#abtanni

Sometimes I feel pretty bad because... in the same amount of time, I learnt developing so much SLOWER than other people. I mean, I shouldn't compare myself to others right, because everyone has their own speed, also my uni major require a lot of focus, and in the same time I was also preparing for the art con. But I feel like I'm actually pretty dumb. A slow learner. Man I have no energy left to even come up with a test for the driving game, but I already promised I will do it.

Although Im really appreciate people's feedback and Im truly happy when they tell me how much they love it, that they enjoyed playing the game, but I was super insecured. Like, I know it will be a lot harder to code and there will be more complicated assets to draw the rest of the game. According to my past experiences, I know that I should just TRY FIRST, but some parts in me are afraid I wont be able to execute it.

I really really really hate to abandon projects, so this shouldn't be it.

I think I'm really tired now. It's not like life is gonna end when I graduate this university, but I know when I go to work there will be more responsibilites and time consuming and energy consuming side tasks, so I wont be able to freely make projects for my own like this anymore. But also because gradution is coming sooner and sooner so I have to study hard. I want to learn to do so many things, but how can I do it when Im stuck in this tiring state??!