#ab a

I sometimes think he didn’t mean it. I mean, if he were sober, he wouldn’t have done it. I’d hope so anyway. It gets easier and then it gets hard. I can’t stop thinking about it tonight. I don’t even know if he feels bad. Does he hate me bc I said things that got him involved with cps years after it happened? Idk. He still treats me normal. And I don’t know if I’d hate it more if he treated me different.

A was in my dream last night

Stop touching my dog you fucking freak

:') saw a again. We're in the same fuckin room. Fuck u

All this 4th of July promo and idk how to blacklist it. Bad times. Bad bad

You would say that I was so cool and mature. You'd say I was so laid back and we would have been best friends if we were the same age. You would tell me not to take pills so I don't get addicted but you still hurt me. Why did you hurt me?

I guess his kids slept over at his house once after it happened I wanna cry