Finished re-reading the song of achilles and yep it is just as devastating the second time ðŸ«
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just finished call down the hawk..........lads. Lads. it is So Fucking Good
it's really strange to me in a way that i've accidentally become a neet. but maybe that's also, like, an impolite way to think of myself considering i have a disabling sleep disorder. i mean i wasn't doing Great at having a job before leaning into it anyway but ig you could argue that's exactly what the issue was, in addition to the working myself to a near nervous breakdown. contrarily i think there is a bit too much bias against people who don't work so maybe embracing neet-ness is good for me. thinking it's impolite to myself is in itself a bias to be examined
i just finished reading the wind up bird chronicle by haruki murakami and it was one of the best books i have ever read in my life
like easily top three. it was so bizarre and surreal, and so much of it was metaphor it was hard to work out what was "real", and the main character's thoughts were constantly obscured or revealed only in pieces, resulting in a lot of great twists
i loved how the timeline wasn't linear. and the excerpts revolving around japan's occupation of manchuria, the siberian work camps, the man who got skinned alive etc were fascinating. the whole story was revealed gradually, and the connections between characters and time and suffering are never outright made for you, you just have to work out how everything is connected to the main character's journey on your own. it was also a uniquely violent and sexual novel. parts of it truly felt like a written account of a nightmare, but it was never cruel it was like... a surreal painting, i bet there are a thousand different ways to interpret it
loved it