Realized he's been playing with my thoughts sort of for a while and Ive been misinterpreting it a little.
Sort of like improv with someone.... More like playing off of I should say.
I was imagining a mallet for some reason I /do not/remember. Just sitting upright in the air.
It fell on Doc, he flinched.
I was like 'ohmygod I didn't mean to do that I'm so sorry!' And he, I think*, laughed at me.
I have worried about this sort of thing before. I.e. accidentally somehow hurting him with my thoughts. Without even putting energy or anything other than imagination into things. I blame intrusive thoughts.
Him flinching does not help.
This would've been resolved much sooner had SOMEONE communicated he does that.
"I thought you realized before!"
*am fairly certain even though it seemed he tried to hide it.
