace finally speaks and his voice is softer than before âI donât think Luffy would care much about us.â
You stop walking immediately and, slowly you turn around, the smile is gone from your face âThis is where youâre wrong.â
Your voice is calm âBecause thereâs no âusâ, Ace.â
For the first time all day, his smile disappears⌠he actually looks offended, which surprises you, because you expected another joke.
âThere was.â he says and pauses âAnd there is.â
Your heart skips.
He takes one slow step closer âOtherwise...â he points gently toward you â...you wouldnât be panicking this much.â
You open your mouth but nothing comes out, so Ace continues âYou really think none of them noticed?â he takes another step closer âOr that they wonât notice?â
Your brain completely stops working.
Ace folds his arms âSee?â
You finally find your voice âIâm not panicking.â
He raises one eyebrow âReally?â
âReally.â
âYouâve avoided looking directly at me for almost two hours.â
âBecause youâre annoying.â
âYouâve called me an idiot three times.â
âOnly three?â
He laughs âActually...â he pretends to think âFour.â
You cross your arms âYou deserved all four and even more.â
âProbably.â
He smiles again, but smaller this time âStill doesnât explain why youâre nervous.â
You point a finger at him âIâm nervous because you keep talking about something that happened years ago without us even knowing our damn names!â
âA very nice thing that happened years ago.â
âAce!â
A woman walking past glances at you both and she smiles knowingly saying âYoung love.â
You almost combust âNO!â
Ace rubs the back of his neck â...Maybe?â
You stare at him âWhose side are you on?!â
âMine?â
âWrong answer.â you start walking again, much faster.
Ace easily catches up âYou know...â
You refuse to look at him âNo.â
âI havenât actually lied today.â
âGood for you.â
âEverything I said was true.â
You donât answer, because a small, dangerous part of you believes that too, everything he said. That night wasnât something you regretted and meeting him now is embarrassing and unexpected, but⌠you could never forget his laugh, his freckles and even how kind he had been afterward, before you ran away.
You just never expected to see him again, especially not as your captain's older brother.
You shake your head to stop overthinking everything again.
Beside you, Ace steals another glance and thinks âSheâs even cuter when sheâs flustered.â and that thought definitely doesnât help him.
By the time the Going Merry comes into view the sky has already turned orange.
You both stop to look at each other.
ââŚTheyâre going to kill us.â you mutter.
âProbably, youâre late and got no information.â Ace agrees far too cheerfully.
You climb aboard.
The second your feet touch the deckââYOUâRE LATE!â Namiâs voice echoes across the ship.
You flinch âSorry!â
âOne hour!â Nami points accusingly âI said one hour!â
Usopp crosses his arms dramatically âWe thought desert bandits kidnapped you!â
Chopper nods rapidly âOr giant scorpions!â
Sanji walks over but his eyes immediately land on Ace and then on you.
His eyebrow twitches âEverything alright, my lady?â
Before you can answer Zoro speaks, without even opening his eyes âTook you two long enough.â
You blink ââŚWhat?â
Zoro lazily shrugs against the mast âFigured you two wanted privacy.â
Silence.
Your face goes warm âW-WHAT?!â
Even Nami turns toward Zoro âYou noticed too?â
âIt was obvious.â he replies simply.
âOBVIOUS?!â you squeak.
Usopp gasps dramatically âWAIT! WERE YOU TWO ON A DATE?!â
âNO!â
Sanji slowly cracks his knuckles ââŚAce.â
Ace lifts both hands innocently âHey, donât look at me.â
He is honestly trying not to laugh, but heâs failing miserably.
You point at him âDonât you dare smile.â
That only makes it worse because a laugh escapes him and soon heâs laughing so hard he has to hold his stomach.
You glare âYouâre the worst.â
âIâve been told.â
Between laughs, though, he catches your eye for a second and the teasing fades as his smile softens, almost worried, as if heâs silently asking: âDid I push too far?â
The look disappears before anyone else notices, except you⌠and somehow, that soft, worried glance embarrasses you even more than all of the teasing did.
The teasing slowly dies down.
Mostly because Vivi claps her hands together âAlright.â
Everyone looks at her.
âDid anyone find useful information?â
The smiles disappear and you let out a quiet sigh âNoâŚâ
For a second, nobody says anything.
Then Ace speaks âYeah...â
Everyone looks at him and he scratches his cheek casually âShe talked to almost everyone we passed but we didnât find anything interesting.â
You know exactly why he says it⌠itâs his quiet way of telling the others not to misunderstand and let them know you weren't distracted by him but you were actually doing your work.
