#a.c.e junee

Chan

"Chan, you don't have to walk me to the door. I can manage." I giggle. Taking the keys from my purse to unlock my door after our date night. This was one of the many date nights i had had with Chan since we started dating a year ago. But i loved every single one.

"I really don't mind, love." Chan tells me sweetly. "I just want to see you get in safely."

I giggle lightly as i put the key in the lock and gently turn it, a subtle click coming from the lock.

"There, I'm in." I tell him as i turn to face him, making him smile widely. "Goodnight, Chan."

"Night, love." He says softly as he leans in and places a gentle kiss on my lips. His lips on mine makes my head feel light and dizzy as i enjoy the sensation.

Chan starts to pull away, his eyes glazed over as he looks down at me. My heart beats rapidly in my chest from his close proximity. I realize i really didn't want to see him leave yet. As if reading my mind, Chan leans in and kisses me again.

This time our lips lock together as he gently pushes me against the door, my arms going around his shoulders as he kisses me slowly. His tongue slides against mine, making me suck in a breath and pull him even closer to me, which only makes him let out a soft moan against my mouth.

“Love,” he whispers, making me meet his eyes. “If you don’t want to do this we don’t have to. I won’t force you.”

I smile at his sweetness, taking his face in my hands. “I want this with you, Chan. And no one but you.”

Chan smiles sweetly at me and kisses my mouth. I smile as I pull away from him, “Do you want to come inside for a little bit?”

Chan nods as I push the door open and lead us inside. Chan shutting the door behind us.

Donghun

Donghun and I sat on the couch watching our favorite K-Drama, a bowl of popcorn steadily being munched on as we cuddled under the blanket and talked between scenes. The steady rain outside making us too lazy to go anywhere. Making us happily settle for a day in watching movies together.

From the corner of my eye i see Donghun smirk slightly as he leans in and kisses my cheek gently, making me smile softly. I'm surprised, however, when he doesn't pull away. His lips trail down to my mouth, my head tilting back to make the kiss less awkward.

The kiss was slow and eager as his lips stayed connected to mine for longer than usual. Donghun's hand trails up to my ribs making me let out a small sigh as he lays me down on the couch, our lips never leaving each others.

My arms wrap around his neck as the kiss becomes more greedy. His thumb presses into my rip cage before sliding his hand down to the hem of my shirt to slide his hand underneath. His hand hot against my skin. After several moments, he pulls away from me slightly, our lips still brushing each others as he talks.

"If you don't tell me to stop now i won't be able to." He whispers, his voice deep, making a chill go up my spine.

We had been dating for eight months now. Only holding hands or occasionally pecking the others lips shyly. This kind of intimacy was new to the both of us. But it wasn't unwanted.

I run my fingers through his hair, letting the soft locks go through my fingers.

"I don't want you to stop." I tell him, kissing his jawline gently, making him suck in a breath.

"Princess, I will  get carried away." He warns breathlessly, tilting his head so i could kiss down his neck.

"Please, get carried away, Donghun." I beg him, my breath heavy as it causes goosebumps to rise on his skin.

Donghun lets out a small growl before meeting my lips again, his touch rough and desperate as we get lost in each other.

Byeongkwan

I walk into the dance studio to see my boyfriend of six months practicing his dance routine for the hundredth time this week.

I watched him for several minutes, a smile on my face as I watched his perfect movements and his body on beat with the rhythm.

He notices me and smiles, quickly going to pause the song busting through the speakers.

“Hi baby.” Byeongkwan grins, walking over to me.

“Hey.” I beam, smiling back.

Byeongkwan walks over and wraps his arms around my waist, his hair falling into his eyes and sticks to his forehead from the slight sweat accumulated there.

I brush it away as I say, “You did so good with your dance.” I tell him. Feeling proud.

“It’s not done yet. But I think it’s coming together.” He tells me, a sparkle in his eyes.

His eyes roam over me, his eyes slowly wondering down me as his hands go down my back. He leans his head down to my neck, rubbing his nose against the skin there. I grip his shirt as I tilt my head back, giving him full access to my neck.

He gently places kisses on my neck, his lips dragging against my skin. Soon his kisses turn into deep kisses and harsh bites on my neck, the added adrenaline only making it more heated.

