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Chapter six
Warnings: lots of lore for some reason, underage drinking and consumption of drugs, oral (f receiving) overthinking.
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When your done with
the Prefects meeting
Will you come to the dorms or?
I have to check on my potion
I will come to the party do not worry
Alrighttt
Write me if something changes
The common room is fairly empty in the afternoon, most sixth and seven years have stayed to study for the OWL's over the Christmas break, some fifth years and as I know three second years, five third years, and maybe four first year's.
a first year is sitting beside me reading a book, unbothered by Mary who is standing on the sofa side beside him trying to pinch a decoration up with her wand while halfway falling down on him.
"Mary give the Bloke some space" I smile at the boy who looks up and stares at me with wide eyes.
I close the black notebook and shove it into my bag, the Transfiguration notebook is almost full of ideas and plans for the Party so I close it as well pushing it away.
"Your fine I don't mind" He says moving a little toward me.
"You know you can't stay for tonight right? There will be loads of drinking and smoking, it's no place for a twelve year old."
"I won't stay, I'm in a dorm with a guy who's not the nicest, so I might have to find someplace to hide" the boy explained and I frown.
"Whats your name?"
"John" I look him up and down, he's a bit scrawny, wearing a blue jumper and a ragged cap, his big brown eyes are staring back at me when I look back up.
"getting bullied?" I ask, sudden concern, I didn't really know him, it was hard enough to keep track of everyone in the upper classes so we didn't even bother with the ones below these days.
"Just the usual" John says, he pulls his lips together and looks down. I hum in agreement as if anybody has ever bullied me.
"Alright, you can stay for the party, tickets are 22 sickles" I grab a ticket out of my bag and give it to him.
"I don't have money" he whispers, my heart sinks a little when his hands come together and he starts to pick at his skin.
"It's on me, but don't drink to much. Who's your dorm mate?" I reach over and take his hand, putting the ticket into his, making sure to pull them apart to stop the anxiousness.
"Mathew borruw" he says, he's staring at the small paper, then pushes it into his pocket, the name makes me alert.
"Where he at now?" I sit up straight and look around the common room, Archie is holding up Lucille on his shoulder, her hands are in the air trying to place another blue paper flower in-between a painting.
Then I spot Rax and Nott who are counting bottles and categoriesing them on a large table in the back.
"Uh probably in the hall, eating like everyone else?" He asks, I look back at him and smile, then I whistle sharply making Rax look around to find me.
"Oy need ya help come over here" I wave my hand toward me.
A second later both boys lean over the sofa, Nott grabs John's book and flips it over.
"What's good little man?" He ruffles his hair and smiles.
"Are you two going to the hall in a bit?" I ask, Rax takes my notebook and flips toward the back checking the inventory while nodding.
"Aye" he mutters
"alright, let's go then, need your help teaching someone a small lesson" I smile at John who's eyes widen.
"No you will only make it worse! It's not worth it", he squeals and Nott laughs.
"Meet John, my new best friend. He's coming to the party tonight-"
"No one under forth year." Rax says with a stern voice.
"It's my party I can make an exeption, he even wore the right colors, come on don't be a puff" I shove his arm and give him a knowing look.
"Aren't you a muggle?" Nott asks and I look at him for a second.
"Yeah" John looks down again, his fingers finding each other in his lap.
"Is that why someone's messing with you?" Nott asks after a second.
"Borruw says I'm a mudblood, shouldn't even be here" John mutters, Mary looks down, a second later she falls in between us and looks around.
The blond is rather short, one of the best in Runes and now her eyes are on the first year with a concerned look.
"Hey that's just pureblood nonsense, I'm a muggle too, you wanna see if he'll call me a mudblood?" Mary soft voice makes me smile, Nott and Rax on the other hand look down to me, I can't help but give them the same look. We all grew up with the pureblood nonsense, most of us believed it.