Nami nods âThatâs a shame.â
Vivi sighs âAt least you tried.â
The conversation moves on and then they begin talking about the next plan.
You glance toward Ace and without saying a word, you give him the smallest smile and a tiny nod as if to thank him.
He gives you a small smile back.
A little while later, Sanji ties on his apron âDinner will take a while.â
He points his spoon toward everyone âSo stay out of my kitchen.â
Luffy immediately tries to sneak closer âCan I tasteââ
âNO.â
Luffy pouts dramatically, making Ace laugh âStill the same.â
The brothers sit together on the deck.
Luffy begins talking so fast that half his words donât make sense.
Ace somehow understands every single word.
The two laugh, shove each other, and argue over food they havenât even eaten yet.
You find yourself smiling at their cuteness⌠Luffy looks so happy and Ace laughs with his whole face.
Without realizing it you keep looking for a little too long.
âSoâŚâ a voice beside you makes you jump.
Nami and Vivi are both smiling.
Nami crosses her arms âHeâs hot, huh?â
You nearly inhale your own saliva âWHAT?!â
You cough so hard Chopper turns around âAre you okay?!â
âY-Yeah!â
Vivi tries very hard not to laugh and then she says innocently, âWe meant his Devil Fruit.â
Nami nods âHeâs fire.â
The two of them burst into laughter while your face burns and you say âYouâre terrible.â
âYour face says everything.â Nami grins.
You immediately point across the deck âLook! Luffy is eating before dinner again!â
Luffy hears his name and turns around âHuh?â
Then he notices everyone looking at him âWhat?â
Nami smiles innocently âY/N thinks Ace is hot.â
...
...
...
You freeze âNAMI!â
Luffyâs eyes become huge and he looks at Ace, then at you and then back at Ace, as a massive grin appears âREALLY?!â
Ace nearly drops the apple he was holding and playing with âWhat?â
Luffy runs over âY/N! You like Ace?!â
You wave your hands wildly âNO!â
âAre you sure?â
âYES!â
âBecause heâs pretty cool!â
âLuffy!â
âMaybe you can join the family!â
You cover his mouth immediately âSTOP TALKING.â
Luffy muffles something against your hand. Ace is laughing so hard he has to look away⌠even Zoro snorts.
Thankfully Sanji saves you from more humiliation⌠dinner is finally ready.
Sanji places enormous plates on the table.
Luffy and Ace race toward the food.
âMEAT!â
âHEY! THAT ONEâS MINE!â
âYOU ALREADY HAVE THREE!â
âSO?â
The brothers begin stealing from each otherâs plates making Sanji sigh âAnimalsâŚâ
You quietly sit beside Vivi⌠unfortunately the only empty seat left across from Ace.
He smiles when he notices but you pretend to be fascinated by your soup.
Dinner is loud.
Usopp tells another exaggerated story as Chopper believes every word.
Zoro eats silently.
Sanji keeps serving Nami, Vivi and you.
Everything feels normal⌠until Usopp suddenly looks at Ace âSoâŚâ he points his fork âWhat was Luffy like as a kid?â
Ace laughs âHungry.â
Everyone nods âMakes sense.â
Ace smiles âHeâs always been like that.â
Nami tilts her head âWas he always this reckless?â
âEven worse.â
âHEY!â Luffy protests with his mouth full.
Ace begins telling stories about little Luffy, making everyone laugh, even you.
Then Nami asks âAnd your crew?â
Aceâs smile grows and talks proudly about the Whitebeard Pirates. About how loud they are, how everyone argues and how Whitebeard treats them like family.
You listen carefully, itâs nice hearing him talk and he looksâŚhappy.
Then Ace starts asking questions too âSo...â
He looks around the table âWhatâs it like traveling with Luffy?â
Usopp immediately answers âTerrifying!â
âFun!â Chopper says.
âExpensive.â Nami sighs.
âGood.â Zoro mutters.
âWonderful!â Sanji smiles.
Ace laughs and then his eyes move to you âWhat about you?â
You blink.
He's waiting for your answer.
You clear your throat âItâsâŚâ a small smile appears ââŚnever boring.â
Luffy grins proudly âSEE?â
Ace keeps looking at you, like that answer matters more than the others, and it makes your stomach flutter.