I let out a moan as he lifts me up to wrap my arms around his waist. I take his face in my hands and I kiss his mouth before biting his bottom lips gently.

Byeongkwan pulls away breathlessly, “Baby.” He groans, “I could easily get carried away with you.”

I smirk as I place kisses up his slightly damp skin on his neck.

“Byeongkwan, please do it.” I beg him.

Byeongkwan smirks and quickly kisses my lips, “I will, baby. But not here.” He says as he sets me down and takes my hand, taking us back to his place.

Jun

Jun and I stood in an isle with our favorite selection of books surrounding us. We would pull out a book and occasionally look through it and giggle about something before moving on to the next aisle or next selection of books. Every Saturday since we started dating a year ago we would visit this massive library downtown. Today was just another one of those days.

I stand with my back toward a shelf thumbing threw a book that caught my eye when Jun rests his head on my shoulder. I giggle and kiss his forehead gently.

“Are you bored?” I ask him, continuing to scan the books pages.

Jun let’s out a hum as he buries his head in my neck, making me close my eyes to his touch.

“Just a little.” He mumbles. His hand resting on my waist.

I smirk as I place the book I was holding on a nearby shelf. Scanning to make sure no one was around, I take Jun’s face in my hands and press my lips to his.

He tenses at first before I feel him smile and relax into me. I run my tongue along his bottom lip gently, making him Yelp and pull away from me. His eyes wide.

“What’s wrong?” I ask innocently, pouting my bottom lip.

“N-nothing.” Jun stutters. His face going beat red. “It’s just- we’ve never.... I mean... you haven’t...”

“We haven’t done something like that before?” I ask, finishing his sentence.

He gulps nervously, nodding his head. “I mean...I want to. But I don’t want to rush you.”

I step closer to him and take his hands in mine, our eyes meeting as I smile up at him.

“I trust you, Junhee.” I whisper, running my thumb along his hand. Knowing there was no one I wanted to be closer to than him.

Jun gulps nervously again. I lean my head just a little closer to his lips, prompting him to do the same.

He stares at my eyes, and then at my lips, his eyes unable to focus. Then he closes the gap between us and encases his lips with mine. I suck in a breath as he wraps his arms around my waist. His hands running up my back roughly as he takes a step forward to push me against the bookshelf gently.

His teeth pull at my lips before moving down my face to my jawline, making me have to cover my mouth with my hand so we didn’t draw attention to ourselves. Jun pulls away after one final nip against the skin on my neck. His dark eyes glossed over as he stares down at me.

I stare up at him, breathless. “Well that was... good.” I say with a giggle.

Jun laughs before his face goes more serious, “Are you really sure you’re okay, sweetheart?”

I laugh and wrap my arms around his waist, holding him close to me. “I’m really okay.” I tell him. Making him smile cheekily.

Seyoon

Seyoon pulls into the driveway slowly, making my heart sink at the realization our night together was over.

"Here we are." Seyoon announces as puts the car in park. I sigh and lean my head against the headrest as i look at him.

"Thank you, for today." I tell him, making a nervous smile flutter across his lips.

"Of course. I always enjoy spending time with you."

I smile at him, a blush crossing my face. Our relationship was still fairly new. Both of us only having seen each other for four month now. We still felt a little shy around each other and blushed easily. 

Me and Seyoon stare at each other for some time before Seyoon leans over the consul and takes my face in his hands and pressing his lips to mine. I let out a gasp at his forcefulness, his lips moving harshly against mine. Our only kisses only being short and gentle.

He pulls away suddenly, his eyes wide as a blush encases his cheeks and ears. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to rus-"

I silence his words quickly, my mouth meeting his again as my fingers slide through his hair. Seyoon tenses with my touch but soon relaxes and rests his hand on my thigh, squeezing it gently as he bites my lower lips gently. 

He pulls away again, his breath heavy as we stare at each other. "I don't want to rush you." He whispers, "Do you really want this?"

I smile at him as i place a kiss on his cheek, "I really do." I tell him truthfully.

"Because if we start i don't think i will be able to control myself." He admits, his eyes shifting over my body.

I smirk at him, "That just means i don't have to control myself either." I whisper, pulling his head down to meet my lips again.

I shift uncomfortably in my chair, even though the AC was on full blast, freezing the guests out, I felt like I was in an oven.