"I mean look at these three, their purebloods but their still my friends, they don't mind that I wasn't born pure." Mary looks at us, we smile back because it is true, non of us really cared about blood status, maybe in the early years we made a joke or two, but soon everyone realized it was just dumb, especially when the ones we called mudbloods were better at some things than we were.
"Alright Johnny boy, let's go get some food and have a little talk with you friend." Nott pats John's shoulders and pushes him off the sofa, I grab the notebook back and shove it into my backpack, placing it under the sofa so no one would trip over it and waving my wand to hide it from sight.
"Archkins, Lucciiiillleee were going to eat coming?" Mary winds around and shouts at the two, Lucille shakes her head.
"We'll finish up here and find you guys later" Archie nods absent mindedly.
A few minutes later we're walking into the Great Hall, it was decorated for Christmas and most kids were sitting together, ignoring the house rules while everyone else was away.
there were three first year Slytherins sitting down in the middle, one of them I recognized two not so much. Rax placed a hand on John's shoulder and led the way sitting down in front of them, I pushed myself between the boys, Nott took one side and Mary set down beside John.
"Hello enjoying dinner?" Rax asked, staring dead cold at them.
"Is everything alright?" One of them asked, I looked at him, Malfoy was small, not as confident as his big brother who was a year below me, his green eyes were staring at us in confusion.
"Well about that" Nott said picking up a fork and taking one of Malfoys grilled potatoes.
"You three know our mate John?" He asks after biting into the potato.
Malfoy shrugs looking over at him, the other two beside me exchange a glance, John is moving toward Rax his eyes full of worry.
"Not really, he's not in my dorm so" Malfoy shrugs and gives him a smile.
"I'm Marcelle Malfoy" he extends his hand, John blinks a bit surprised then takes it.
"You were in my group at potions once right?" Marcelle asks and John nods.
"Well Marcelle do you think blood status matters?" I ask slowly, the blond boy shrugs and takes his fork, then reaches over the table and takes one of Notes freshly plated Potatoes.
"No one actually cares about it, we just act like we do because of our parents" he says, then bites into the potato staring at Nott who whips his head around confused.
"What about you two, I don't remember either of you telling us your names?" Rad glared at the two boys beside me.
"I'm Mathew Borruw. Your Father works with mine at the ministry. I was at your house once, not that you were there, heard you were off with the lady friend your parents want you to marry" I almost consider punching the child beside me, he's fat and ugly, with big teeth and frizzy locks.
Rax looks at me, I blink in surprise and then smile.
"I'm gonna go" the other scared sounding boy beside me gets up and leaves quickly, I look at Nott who is also glaring down at the boy in-between us.
"Wow a true pureblood at our side" Nott says, his tone is dead, when I look toward John is can only see Mary giggling.
"I can only guess it's you, they said something about how thrilled they are to be marrying into friends." Mathew snarls, silence over comes us but it doesn't stay long.
"Merlin are they really? My parents are going to be mad, they wanted you to marry my brother" Marcelle jokes while cutting up a bread, I grimace and he laughs.
"Though they should've guessed it" he adds shrugging.
"Mine wanted Him to marry my older sister" Mathew says kicking his head toward Abraxas.
"A Lestrange in the family would have been a gift they said. Though I will have to dissapoint them if I tell them what you were trying to do" Mathew looks toward John.
"Hm" I hum, Rax chuckles and crosses his arms.
"Do you want to know how many children die when they accidentally wander into the forbidden forest?" Mary asks, her sweet voice making all of us calm down, Mary was one of the few who got detention and was made to clean up the forest site, then she almost died so everyone kind of made sure first year's weren't allowed to go in anymore, though everyone knew that the Ravenclaw boys made the younger ones go in for some kind of test.
"I don't talk to Mudbloods so no." Mathew says, what happens next is quick as a blitz, I whip my wand around us and cast a silencing spell, Mary casts a disfiguring spell, Nott grabs the first year's head and smashes him into the table so fast some kids still look at us the sound escaping me.
Mathew screams and John jumps up a little.