Later, at some point of the dinner, Usopp suddenly asks, âDoes your crew have girlfriends or boyfriends?â
Ace nearly chokes on his drink âThatâs... random.â
âIâm a curious romantic!â
Ace laughs âSome do.â
Then he casually asks âWhat about you all?â
Usopp dramatically sighs âUnfortunately⌠weâre all tragically single.â
âSpeak for yourself.â Sanji says, placing a hand on his chest âMy heart belongs to every beautiful lady.â
Nami rolls her eyes âThatâs not how that works.â
Everyone laughs and Ace smiles before he asks THE question âAnyone here secretly in love?â
Silence.
Then every head slowly turns⌠toward you.
Your eyes widen âWhy are you all looking at me?!â
Usopp shrugs âYou looked at Ace for, like... five minutes earlier.â
You nearly fall off your chair âI DID NOT!â
Nami innocently hums âMaybe four.â
Vivi smiles into her drink âIt was definitely more than three.â
You hide your face behind your cup âIâm changing crew.â
Luffy immediately raises his hand âYou can never leave!â
Ace watches the scene with a smile and then, very casually and very innocently, he asks âSoâŚâ his eyes meet yours âNone of you secretly have someone waiting for you somewhere?â
The table suddenly becomes much quieter.
You know that question wasnât really for everyone⌠it was for you.
You lower your cup, your cheeks are warm again ââŚNo.â
Ace nods once and the corner of his mouth lifts ever so slightly âGood to know.â
You kick him under the table, hard enough to make him hiss through his teeth.
No one notices as they're all too busy answering the question⌠everyone except Vivi and Nami.
The two women exchange one very amused look but neither of them says a word.
They don't need to.
The way you keep avoiding Aceâs eyes and the way Ace keeps finding them anyway, is becoming harder and harder for everyone to ignore.
Dinner slowly comes to an end even if Luffy is somehow still eating.
Sanji has given up asking where all the food keeps disappearing. Usopp and Chopper are arguing over which desert animal would win in a fight.
Zoro has already fallen asleep against the mast. Nami and Vivi go over maps one last time before calling it a night.
One by one everyone disappears below deck and eventually, the Going Merry becomes quiet.
Sleep doesnât come.
You quietly go onto the deck, careful not to wake anyone.
The desert night is surprisingly cool.
You lean your arms on the railing and groan quietly at the thought of that loooong day âI donât think Iâve ever been this embarrassed in my life.â
âReally?â
You jump so hard you nearly fall overboard but a hand catches your elbow before you lose your balance.
Ace.
He lets go immediately âSorry.â
You press a hand against your chest âOne day youâll give me a heart attack.â
He grins âWorth it.â
âNo.â
âMaybe.â
You roll your eyes and then you just sit and Ace sits beside you⌠not too close but not too far⌠enough that your shoulders almost touch.
For a while neither of you speaks but the silence isnât awkward anymore.
Ace looks up âNice sky.â
You nod âMuch better than the desert during the day.â
âDefinitely.â
He yawns and you laugh âAlready sleepy?â
âAlways.â
âIâve noticed.â
âItâs a talent.â
You smile âIâm not sure sleeping counts as one.â
âIt does if youâre really good at it.â
You snort âYouâre impossible.â
âIâve heard that today.â
âMore than once.â
âMostly from you.â
You smile again, without thinking.
After another comfortable silence you sigh âEveryone really liked embarrassing me today.â
Ace laughs quietly âWellâŚâ he looks out at the sea âAt least they think you just have a crush.â
You hide your face in your hands âPlease donât remind meâŚâ
Then he continues and his voice is calm, almost thoughtful âThey donât know that you made me spend the most beautiful night of my life with you...â
You slowly lower your hands.
ââŚand then left me alone like that without even telling me your name.â
You blink.
ââŚmaking me search everywhere for you...â
Your breath catches.
ââŚonly to randomly find you in my little brotherâs crew.â
You stare at him as he keeps looking at the sea, like he didnât just completely change the conversation.
You quietly ask ââŚYou searched for me?â
Ace looks over and a small laugh escapes him. He rubs the back of his neck and then nods âYeah.â
Your heart skips.
âI looked around the island for days.â
Your eyes grow wider âDays?â
âMm.â he smiles sheepishly âBut I never looked into pirates.â he points at you âYou told me you were just a traveler.â
You immediately answer âBecause I was!â
Your voice echoes a little louder than you intended so you freeze and then take a breath before you continue much more quietly âI meanâŚâ
You look down at your hands âI never even thought about becoming a pirate before meeting Luffy.â
Ace nods slowly as a knowing smile appears âYeah.â he laughs softly âI get it.â
You tilt your head âYou do?â
âThatâs how my little brotherâs influence works.â
You laugh and the smile stays on both your faces for a while.
