#abfb

– So I’m tripping right now because I wrote a FB status before this status & decided that it probably wasn’t in my best interest to post it. Because as a queer black person in this movement who is focused on getting free & not staying up on the bullshit happening in this realm, cause I don’t know about y'all but I’m tryna get free fuck the bullshit, my mind is constantly in that state: freedom. That’s all I dream about. That’s how I live my life. That’s how I choose to love. That’s how I show up. In every part of my day, I think freedom. If you ain’t talking about getting free — fuck what you talking about. I been seeing all the bullshit and as much as I keke at the shit with my partner, as much as I vent about the shit to my partner, as much as they worry about me. So much that sometimes I can’t sleep. But nobody wants to talk about how this shit gives us niggas PTSD. Nobody wants to talk about how this shit ain’t for free. I need a coin or two too. I’m tired of seeing gofundme’s & youcaring’s too… But I don’t know how we gonna eat most days in my crib. Anyhow. I really started this status thinking about how FB saves everything you ever type, even if you ‘delete’ it. And how I didn’t want to get caught up talking about feelings.

it’s weird when the person your ex is dating is someone you used to talk to and now none of y’all are talking.