"Didn't hear you what was that?" Nott holds his neck making him unable to get up, bringing his face close to his, his eyes lighting up.
"You broke my nose" the boy began to cry, he was crying loudly and I almost felt bad for him, blood spilled over his shirt and plate but before he could say anything else Rax pointed his wand at him.
"Look at me." He snarled.
"You will utter a single word, you will ever say that word again. I will not only make sure you will never speak again. I will make sure your parents hear the nastiest rumors about you and your sister. I will ruin your life for the rest of my time here, and when I'm gone I'll make sure someone else will do it for me. You dare to touch John and you will never walk the halls again without the fear of me. I am Abraxas Lestrange And I promise you, you have no idea who you just called a mudblood " Rax lowered his wand but just about the boy took a sigh to relax, Mary lifted hers, she smiled, then Mathew began breathing slowly, all this time he was crying and holding up his head while trying to get up and at the same time shivering and staring back at Rax with wide eyes.
Mary whispered a spell, so quietly I didn't even catch it, then Mathews voice went quiet, he opened his mouth.
He gasped, then tried again.
"Have a fun winter break, though I doubt you'll be doing much without talking, or without being able to write for that matter" Mathew pushed out of Notts grasp and fell on the floor, people around us only looked up when he began running toward the door. I didn't let my gaze linger, flicking my wand and letting Mathew dirty plate disappear, I glanced at John, who was staring at us mouth hanging open, Nott had begun eating his food again, Rax was deciding which pudding to take, Malfoy was putting butter on his bread.
I grabbed a fresh plate from the side and stacked some potatoes on my plate.
"What an arse" Malfoy said suddenly, Mary laughed and I joined, Rax smiled and at that glancing down at the blond.
"How is it that your brother such a twat?" He asks, Marcelle shrugs stabbing another potato and placing it on the buttered bread.
"You could have just switched dorms, there's a bed free in mine anyways" he pushes his head forward to Look at John.
"I probably will do that tonight." John says softly, I smile at him but he doesn't return it.
"Wasn't that a bit mean?" He asks carefully, I shrug at him.
"It wasn't just about you anymore, he was mean to all of us, just because he thinks his daddy is high up in the ministry " I explain just as carefully.
"Isn't he the one who got kicked out of the board?" Nott asks, Rax narrows his eyes and then laughs.
"Now that you mention it, pretty sure he was having an affair."
"What are the chances of you guys letting me sneak into that party tonight?" Marcelle asks pointing his fork at me.
"Sorry kid no one under fourth year" Nott says but I roll my eyes.
"Tickets a galleon"
"It's 22 sickles." Malfoy objects
"Yeah but your rich, plus your brother will be there so keep an eye out will ya?" Rax explains shoving him a little.
"You should worry about your beater skills rather than my Brother" Malfoy jokes making all of us laugh instantly.
"That was just a bad day" Rax says a little to fast and too emotional as well, as if on que Lucille appears with Archie in tow.
"Bullshit you suck at being a beater, even I'd be better and I'm a seeker" Lucille sits down beside me.
"The only reason your not off the Team is cause Riddle feels bad for you" Lucille takes a fork and steals one of my potatoes, I grin at Rax who rolls is eyes, but at the mention of Tim my heart sinks a little.
I've been doing everything I can not to think about him, maybe that was the only reason I decided to help John, just to be thinking about something else for a while.
Everytime I thought about him, everytime I saw him I felt hollow and sad, I didn't know why, I didn't understand anything anymore, and it hurt, it hurt to know he didn't love me.
"Where's the Captain anyways?" Archie asks, I glance over at him frowning when I see he's plating only beans on his plate.
"Fucking Brits" I mutter
"Prefect meeting, plannings for the next year then Slughorn of course" I say afterwards.
"Who's the fella?" Lucille asks looking at John.
"New pet project " I explain grinning.
"Thinking off adopting him" I add making the brunette laugh, John blushes and sinks into himself.