Then Ace speaks again but quieter this time âCan I ask you something?â
You nod âSure.â
He looks at you ââŚYou never looked for me after that night?â
You freeze.
He scratches his cheek awkwardly, then laughs once, but it sounds... nervous and then he asks âWas I so terrible?â
Your head snaps toward him âWhat?!â
You immediately shake your head and without even thinking the words leave your mouth before your brain can stop them âYou were even too good!â
Silence.
Your eyes slowly become wider.
Ace blinks, then the corners of his mouth start lifting.
Your entire face catches fire âIâŚâ you stand up so fast you almost trip âI should go. Itâs late.â
You turn around but then a warm hand gently wraps around your wrist, not pulling hard but enough to stop you.
You look down at the hand and then at him.
Ace is trying not to laugh.
He gives your wrist the tiniest tug âSit.â
You sigh dramatically ââŚFine.â
You sit back down beside him, but this time you refuse to look at him.
After a long silence you mumble, ââŚThat was embarrassing.â
Ace smiles âNah. Iâve been embarrassing myself all day.â he chuckles âThis was nothing.â
You finally glance at him and see heâs smiling at the stars, looking completely relaxed.
For some reason⌠that makes you laugh.
Ace smiles a little wider when he hears it.
The tension that had followed you around the entire day slowly disappears.
Then you feel like answering his question from earlier âAbout what you asked earlierâŚâ
Ace tilts his head âHm?â
You take a slow breath âI didnât look for you.â
He stays quiet, waiting for you to continue.
ââŚBut it wasnât because you werenât⌠good.â
He immediately grins âI figured after your little confession.â
You cover your face âCan we pretend I never said that?â
âNever.â
You sigh dramatically âWorth a try.â
He chuckles.
You look back at the sea âIt was justâŚâ
You struggle to find the right words âI never did anything like that before.â
Aceâs smile fades into something gentler.
You continue quietly âIâd never had a⌠one-night stand.â
The words feel strange to admit out loud.
âI donât even know why I did that.â a small laugh escapes you âMaybe the drinks.â
Ace smiles âMaybe.â
You shake your head âWhen I woke upâŚâ you look down at your hands ââŚI panicked.â
A long pause âSo I left.â the memory still makes you cringe âI didnât even stop to think.â
You laugh awkwardly âI just grabbed my things and left the island.â
Ace listens without saying a word.
âLaterâŚâ you shrug âI was way too embarrassed to go back and look for you.â
You smile weakly âEventually⌠I hoped Iâd just forget about it. Obviously it didnât work.â
His eyes lift to yours and you laugh softly before you continue âIt wasnât just that night that made me think about you.â
Ace blinks.
You look out at the ocean again âIt was everything. The before⌠when we met.â
A small smile appears âYou were funny. You listened. You were kind.â
You laugh quietly âHonestly⌠at first I thought you were going to be a jerk.â
Ace places a hand over his chest dramatically âIâm wounded.â
You smile âYou had that confident smile and that smirk.â
âI still do.â
âExactly.â
He laughs.
You shake your head fondly âBut you werenât.â
Your voice becomes softer âYou were nice before.â a pause âYou were sweet during it.â
Your cheeks warm immediately and you cough it off ââŚAnd afterward too.â
Ace looks at you quietly.
You continue before you lose your courage âI donât believe in love at first sight.â
He nods slightly.
âNever have. So I convinced myselfâŚâ you sigh ââŚthat you only wanted it to be one fun night.â
Ace opens his mouth but you gently stop him âI know now that I was wrong.â
Finally you look directly at him âI really panicked today when I realized⌠that you were the Ace Luffy always talked so much about.â
Ace rubs the back of his neck âHe really talks that much?â
You laugh âConstantly.â
He groans âSounds like him.â
You smile and then your expression softens ââŚButâŚâ you meet his eyes âIâm also happy we got to clear everything up.â
Ace scratches his cheek, looking oddly embarrassed, then he laughs âWow.â
You blink âWhat?â
âIâve never heard you talk this much.â
You gasp dramatically and then you lightly punch his arm.
âOw!â he laughs anyway âViolence!â
âYou deserved it.â
âProbably.â he smiles impossibly softly.
âIâm glad I found you, Y/N.â his voice is barely above a whisper ââŚEven after all this time.â
Your smile slowly grows and neither of you looks away.
Then Ace shifts, turns his whole body toward you and lifts one hand toward you.
A playful smile returns to his face âWhy donât we reset the game?â
You tilt your head.
