#aaaaaaaa man

i've come to realize through the years that i feel AWFULLY HAPPY when people come to me with their troubles and they're able to speak about their issues and when they're done talking they feel so damn relieved and much better, like if i did something HUGE by listening and giving some support that helped them so much like when you have a black and white piece and you ADD COLOR to it....... i love that. i feel great being able to help people this way, i feel useful, i feel like everything my parents tell me i'm not....

but i still want to be an illustrator