"Ugh I love first year's, their so precious and full of hope" Mary sings and the table erupts in laughter again.
"Yeah I'm just full of sunshine" Malfoy says his face expression less making Mary chuckle.
"Wait aren't you a Malfoy?" Archie asks making Marcelle roll his eyes.
"The one and only- well I guess the one and in fourty" Marcelle says still unbothered, Nott cackles at that.
"Ugh how's you Aunt?" Lucille asks her lips pulling into a thin line, we all copy that movement and look at him awkwardly.
"Hopefully dying, nasty cunt that one" Marcelle says, I'm the first to laugh having met the woman a year ago.
"Oh thank god someone said it" Nott aays
"I felt bad for her yeah but she had it coming, she actually pulled my ear once" he adds looking at all of us as if we understood anything when his mouth was full of food.
"She's still at the hospital" Marcelle says toward Lucille who nods.
"Why is there a disfiguring spell around you fool?" I feel his hands first, both of them around my shoulders, then when he speaks I can't help but feel horrid again.
"Hey I thought you were at the Prefects meeting?" I look up toward him, he looks down, nodding a little.
"Was" he says, I look back down at my plate while Tom pushes Nott away and takes a seat beside me.
"Who is the child?" He asks after looking around.
"John meet Riddle" Nott takes his plate toward him and switches the empty plate beside him toward Tom who nods at him.
"Hello" Tom extends his hand across the Table and John shakes it.
"Malfoy" Tom says and nods toward the blond who waves.
"Riddle" he says back mocking his English accent.
"Is everything set for tonight?" Tom turns toward me, lifting his fork and taking one of my potatoes.
"Yeah, we just need to set up another set of wards for the others, and maybe a special one for Slughorn" I explain mentally making sure who to add to the list of people who won't be able to enter.
"I will be done with Slughorn around eight so, I will make sure he goes straight to his chambers" Tom says, I nod at him, looking up I see Rax eyeing me with a soft look.
He tried talking to me a couple of times about it but I would just brush him off.
We settle into comfortable conversation, Malfoy asks John to walk with him afterwards and when I walk back toward the dorm I see the two boys carrying John's bags toward Malfoys dorm.
The entire room was upside down, every blue and white clothing piece I had was thrown on the bed, my fingers still itches a little from the warding spell and every five minutes I set down and took a deep breath.
I was deciding between wearing a skirt or some jeans, I got asked one of the Ravenclaws for the signature blue skirt they wore sometimes, below I wore the white leggins, when Tom entered I was debating which heels to wear.
"Hello" he stayed in the doorway, watching as I lifted my head from the ground.
"Hi!" I smiled, for a second I forgot about everything, I forgot what he had said and I forgot that I should be wearing clothes because Tom was removing his tie, lifting his bag over his head and throwing it in a corner all while keeping his eyes on me.
"Why are you half naked?" He asked, I looked down on myself realizing I'm only wearing the white blue Bra and then leggings.
"Uh I'm deciding what outfit to wear?" I ask confused, why couldn't he have pieces that together.
"How about you wear nothing?" He stalks forward, crouching down and lifting the sparkling blue high heel.
"These are incredibly tacky" he looks up toward me, I smile and lean forward.
"I'll go with these then" I mutter, lifting the lower, dark blue heels.
"At least you will be able to walk in those" he says, I chuckle and take the other heel out of his hand, throwing them to the side.
"I can walk in anything" I object
"Yeah what about Dance? I will not dance with you out of fear of having my foot stabbed" his lips turn into a smile and I laugh.
"I would never stab you!"
"Eh you stabbed that time in Defense against dark arts?" One of his eyebrows lifts and my eyes widen.
"That wasn't a stab! That was like a scratch with a sword... It's not my fault they let us spar?" I cross my arms below my chest and pout.
"Why are you back early anyways?" I ask after he tilts his head and smiles.
"Slughorn might have opened a sleep potion on accident" Tom inches forward, his eyes lighting up when I smile.