He clears his throat dramatically âHello.â he offers his hand âNice to meet you.â
A tiny bow follows âIâm Portgas D. Ace.â
His grin grows âYouâre cute.â a beat âAre you single?â
You burst into laughter and then, still smiling, you turn your body toward him too.
Your knees almost touch.
You take his hand âIâm Y/N.â
You pretend to think ââŚAnd yeah⌠as a friend of mine with a very long nose likes to sayâŚâ
You sigh dramatically ââŚIâm terrifyingly single.â
Ace laughs so hard he almost loses his balance âThatâs a tragedy.â
âThe greatest one.â
He doesnât let go of your hand and neither do you.
The laughter slowly fades, and only smiles remain.
Then, very quietly, Ace asks âDo you kiss on a first date?â
You grin âApparently⌠I kiss and do much worse with complete strangers.â
Ace lowers his head with a laugh âThenâŚâ
He looks back at you ââŚWeâre lucky weâre not strangers anymore.â
You nod âYeah.â
The word comes out almost as a whisper.
Slowly the distance between you disappears. You meet him halfway.
Your lips brush softly against his.
The kiss is slow and gentle. The complete opposite of the first one you shared that first time, because that night had begun with curiosity, and this one begins with honesty.
When you pull away youâre still smiling and so is he.
Ace rests his forehead lightly against yours âHi.â
You laugh quietly âHi.â
The next morning, when everyone gathers for breakfast, you and Ace are sitting on opposite sides of the table.
You donât look at him and he doesnât look at you, or at least thatâs what youâre both trying very hard to make everyone believe.
âMorning.â you say politely.
Ace nods once âMorning.â
Short and simple.
Luffy looks between the two of you ââŚYouâre weird.â
âWeâre always weird.â you answer a little too quickly.
âNot this weird.â
Ace calmly drinks his coffee âMaybe we didnât sleep much.â
You nearly choke on your bread but he doesnât even glance at you and yet yhe corner of his mouth twitches.
For the rest of the day you both become surprisingly good at acting.
When the crew is together you barely speak. If Ace asks the group a question, you let someone else answer. If you have something to say, you direct it at Luffy or Vivi instead. If your paths cross, one polite nod.
Nothing more.
But⌠the problem isnât your words⌠itâs everything else.
Every time someone makes the group laugh your eyes automatically search for each other.
Whenever one of you disappears for a few minutes, the other somehow always ends up wandering in the same direction.
Later that afternoon you volunteer to refill the shipâs water barrels.
You lift one bucket.
âNeed help?â
You donât even turn around âNo.â
Ace laughs âYou answered before checking who it was.â
You sigh âBecause I knew.â
He steps beside you âIâm offended.â
âWhy?â
âYou didnât even sound surprised.â
You pick up another bucket âYouâve been following me for three days.â
âHas it only been three?â
You give him a flat look âAce.â
He grins âY/N.â
You try to walk past him but he casually reaches out and catches your hand for just a second. His thumb brushes lightly across your knuckles.
You look down at your joined hands and then back up at him. Heâs smiling and you canât help smiling back and then you just say âYouâre impossible.â
âYou keep saying that.â
Footsteps.
Both of you hear them at the same time and your eyes widen. Without thinking you shove him away, hard enough that he stumbles backward.
âOw!â he whispers loudly.
âSomeoneâs coming!â you hiss.
Ace barely has time to recover before Chopper appears âOh! There you are!â
You immediately lift the bucket âJust getting water.â
Ace nods seriously âI was... supervising.â
Chopper tilts his head âWhy?â
Ace opens his mouth but nothing comes out.
You bite your lip to stop yourself from laughing.
The same thing keeps happening again and again and again.
You see Sanji busy, so you volunteer to help him by bringing vegetables from storage.
You kneel to pick up a basket.
Ace quietly appears behind you âBusy?â
âVery.â
He leans closer⌠close enough that you can feel the warmth of his shoulder.
âYou havenât smiled at me in...â he pretends to think ââŚalmost fifteen minutes.â
You roll your eyes âWhat a tragedy.â
He lowers his voice âMaybe you should fix that.â
You smile despite yourself âThere.â
âMuch better.â
You hear Sanji calling from upstairs, asking if youâre ok.
Without hesitation you place both hands against Aceâs chest and push him away.
He stumbles into a barrel.
ââŚYou know,â he mutters, rubbing his shoulder, âyouâve pushed me away a lot these last few days.â
âBecause you keep sneaking up on me!â
âIâm starting to take it personally.â
Another day⌠youâre standing alone, enjoying the wind.
