#abakalypse

AHH wow thank you so much!! i’m so glad you enjoy reading my fic ;__; and this is an absolutely lovely message to receive. but also thank you for giving me the opportunity to ramble abt fic i love LMAO. in terms of fic authors, BLUEWALK (mostly one piece; see tricks out of our sleeves and native son and also literally everything) and COLORFUNK (if you don’t mind rpf; my absolute faves are i was living in a devil town and hey now, hey now) have probably had the most formative influence on me and my writing. literally when i need to remember why i love writing stories and why i want to improve i just go back and reread their works lol. i also love barkour’s way of writing body language/intimacy/physicality (see: love comes in, and after the storm passes). 

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

I wouldn’t really have a say about it. I mean, they’re free to do whatever they want. Though, that doesn’t mean that I wouldn’t be a little disappointed — I mean, if I really liked that person, then I guess I would be pretty down. Regardless, we aren’t in a relationship and they are more than welcome to do what they want!

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Ah.. For me, not really. Once you do something really hurtful to me, then I wouldn’t give you a second chance as I loose my trust in you in an instant. I mean, I would really be loyal to you, and I expect you to do the same thing to me. If you were ever to break that trust or loyalty, then I can’t bring myself to trust you again, and second chances aren’t an option.

It’s a mean thing to do, but I’m just that kind of person… ; v ;

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

I’m not really interested in anyone as of now, and I can’t really picture myself being with someone..! Buut…. if I really had to answer this, then my answer would be “no”. I don’t really care what job they have. Because, hey, if you like that job, then go ahead. Have fun with it!

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Yes!

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

"I don't know what to do with them..."

*BLARES INTENSE PSYCHO PASS BGM IN THE DISTANCE*

❤ male: makishima 

❤ female: akane

✖ least favorite: maybe toyohisa senguji

✔ who resembles me: i don't think anyone really resembles me tbh

❤ most attractive: shion or kogami

❤ three more characters that i like: ginoza, masaoka, kagari

in spite of my love for haikyuu, i'm pretty unathletic

i reaaally like headphones and i'm not totally sure why (but as you can imagine, tsukishima's headphones make me happy and i had a total field day during the scene where oikawa wears headphones)

even though i'm big on gaming, i'm actually kinda terrible at a lot of games and you could say i'm one of those weak casual gamers who shies away from competitive games

i like to write a lot and i'm hoping to get better over time even though progress is kinda slow

i like to imagine aus for characters (whether canons or originals) and i have a guilty pleasure of daydreaming epic battle scenes between them

OK LAST ONE

December - what do you want for christmas?

..................................i'm tempted to say stuff related to haikyuu but then i'm like no. i must restrain myself.

but i can't really go wrong with video games. i guess dragon age inquisition is a good bet bc chances are i will not buy it when it first releases; i need to wait until break bc otherwise i will despise myself when my grades plummet

like okay when i first bought pokemon y it was two weeks before finals

THE STRESS I FELT WHEN I FINALLY SNAPPED OUT OF THE POKEMON GAMING DAZE WAS INSANE

11 - what is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

m for obvious reasons

ok so oikawa's birthday is on july 20th

noted

July - what do your summers usually consist of?

usually i just laze around at home and mess around on the laptop all day everyday and i'm not even kidding about this

this summer i've been a bit more productive bc i've been doing more stuff around the house

...next summer i will probably cry over part time jobs (more crying if i fail to get one)

......and then some other summer i will probably hate everything because of rotations and lack of proper break

20 - what is the most expensive thing you own?

........FLAT STARE

THIS ISN'T EVEN YOUR BIRTHDAY

November - what is your favorite food?

stir-fried winter melon, bbq chips, fish balls, fish tofu

there's also pan-fried butterfly fish (or well, my mom always calls it butterfly fish but whenever i google it i can't find the type that we're eating... i feel like there's some other name but it's like a flatter type of fish that looks brownish-gray ordinarily and more golden brown once fried)

29 - what is one food that you despise?

i'm actually not sure bc i just like so much food