"Aren't you rotten?" I muse leaning forward again, he meets my lips with another soft smile, I let my hands drop into my lap, Tom steals my breath when he reaches out and grabs my neck, he pulls me toward him, sitting back on his heels he pulls me up into his own lap, letting me wrap my legs around his waist, I run my hands up his body, my lips moving, my mind blurring as his tongue moves into mouth.
"We don't have time" I say, only deepening the kids, pulling his hair and bringing his body closer to mine.
"I always have time for you" he mutters back, his hands drop toward my shoulders, then my back unclipping the bra, I don't waist time to let my fingers find the buttons on his shirt.
"Not to mention you are simply assisting me with getting undressed" he elaborates, I laugh into the kiss, pushing the shirt over his shoulders, letting my hands run down his biceps, my fingers caress his stomach, my lips beginning to hurt, his hands find my thighs squeezing them softly, abruptly he pushes me forward and stands up, I Yelp a little grabbing his neck he moves toward the bed, when he sits me down he pulls away and pushes my clothes to the ground, I kick the rest Off while moving backwards, taking off my legging as well, one of his hands wrap around my ankle, kissing it softly, then he begins to move up, trailing kisses up toward my thigh, he looks up.
I've messed his hair up, because of the rare light in the room there's a shadow across his face, his mouth is hanging slightly open, I realize he's panting as he moves upward, I keep my eyes on him as his fingers slip under my knickers, pulling them down slowly, I lift my hips and he pulls them down, my hand reaches out to touch his face, skimming up toward his hair, he smirks softly when I pull him toward me, his hand clawing into one of my thighs and pushing my leg upward, I groan as his thumb inches closer inside, he doesn't look away and I am unable to focus on anything else than his eyes as one of his fingers enters me, my mouth opens slightly as I take in a sharp breath and I hear him chuckle before he lowers himself.
We haven't had sex in weeks, to busy with mid terms and other things to find time, either he came back late or I did, he was mostly gone by the time I woke up, and now as his lips caress me, as his eyes devour me I realize how much I missed him like this, how much I missed the feeling of forgetting everything as soon as he touches me.
Nothing mattered beside him, I let myself relax and didn't even try to keep quiet, my moans escaping me faster than I can realize, my eyes rolling upward as his teeth dragged into my skin, he's cold and harsh and everything I need.
"Tom" I moan, my fist clenches around his curly hair, my other hand hold onto the sheets as my vision blurs, I don't even realize I'm crying.
"Tom I'm going to cum please slow down" I moan but that only seems to drive him to speed up, my hand finds my mouth, covering my lips in a desperate attempt to keep calm, my legs shaking, closing around him, quivering. He uses one hand to keep them apart, his other to busy to fill me up over and over at a forsaken pace.
"That's a good girl" I hear him say, he curls his fingers inside of me and I let out another way to loud moan.
"Please I need you" I grasp out, I only hear him laugh before his lips go back to sucking on my oversensitive clit.
"Tom please" I let my head fall back, let one of my legs go over his shoulder, using one of my hands to hold my second leg up which seemed to be a mistake because he used his second hand to just stimulate me more.
"Fuck please right there, oh fuck" My vision blurred to the point I didn't even know if I had my eyes open, my body moving on its own as the orgasm shock through my body, my toes curling and my stomach clenching.
"Fuck you make me go crazy" I hear him whisper, when I open my eyes I realize he's resting his chin on the side of my leg, grinning up at me, as if nothing happened, his mouth was wet from partly me and himself.
"Merlin your so messy" I let out a loud breath, letting my head drop back again, still shaking against him.
"We should get ready it's almost nine"
"Couldn't care less, come here" I reach toward his neck and pull him on top of me, I bring his lips to mine, tasting myself in the kiss as I move my body on top of his.
A second later I groan and grab a nearby blanket.
"You two being decent?" The door opens and Tom buries his head in a nearby pillow, wiping his mouth.
"No get out!" I scream, but when I look toward the door Rax is already inside with Mary in tow.