Ace quietly walks up beside you and neither of you says anything, just your fingers slowly brush against each other.
Then he hooks his little finger around yours, such a tiny gesture that makes your heart melt.
You glance at him and quietly hook your finger around his too.
A soft smile appears on both your faces.
ThenââY/N!â
Usoppâs voice echoes across the deck, so you both immediately let go at the same time.
ââŚYou know,â he says under his breath, âone day youâre going to throw me overboard.â
âGood.â
âCruel.â
âCareful. Someone might hear us.â
By the fourth day the crew starts exchanging looks, because your acting has somehow become even stranger.
Ace treats everyone exactly the same, except you. With you, heâs almost too polite.
âCould you pass the salt, Y/N?â
âOf course.â
âThank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
A long silence follows.
Usopp slowly looks at Nami. Nami looks at Vivi. Vivi hides a smile behind her cup.
Sanji narrows his eyes. Luffy keeps eating.
Finally, Zoro opens one eye and looks at you and then at Ace before he quietly says ââŚYou two are terrible actors.â
The entire table goes silent.
Your heart stops and Ace blinks once asking ââŚWhat do you mean?â
Zoro shrugs âNothing.â he closes his eye again âJust saying.â
You and Ace exchange the quickest glance in history, then immediately look away again.
Neither of you notices Nami trying very hard not to smile, or Vivi quietly hiding a laugh behind her drink.
The following morning is peaceful, which usually means something is about to go wrong.
You are down in the Merryâs small storage room, quietly counting what little food is left.
ââŚThree bags of riceâŚâ
You move one aside.
âA few vegetablesâŚâ
Another pile.
ââŚAnd Luffy definitely stole half of the dried meat.â
A familiar voice answers from behind you âHe absolutely did.â
You donât even have time to turn around.
Ace wraps his arms around your waist from behind, pulling you gently against him.
âAceâŚâ
He laughs into your hair âFinally.â
You can hear the smile in his voice.
He turns you around before you can protest and his face is much closer than you expected.
âYouâve been avoiding me all morning.â
âIâve been working.â
âSame excuse as always.â
You open your mouth to answer but instead, he leans in.
His lips are only a breath away from yours.
You place a hand against his chest âAce.â
He stops for exactly one second, then he tilts his head with a mischievous grin and instead presses a quick, warm kiss against the side of your neck.
You shiver âAce!â
He rests his forehead against your shoulder with an exaggerated sigh âDamn itâŚâ
Another sigh âI canât take this anymore.â
Despite yourself you smile and then gently push him back but not very far, just enough to look at him and say âThis is too dangerous, Ace.â
He pouts immediately. You canât believe the feared commander of the Whitebeard Pirates is looking at you like a disappointed puppy.
Several quiet seconds pass, then his eyes brighten âIâve got an idea.â
You already donât like that smile ââŚThatâs never a good sign.â
âDo you want to go on a date with me tonight?â
You blink ââŚWhat?â
âA date.â
He says it as if itâs the simplest thing in the world.
You stare at him âHow? The crew is going to ask questions if we suddenly disappear together.â
Ace crosses his arms confidently while a smug grin spreads across his face âDonât worry.â
He taps his chest âIâve got the perfect plan.â
You narrow your eyes.
He continues ââŚJust let me handle it.â
You sigh âThatâs somehow even more worrying.â
He laughs softly âEverythingâs going to be okay.â
You sigh again âOh. Now Iâm definitely worried.â
Lunch arrives and everyone gathers around the table.
Luffy is already eating before Sanji finishes serving. Usopp is telling another impossible story.
Everything is normal⌠the only strange thing is Ace whoâs unusually quiet.
Every few seconds he glances at you and then smiles to himself.
You kick his foot lightly under the table, he looks up and you mouth âWhat are you planning?â
He smiles wider and after a few more minutes Ace suddenly clears his throat âHey, Luffy.â
Luffy doesnât even look up âHm?â still chewing.
Ace speaks with complete confidence âIâm taking Y/N on a date tonight, so donât worry about her.â
...
...
...
Silence.
Somewhere at the table a fork hits the floor with a loud clink.
You freeze completely.
Luffy calmly swallows another bite of food, reaches over and steals meat from Namiâs plate as he simply says âOkay.â
He keeps eating, like nothing unusual was said.
Ace slowly turns toward you with the proudest smile youâve ever seen on his face.
You slowly stand up and point at him âAre⌠you crazy?!â
Your words finally break the spell that froze the crew.
âWHAT?!â Usopp shouts.