Friends and family found their seats and adjusted themselves until they were comfortable. While I felt like I couldn’t get comfortable no matter how I sat.

A huge pile of presents sat beside me, all of them filled with baby attire. I didn’t feel like a parent until I saw all the baby clothes stacked on the large table and cluttered on the floor. I wince slightly at feeling little feet kick me in the ribs. As if to remind me if was still there.

I see my husband, Jun, peak his head into the building we were having the baby shower. He was supposed to be home but I knew he was too excited to listen to old fashioned tradition of men staying away from a Baby Shower.

Me and Jun had been married six years and had enjoyed a full life together in that time period. Then six months ago, I found out I was pregnant. I was upset at first, not thrilled with the idea of being a parent. But Jun was so overjoyed I never told him that.

After the first sonogram I realized how good of a dad Jun was going to be and realized I might enjoy being a mom after all. To Jun’s torture, i decided to not know what the gender of the baby was until I had it. Call me old fashioned, but since i was having a baby unexpectedly I was going to make the best of it and do things like I would if we had planned for a child.

Jun’s smile widens as he makes his way over to where I sit in front of everyone before kissing me on the forehead.

“You’re supposed to be at home.” I whisper to him as he crouches beside me.

“I know. But I really don’t want to miss this.” He says shyly, placing a hand on my swollen belly.

I hear whispers from family and friends that Jun didn’t belong there and that this was a girl’s thing only. I feel a rush of annoyance, hoping Jun couldn’t hear them.

I run my fingers through his thick hair  before saying, “Why don’t you pull a chair up next to me and open these presents with me?” I suggest sweetly.

Jun’s dark eyes light up, “Really?” He says hopefully, making me laugh as I nod my head.

He quickly has a chair pulled up next to me as i announced that we were going to open presents, silencing the room.

I bend down to grab a bag when Jun takes my wrist, making me stop.

“Let me do it.” He says as he bends down and takes the bag and placed it gently in my lap.

We pull out an assortment of baby clothes that were a burnt orange and white colors, all of it gender neutral colors.

I bend down to get another bag but Jun stops me again and says, “I can get all this for you, sweetie.”

I sit back in my chair and smile, not bothering to argue with him. Even though my baby bump was small and I could easily bend over and get things I never argued with Jun when he wanted to do things for me. He had been like this since he found out I was pregnant. He was afraid to even let me play with Lion, his dog, or wash the dishes.

We open presents for some time, at one point I pull out a brown bath towel with a hood that looked like a teddy bear with little ears on top of the hood. Jun squeals in excitement and takes it from my hands, a large smile on his face making his dimples stand out.

“No matter what our baby is we can put this on it, right?” He asks hopefully as he fiddled with the little ears.

I smile at him before answering, “Of course we can.” Making Jun meet my eyes and smile more.

We’re half way through the presents before the door of the building swings open and Byeongkwan, Donghun and Seyoon walk in clumsily carrying a huge box. Chan holds the door open for them trying to stay out of the way.

My eyes widen when they set the huge box down in front of me and Jun, breathing hard from carrying it.

“What on earth is all this?” I ask as I start looking through the box that was busting at the seams.

Chan plops down beside my chair and says, “We didn’t know what to get for our little niece or nephew. So we went to the store and got whatever we thought you could use.”

Jun looks through the box with me, baby things stretched clear up to Jun’s elbow.

We pull out nine different kinds of soft baby foods, one of them being a pea and carrot mash and Seyoon informs us that it’s good but needs salt. Which only makes me laugh realizing they had tried the foods before giving them to us.

A large number of baby clothes going from new born to two years old gets pulled out of the box as well. Three boxes of diapers, medicine, toys, blankets, wash cloths, teething rings and bottled formula comes out of the box.

The formula being six different kinds because according to Donghun the lady that helped them pick out formula told them that some babies have sensitive stomachs to some formula’s so they just got what they could.

I sit back in my chair and laugh at the huge box while Jun shakes his head. We knew the boys would spoil their niece or nephew but we didn’t think it to be this extent.

We still had a few presents to open so the boys sat on the floor and scooted presents closer to me. Jun opened them and I held them up for everyone to see.

Once we were finally done, I started to stand up, which earned me a, “Let me help you.” From Jun as he takes my wrist and helps me up. I smile at him and wrap an arm around his waist.

“What’s wrong?” He asks, his face showing his panic.