"Eugh disgusting" Rax grimaces and I glare at him.
"Get out!" I shout again
"No can do, we need ya, problem with the wards aye" Rax grin widens when I groan again.
"We shall be out shortly" Tom says, I glare down at him.
"Will we not love?" He grins and I try not to groan again.
"Yes of course." I mourn while letting my body drop down onto Tom's.
"Waiting" Rax shouts as Mary drags him back out, the door closes and I groan.
"Fuck" I hit Tom in the chest a couple of times letting my head drop onto him repeatedly until he laughs.
"Come on now" his hands wrap around my shoulders and he sits up.
"Let's do this" I mutter.
Ten minutes later I'm staring at Tom.
Because he's wearing his uniform pants, and a blue shirt.
"Absolutely not" I cross my arms and tap my heels on the ground, I've decided to go with the skirt, and a blue top, I was just adjusting the silver necklace when I saw Tom and might actually gauge my eyes out.
"You can't wear that" I flick my fingers up and down with disgust.
"Of course I can" he looks himself up and down, I shift my leg upward and fix my heel.
"It looks shite" I protest but he shakes his head.
"Nott brought you that blue blazer? Why can't you wear it? And put on some bloody jeans or something" I explain pointing to the wardrobe.
"I am not wearing jeans"
"Sure you are, it's my party. You look like you have a stick rammed up your arse"
"Your roots are showing when you talk like that, love" he says and I scoff.
"Wait here" I adjust my lace top, making sure just enough of the white bra is to seen from underneath, then I grab my wand and leave the room, Rax is setting up the vinyls and barely looks up as I skim past him in the common room.
"Where's Nott?"
"Snugging some bird in the dorm" Archie answers while passing by.
"Well get him, I'll fix the ward, tell him to go to my dorm, give Riddle a hand" Archie takes a second to stand and look at me then groans and moves toward the dorm where I've just come from.
Half an hour later, the common room is full, I'm leaning against the door and looking down at a very fake ticket, I want to reach out to my glass but glancing down I notice it's empty again.
"Aye so you got this from Nott?"
"Yeah what's the problem?" The English Gryffindor fella stares me down, he's a bit taller than me but I have to pull my face down not to laugh.
"So it is" I flip the bit of paper over.
"Can I just get in?" He tried to push past me.
"No you can't" I push him back, he glares at me and tries again.
"Get out of here you bampot" I lift my wand slightly but he looks behind me and backs up without another word.
"Problem mate?" Rax leans up behind me and I roll my eyes.
"Not a problem" the Gryffindor leaves and I look up toward the tall boy.
"Don't you look interesting?" I mutter he's wearing a blue blazer and jeans with no shirt underneath.
"Ah you should see your fella he looks mighty alright" Rax says a little insulted.
"What Riddle? Don't tell me Nott managed to get him out of those awful pants." I looked inside the common room trying to find him but it seemed as it has already been overflowed.
"Oh he sure has"
"Alright I'm going to try find him can you take care of the line?"
"shift it" I grin at him and shuffle into the common room.
Someone enchanted the candles to shine out blue rays, half the walls and ceiling was covered in paper flowers, blue orchids was playing loudly in the background.
Most of the kids had already gotten more than drunk and were now dancing softly with one another.
I couldn't help but cringe a little.
"Merlin who put this shite on?" I asked when I reached Archie and Lucille.
"I like it!"
"What are we ninety?" I ask shocked.
"It came out like last year"
"He's a muggle!" I object but that just gains me another set of rolled eyes.
"Have ya seen Riddle?"
"Pretty sure he's smoking one with Nott in the stairwell"
"Alright cheers" I smiled at them, I pushed myself past the crowd and walked toward the stairwell, I grabbed another ale and downed it.
"It's not like she was trying to hurt you" I stood still, the stairwell toward one of the study rooms was empty, and the Irish voice was unmistakable.
"It is not like I was hurt" I hear Tom say, there's a soft shuffling sound and the smell of weed hits me, I stay still.
