#about mir

I was with my ex for about 12 years, married since 2014. He did a lot of shitty things boiling down to being aggressive, sexual assault, etc.

He left to live with his girlfriend over a year ago, still providing me spousal support until I could figure out my chronic pain issues/get surgery. (I've been struggling with neuropathy since 2017-2018. It caused me to get fired.)

He'd stated he would help me until I could figure out my pain management. Unfortunately, he brought up divorce papers not too long ago at random. Then, he cut off the only money I was getting.

My lawyer is talking with his attorney, but that doesn't pay my bills right now. I am afraid I will lose everything.

My surgery is on the 25th for my arm in addition to everything.

I am in need of desperate help. Anyone who donates will get first dibs on writing requests when I've recovered and can use my arms again.

More details are in the link below.

https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8Tn90klrWW

Doin a pinned post cuz all the cool kids do it.

This is an 18+ blog.

Fiction is a space to write and extrapolate upon society and humanity. Sometimes this is not pretty. I do not condone unhealthy relationships or actions. Fiction is purely fiction.

I appreciate all the reblogs and likes I've suddenly received! I'm working on a commission at the moment (having a lot of fun with it; I'm just a slow lmao).

Pain levels have been decent; last week I wasn't able to walk for a few days.

In good news I might be moving late next year! I have the pick of anywhere in the USA as long as the cost of housing isn't outrageous. (That certainly leaves out CA and CO.) So if anyone has any recommendations on good towns, please let me know! I'd like something more LGBTQ+ friendly but still on the smaller side population wise. (My current town has 9,000 people lol) Legalized weed (at least medical) is a huge plus.

Aw, that's a totally fair assessment. Most quizzes say I am like Kazuha, and I tend to agree. Both Hu Tao and Amber have similar traits as Kazuha, so I can see it. I am definitely not as peppy as Amber (I actually really dislike overly peppy people; they just overwhelmed my autistic ass lmao) but fictional characters tend to be more one dimensional than humans.

I've reached 100 followers. I know to many that may not seem much. To me, it means the world. I've been writing since middle school. Working tirelessly on my craft. Obtaining university degrees to make myself better. I've been rejected and spat on so many times. I feel like a failure, as if I just can't grapple at the words I mean to say and the themes I wish to convey.

Sometimes, as a writer, you just want to hear that your work is good. And you all have done that. You all have boosted my confidence to help me continue my passion, even through excruciating neuropathy in my hands and suffering dyslexia.

I don't know if I will ever stop feeling like a failure. Yet when I see someone interact and say that something I wrote is one of their favorites, I feel as if I've scratched at my calling. The joy I feel can't be described with words. Someone is reading my work. MY work? Me???

I put my URL in this and got some funky music