when i stepped on the battleground you said the world was, they didn't pull out weapons, just a bunch of foolish words. you broke my limbs, watched me bleed saying it'll make me strong, the supposed enemies cried seeing me kneel and weep for a cure. now i don't understand what war you prepared me for, when you were the only one who ran towards me with a sword.
12 hits that i cannot forget, said you knew it wasn't my mistake. "for family's sake, for family's sake", a child you ruined entirely for a pile of snakes. i stand so numb, but fearless, amidst oblivious brakes, if i don't cross the road, what difference would it make? threw away my childhood, poisoned my adolescence, a kid shouldn't have known that, give me back my innocence. just starving, nosebleeds, and a constant headache, these days ive been dreaming about not being awake. two pairs of eyes you created but never understand,