do you still love your ex? what do you miss about him?
I’d ask which one, but it’s probably fair to answer about the one I thought of first. Or maybe both. I don’t know. Yes, I still love Sterling. I also love Dev though, but something tells me he’s not the one people want to know the details on.
Everything with Sterling was passionate and chaotic in the best and worst of ways. There was never a dull moment and that sounds fun and exciting, but people forget that horribly fantastical moments aren’t dull either, but they certainly aren’t fun. Everything we did, we did with no reservations. Fuck, fight, it didn’t matter, we never held back. And there was something about that, well it was comforting. Even if it wasn’t the best trait to have, at least Sterling and I always knew what to expect from the other. Unfortunately that expectation was just always the worst because we did bring out the worst in each other.
