#abnormal-fallen-angel

I was tagged by the wonderful humadeanity :D Thanks for tagging me!!! <3

1. WHAT WAS YOUR:

Last beverage: water :3

Last phone call: I can't really remember... I don't call people that much :/

Last text message: I believe it was something along the lines of "oh ok"

Last song you listened to: That would be AC/DC's Thunderstruck

Last time you cried: this morning

2. HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: Nope

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: yep

Lost someone special: Kinda

Been depressed: For sure

Been drunk and threw up: never been drunk

3. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

silver, black, and a light blue

4. LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: Yes!

Fallen out of love: no

Laughed until you cried: haha yes :)

Met someone who changed you: eh, probably not

Found out who your true friends are: hmm, unsure

Found out someone was talking about you: Someone was talking about me when I was right behind them... really awkward :/

5. GENERAL:

How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: maybe around half?

6. FIRSTS:

First Surgery: I had my tonsils and adenoids removed when I was 4

First piercing: Ears, when I was around 3, probably

First best friend: My friend from my hometown, who I haven't seen since I moved

First sport you joined: soccer

First vacation: Disney world :D

First pair of trainers (sneakers for the Americans): I believe when I was around 5 or 6

7. RIGHT NOW:

Eating: I just had some chocolate...

Drinking: nothing now, but I recently had a glass of water

I’m about to: go to bed

Waiting for: a stress free day

8. YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids: unsure

Get married: unsure

Career: unsure again

9. WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Shorter or taller: taller

Older or younger: doesn't really matter

Romantic or spontaneous: unsure

Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach :3

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook-up or relationship: relationship

Trouble-maker or hesitant: hesitant 

10. HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: nope

Drank hard liquor: nope

Lost glasses/contacts: I don't wear glasses

Sex on first date: big no

Broke someone’s heart: I don't think so, however I don't believe that they would tell me if I had

Arrested: nope

Turned someone down: nope

Cried when someone died: yes

Fallen for a friend: yes, I don't recommend it

11. DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: not particularly...

Miracles: I think there are a lot of coincidences, but I don't know about miracles

Love at first sight: I guess so

Heaven: I think so

Santa Claus: haha no, not anymore

Kiss on the first date: depends on how well the date goes

Angels: yes

Sunflowers, and there's a story behind this.

My favorite artist of all time is Vincent Van Gogh. I've always loved his unique style and the bright colors of his later paintings. He suffered from bipolar disorder (and I think depression as well, but I am currently too lazy to pull up Google and check), which would be treatable now, but way back when, there wasn't much you could do for that.

While I am not actually mentally ill, I have had to deal with some emotional issues over the last two years, and art keeps me going. Van Gogh's art kept him going. When he painted those sunflowers, it was at a time of hope for him. Hope that things could get better and that he could be whole again.