I am not usually in the business of being envious, because there's really no point to it, everybody has their own min-max stats and nobody is perfect, others' sucesses are to be celebrated but not to be used as a stick to beat ourselves with.
That said...
I found a beauty youtuber whose content us mainly stitching a bunch of her short videos on douyin. And my moots, I have genuinely never felt such envy in my life.
She's beautiful, but that's kind of the default. She's obviously rich, but that's not surprising. She's genuinely FUNNY, which made me love her and follow her. She has a husband who seems to genuinely match her freak like two puzzle pieces, which is where I kind of started going off the rails.
And then I found she also does COSPLAY, and her makeup skills are genuinely good enough to make her an SFX artist.
Like. Come on!!! You can have any combination of the five traits above, that's normal and good, but to have all five maxxed out!?!?!? Who allowed this???? What kind of karma has she accumulated in the past life???
Anyway. I am feeling new things and I am trying VERY HARD to be a good sport about it.
