Sanji slams both hands on the table âHOW DARE YOU!â
Then he spins toward Luffy âAND YOU!â
Luffy blinks âHm?â
âHow can you just say âokayâ?!â Sanji clutches his chest âMy dear Y/N canât go out with...â he glares at Ace ââŚanother man!â
Nami immediately smacks the back of his head âSit down.â
Sanji obeys instantly ââŚYes, Nami-swan.â
Nami turns back toward Ace, much calmer but also much more dangerous ââŚFor how long has this been going on?â
Ace doesnât hesitate âWay before she even became a pirate.â
Your head snaps toward him âHey!â
The words leave your mouth before you can stop them âWe agreed that doesnât count!â
Ace smiles at you warmly âIt counts to me.â
His voice is so casual it almost doesnât register.Â
Then he adds âThatâs when I realized I wanted to see you again.â
Your mouth opens but no sound comes out and slowly you sit back down.
You stare at your plate, you take your fork and roll a piece of food around without actually eating it.
Your face is burning.
Luffy finally looks up âOooh!â he points between the two of you âBefore we became brothers?â
Ace sighs dramatically âNot that before, idiot!â
âOh.â Luffy nods âGot it.â
Usopp suddenly shoots to his feet âWAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT!â
He points wildly âYOU TWO KNEW EACH OTHER?!â
âWHEN?!â
âWHERE?!â
âHOW?!â
âWHY DIDNâT ANYONE SAY ANYTHING?!â
You immediately pretend your lunch has become the most interesting thing in the world.
Ace, meanwhile, answers every question with surprising patience.
âYears ago.â
âDifferent island.â
âWe lost touch.â
âFound each other again here.â
Usopp gasps after every answer as if hearing the greatest adventure ever told.
The whole table erupts into questions, even Chopper joins in.
You donât answer a single one, instead your eyes drift toward Luffy.
Heâs smiling and watching Ace with the happiest expression.
Nami notices where youâre looking and she lowers her voice, quiet enough that only you can hear her ââŚDid you think Luffy wouldnât approve?â
You donât answer immediately but then the noise around the table fades into the background, and from your left Zoro speaks without even looking up from his food âHeâs happy if you and his brother are happy.â
He shrugs âIsnât that obvious?â
You look at him in surprise.
Zoro keeps eating and drinking as though he hadnât said anything important.
A small smile appears on your face and then you let out a quiet breath ââŚI guess I worried for nothing.â
Across the table Ace is laughing as Usopp fires another impossible question at him.
His smile is bright and relaxed⌠lighter than youâve seen it since the day you met again.
He catches your eye for just a second and smiles only a little wider, and without realizing it you smile back.
A little later, Nami casually slips an arm around yours âCome with us.â
You blink âWhere?â
âShopping.â
âWhat?â
Vivi smiles âFor tonight.â
Before you can protest, Luffy appears beside you âCan I come too?â
Nami sighs âWhy?â
He shrugs âIâm bored.â
The markets of Alubarna are crowded with fabrics, jewelry and colorful clothes.
For the next hour you become Nami and Vivi's personal doll.
âTry this one.â
âToo fancy.â
âThis?â
âToo plain.â
âTurn around.â
âNot badâŚâ
Luffy sits on a nearby crate eating fruit and every now and then he looks up and says âThat one looks nice.â
Nami blinks ââŚYou actually have an opinion?â
âYep.â
He points toward a simple outfit hanging nearby, it isnât flashy, just comfortable and elegant without trying too hard.
Very... you.
You change into it and when you step out Vivi smiles first and says âThere she is.â
Nami nods âAce isnât going to know what hit him.â
Your cheeks immediately warm.
While paying, Vivi quietly asks, âSoâŚâ she smiles âHow did you two actually meet?â
You hesitate and then you tell them everything⌠not every little detail, but enough.
When you finish neither of them laughs and neither of them judges.
Viviâs expression softens ââŚThatâs actually really sweet.â
Nami nods âA little messy.â then she smiles ââŚBut sweet.â
You laugh âMessy is one way to describe it.â
Luffy suddenly speaks up âAce told me.â
You look at him âAbout what?â
âThat you were scared Iâd be upset.â
Your shoulders tense.
Luffy frowns, genuinely confused âWhy would I be?â
You blink.
He grins âHeâs my brother.â then he points at you âYouâre my best friend. Youâre family.â another grin âThat sounds awesome.â
You feel something unclench inside your chest.
