The Freak Circus, about my mc
I showed how my mc look like before and little bit about them as I remember cuz I'm lazy as hell to check again soooo yep. ok! Into introduction of my mc!
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Preferred Name: Red/Rosey
Gender: Female ( Also gender-fluid their body is female, they just use clothes to make them look like female or male or just a person)
Pronouns: Any pronouns is alright
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Love to eating chocolate-covered strawberries, It's their fav fun fact!
enjoying eating spicy food very much
Enjoys drawing or painting, it keeps them calm
Likes taking walks at night when no one is around and can be them self without the mask
Like to wear many kinda of clothes that would make them look like a woman, man or just a person
Would be very happy if people are at least nice to them
Don't like rude people or the way other's find them imitating just by looking at their face (They have a really bad old scar across their lips, still hurts since as near teenager but, used to it now)
People asking them on a date or something, not to just get to know them tho...
Being made fun of how they look
Themself (When many people they have deal with in the past, slowing hating how they look and not really taking caring of themself... would be smoking and drinking to cope in not so good way...)
Their relationship with The Boss and Carol
They enjoy working with them, the Boss and Carol are the sweet people they met.
When ever on break sometimes them and Carol likes to talk on stuff.
(I wish we have more info on those 2, I would love to know more about them little bit more)
A person that doesn't always feel like they belong or fit in..Yet they just keep going the best as they can. The way they looked is something and the scar they had since as a kid on their lips...Bullies what can I say? Right now their past bullies have or not said sorry what they did and try to make up to it to really mean it. Not really anyone wanted to look at their face because of the scar making it look a little..unsettling.. and the way they looked.
Which made them to the point that they wear a mask and put in some covering to their skin. That became their new comfort habit but at least some people respected how they are, even their Boss and their Co-Worker(Carol)!
(This would be the scar, it is painful but used to it... can eat perfectly fine)
(this part was my in my other post of introducing my this Mc, lets look in their past shall we?)
When so young, so fill with happiness....only to get keeping getting crush..bit..by..bit..
Constantly hearing the same words everyday and being with fake friends... and playing with their feeling...to the point they avoid everyone and stop trying to make friends..(They didn't tell their parents of their troubles sadly..and will just stay quiet.. they don't know how to stand up for themselves..)
After like years.. like in near teenager....there was a big incident.. a not so good incident... We will get into that soon or later.
Ophelia had a dream to be like an actor something like those Circus people do or telling story. They always go a Circus with their parents when there is a new Circus coming to town and they would be so excited to see the performance and never get bored of visiting the Circus.
Where ever in their free time, they would practice their flexibility and balance. As far they great with that skill and can even do some cool stunts they are able to do and maybe was a little bit of a daredevil of testing their limits. (one time they juggled 4 or more knife, no cut or not got hurt but just scaring the shit out of their parents and was kinda got banned from doing that ever again. Don't worry when learning how to juggle as a beginner, started easy and took months Plus practicing their flexibility and everything. They have grow so skillful of how they do or how their can handle, even their sense's sometimes are strong too)
They sometimes get tips or an advice by the any Circus members they visited, there were a lot of sweet people from the Circus they have got to go and even get's to see them practice. (Which they also wanted to practice with them, which they did ofc and fun too.. Ophelia always been happy to see new Circus coming town and especially when they are nice to them)
One day Ophelia school plan's to do a Festival... food, games, dancing and performance like if in a Circus. So.. they hope to get people with a amazing talent to sign in the role they would wanted to be. When they head this.. their heart feels.. in a rush of joy! Don't even know what role should they be, they be fine with anything! So they do go to a teacher(Who they know is sweet to them) and hoping to an idea which should they be in.
Their role is... Acrobatics & Balance, Which they are really good with and good thing It won't be too high and would have some safe things if someone were to fall or anything. (Some kids that knows Ophelia, do find out they are participating in this event...these kind of people who do not like them... so these kind of people thought it would be funny to do something to Ophelia Act part... to make their part a joke..)
This kind of Festival is plan out, there are a lot of people..Even Ophelia parents came too. After all the fun and the performance.. It was nearly Ophelia part.. (They had their own fit, a mark and everything they need... Know what to do.. like how they practice..)
I don't know how to explain this part, let's say something happen during their performance... Something that end up leaving a painful scar across their lips which their mask being broke half way.... and being humiliate in front of lot of people... some people laugh.. could feel their eye's on them... (While their parents and the other Teachers are trying to get to them..)
They knew who would do this... They just can't hold their anger.. behind stage... right there laughing..
After that, it was a messy one! The only good thing is no one was not extremely injured... few people got really beaten up by Ophelia anger and not so good mental state..
That incident really left a bad mark on them... They couldn't leave their room at all and just don't want to come out.. and Ophelia really feel so bad for hurting them
some kid's who were part on doing this was suspended or being talked for what they did..
So Ophelia's parents think's it would be better to move to a different place after learning what Ophelia had to go through... so it would be best for them, they make sure to check on Ophelia when ever...
Their dream..is just gone... never again...
They even stop going to a circus that they used to love to visited.... just..... never.. (To when they were older, they still kept their old fit, old mask and a video of before the incident and after too... don't know why they wanted to keep it but yea..)
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So yea... sorry if this is not a best writing.. just hoping ya'll have an Idea how It has gone for them!
This is just how they could relate to the freak circus pain that they all had to go through and could at least agree that there are some cruel people and that could never change(yea, My Mc would kinda agree on that..the world can be cruel but not aways), if my Mc get's to know more about them and what this circus, hold then maybe.
And that could the reason that they stop going to a circus... unit this circus got their interested.. to just at least to a look...
Now I wonder how would some of the freak circus react to my Mc having an old painful scar(Idk I feel like Pierrot would be curious and maybe feel sad for them..IDK?? NOW I'M CURIOUS!) or them having a vitiligo skin?(Which I find them very beautiful, as a kid I was scared of those kind of people but now..I wish I saw their beauty first, so i guess that's why I made my Mc to have that skin, LIKE LOOK AT THEM! THEY SO BEAUTIFUL!!)
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(I'm still fixing up this and some drawing that is need to be added her, you may ask questions on what you would love to know about my Mc... there may be a time I would answer or not so yep..man I'm tried but oh welp!)