"Mate you have no idea what her parents would do if they find out she was in a relationship with you" Nott says, I begin to move a little, trying to spot them up the stairs, their both sitting on a window ledge, staring into the lake, their backs toward me and unaware.
"I know, that is explicitly why I will not be in a relationship with her" Tom takes another hit, letting the smoke blow up to the top.
"Just because yer not calling it a relationship doesn't mean it ain't one, heck she basically lives at you place" I can hear Notts concern.
"I like her around, the dorm is to big to be alone in it anyway " Tom mutters, his head falls on the glass.
"You should probably tell her that, I haven't her seen this down ever" Nott whispers softly.
"what?" His voice has a hint of surprise, I want to smile because it means he may care about me, even if it's the only thing I feared, I still wanted it.
"I mean she's just been distracted, Rax means it's just because the midterms but you must have noticed shes been stabbing the poor table in the dining hall?" Nott chuckles but Tom just stays quiet.
"Well it was either lie or tell her the truth, since the truth would sent her to her actual death" Tom shrugs, his shoulders sag and I stop breathing.
"Oh yeah so you decided to tell her you hate her?"
"Where'd your hear that?" He slurs his words and I try not to laugh.
"Not from her, won't speak a word about it, but we pieced it together."
"I did not tell her I hated her, just..."
"Mate I don't get you, if I had a woman like that coming up my leg I'd fight for her for sure"
"Oy talk about your own girl" Tom hits his leg against Notts who laughs.
"She would have been my girl if your looks hadn't snatched her off" Nott says grinning.
"she would not go for you with a ten foot pole" Tom mutters earning him a punch to the shoulder.
"I mean mate, your still in school, afterwards you can make a name of yourself your bloody brilliant, I'm sure her parents will agree if your the minister of fucking Magic" Nott chuckles softly but Tom just groans.
"I would have to be the minister of the whole world to keep her by my side" Tom let's out a soft sigh, then takes another deep drag.
"That would be hard to achieve" Nott took the joint back and took a quiet hit.
I stepped down a little and entered the stairwell again louder
"Riddle you up there?" I called out before taking up any steps.
"We're up here" I hear Nott call, I walk up the stairs slowly, they both turn around, Nott gives me a warm smile which I return, Tom just stares at me.
"You two being decent up here?" I ask amused, I sit down by their feet and reach out taking the weed off Nott.
"I'll leave you two to it, barely anything left anyways" Nott gets up, he hands me his hand which I take to occupy the empty seat.
We sit in silence for a while, until Notts footsteps echo away and we're sure there's no one else present.
"Everything good downstairs?"
"Shitty music but otherwise yeah"
"Have you had something to drink?" He asks looking down at my glass.
"Just a few while checking tickets outside" I mutter, he nods and looks outside.
"Want to dance?" He offers but I shake my head.
"I just want to sit with you" I mutter giving him a cheeky grin.
"Oh well am I not lucky" he mutters, he reaches out, his fingers grazing mine, his eyes locking with mine, I let him take the blunt.
I savor the feeling of his skin against mine, his cold fingers touching mine, the sensation of touching the person you want is like holding your hand over a burning flame, even if his hands were cold his touch burned me, ignited me, my breath loosing itself, my eyes lingered on his hands, the way he brought the small paper against his lips, the way smoke filled his mouth, the way he exhaled it into slow circles aiming for the sky, I leaned forward and brought my lips to his, my hand reaching up to cup his cheek, my body itching to be closer to his. It was slow and heavy, his lips moving against mine in a sensitive way, the feeling of having him right where I wanted him to be overwhelmed me slowly.
The room was cold, I was still naked, the blanket barely keeping me warm as it covered half of my body, I let my fingers trace my skin, imitating the feeling of him, my eyes shut again and I hummed softly. The bed was empty without him and I didn't even know where he went. But when he came back it felt as though another part of him was gone, and I could never understand why.
-K<3