Luffy laughs âAs long as he doesnât make you cry.â
A pause and his smile becomes surprisingly serious âOtherwise Iâll punch him.â
You laugh so hard you almost cry but say âWhat if heâs the one crying?â
Luffy laughs harder and answers âMeans he deserves it!â
This makes you laugh again.
The sun begins to set and the sky turns orange.
You return to the Merry just before dinner.
Ace is already waiting near the dock and the moment he sees you he forgets to breathe.
You stop a few steps away, suddenly feeling shy ââŚHi.â
He stares for another second, then smiles âHi.â
He scratches the back of his neck ââŚYou look beautiful.â
Your heart immediately forgets how to function âThank youâŚâ
He offers his arm dramatically âMay I steal you for the evening?â
You laugh and loop your arm through his âYou may.â
Nami, Vivi and Luffy who were with you simply waves at the two of you. You wave back then you see Luffy is about to yell something but Nami hit him and shit him up before he can do anything.
The date is... simple.
A small restaurant tucked away from the busiest streets, with warm lanterns and good food.
Ace insists on pulling your chair out before you sit.
You raise an eyebrow âTrying to impress me?â
âIs it working?â
ââŚMaybe.â
He places a hand over his heart dramatically âVictory.â
You laugh.
Most of dinner is spent talking about simple things, like favorite foods, childhood stories, places you want to visit, and dreams.
Every now and then your hands brush across the table.
After dinner you walk slowly through the quiet streets, neither of you seems in a hurry for the night to end.
Ace suddenly clears his throat and a teasing smile appears ââŚSoâŚâ
He looks ahead âShould we get a room?â
You glance at him and heâs clearly joking, trying to make you nervous or something.
Instead⌠you simply nod ââŚOkay.â
Ace stops walking ââŚWait.â he looks at you, then points at himself ââŚReally?â
You nod again and his confident smile completely disappears ââŚAre you sure?â
You smile softly âIâm sure.â
He tells you to follow him and then a few minutes later⌠he leads you through a different street and you notice a small inn.
ââŚFor someone who was jokingâŚâ you smile ââŚyou found an inn awfully fast.â
Ace immediately waves both hands âHey! Itâs not like that!â
He laughs awkwardly âI was staying here before I met you guys.â
You giggle âMhm, sure.â
He blinks ââŚYouâre teasing me?â
âMaybe.â
ââŚYouâre evil.â
âIâm learning from you.â
The room is quiet and for a moment, itâs obvious neither of you knows what to do or say and by the tenth gaze you give each other, you both laugh at exactly the same time.
And like that, the awkwardness disappears.
You step closer, lift a hand to his cheek and kiss him softly.
When you pull back, you smile and say âI loved the date, you can relax.â
He lets out a nervous laugh âIâm trying.â
After he stares at you for a moment, he finally closes the distance and kisses you with softness but also with a bit more hunger than before.
As you kiss him back, the kiss deepens and then you feel his hand going down, to where your shirt ends. He grabs it and pulls it off you, slowly and gentle.
Then he breaks the kiss and looks at you again to ask âAre you sure?â
You have no strength to talk, so you just smile at him and nod.
He nods back and then he removes his own shirt.
The rest of the evening passes wrapped in quiet affection, gentle kisses, and the warmth of finally being together without fear or misunderstandings between you.
Itâs totally the opposite of your first time together but it still has that much tension, maybe even more, amplified from love too, now.
Later, you fall asleep curled up in each otherâs arms.
The next morning, you wake up first, and careful not to disturb him, you quietly slip into the bathroom and start the shower.
A few minutes later the bathroom door suddenly opens.
Ace appears like a mess, his breathing is uneven and his eyes are wide with panic.
You blink, then it clicks and your expression softens immediately ââŚWait. You thought I left again?â
He doesnât answer, he only gives a small, embarrassed nod, making your heart aches.
You reach for his hand âHey.â and you smile gently âIâm here.â
He looks at you for another long second and you smile again âCome here.â
You gently tug him toward the shower and the warm water falls around both of you.
Neither of you says much, you simply stand together, close enough that your bodies constantly touch.
Ace wraps his arms around you and then you wash each otherâs hair, laughing quietly when he gets soap on his nose.
He cleans you with soap and he steals little kisses from every part of the body heâs cleaning⌠from your forehead, your shoulder, your cheek, making you smile every single time.
Just tenderness.
When you finally leave the inn later that morning, hand in hand, neither of you knows exactly how youâll make it work with two different crews sailing different seas, but somehow, neither of you doubts that you will.
After all, youâve already found each other once against impossible odds.
Finding each other again would always be worth the journey.
