I chuckle at his timidness before saying, “Nothing is wrong, Junhee. I’m just trying to figure out where we’re going to put all this stuff.”

Jun laughs and wraps an arm around my shoulders. Our apartment was too small to hold all of the things we got. I had a feeling our apartment was going to be messy. And the baby hadn’t even arrived.

~~~~~ 3 months later; The clock on the wall reads 3:30 AM as I sit up in bed gently wiping off my daughters eyes, which were still gooey from her just being born. I rest her small body against my thighs and support her head in my hand as I wipe away the slime and talk to her softly. Her tummy full from just being fed.  Making her let out a relaxed sigh in response.

A nurse comes in the room and smiles at me sweetly, “You’re husband has been asking about you. He can see you both through the window if you want.”

I had been taken to the delivery room an hour ago, at first upset because the doctor wouldn’t let Jun in the room with me for cleanliness and safety reasons before my irritation was drowned out with a sharp shot of pain ripping through my abdomen. Jun was forced to stay outside by himself waiting for me until the other members arrived.

I nod my head to the nurse eagerly, which made her walk over to the large window with a blind covering it. She opened the blinds and I saw Jun sitting in a chair bouncing his leg nervously with the other members who were waiting beside him.

Jun’s head darts up when he sees the blinds move. He’s up and pressing his face to the window quickly, his sweet wide smile plastered to his face. The other members stand behind him all trying to get a look.

I smile at them and gently sit up our daughter before pulling off her soft pink hat revealing a full head of dark hair like Juns. Her nose and eyes also looked like Junhee.

The door is shut and I can still hear Juns squeal as he covers his moth with his hand, tears in his brown eyes. The nurse opens the door before saying,

“We’re going to move mom and baby to a room. Do you want to carry your daughter over there, dad?”

Another nurse takes our daughter from me as the doctor helps me get up and move to a clean bed with wheels to go to our assigned room for recovery.

Jun’s hands shake as the nurse shows him how to hold his little girl properly and wraps another blanket around her to keep her warm. Once holding her, the other members crowd around Jun. Chan rubs her small hand in his, making him squeal in delight as Donghun and Seyoon take turns bopping her little nose, which at one point makes her sneeze causing them to jump. Byeongkwan seemed fascinated with her dark hair as he ran his fingers through it multiple times.

This continues for some time until we’re moved to our room and the hospital tells the other members to leave and let us rest. They leave begrudgingly but not before placing a kiss on their nieces nose or forehead.

Jun crawls into the bed beside me as I hold our daughter. Neither one of us tired yet. Her eyes now open and roaming across the room.

Jun rests his head against mine and holds her hand gently. “Her eyes are blue.” He observes in a hushed voice.

I nod, “She can’t see anything yet. So her eyes will look blue for awhile until she gains sight.” I tell him as I fix her pink hat on her head.

“She can hear us though, right?” He asks, running a finger down her soft cheek.

I nod, yawning as exhaustion catches up to me. “She can hear us just fine. But she’ll mostly recognize us through touch and smell for a few months.”

Jun nods his head, still watching her carefully. She lets out a yawn and her eyes drift close as I hand her to Jun, telling him to put her in the crib beside our bed so she could relax and sleep. Jun lays her down gently and covers her with a blanket before getting back in bed with me and wrapping an arm around my waist.

Chan 

 Chan is the cutest pouter. When he pouts his puffy cheeks get slightly bigger and his bottom lip sticks out. This all causes you to laugh as you squish his cheeks and he tries to pull away from you. But his pouting soon turns into a bright smile as you start kissing his face over and over again. Making him hold you tighter before kissing you back.

Jun

Jun is a sad but handsome pouter. He tries to keep a serious face but seldom can for very long. He flops himself onto the couch and will stare at nothing but at the same time glance at you hoping you notice his state. When you do, you crawl into his lap and start tickling his ribs, which makes his head fall back as laughter escapes his throat and your both soon tangled on the couch laughing and tickling each other. He’s easy to please and make laugh. 

Seyoon

Seyoon is a bit more of a serious pouter. He will ignore you a bit and maybe even act busy to get you to leave him be. But when you go up to him and rub his shoulders and run your fingers through his hair he softens and buries his head in your stomach. Unable to hold a grudge when you put it that way. 

Byeongkwan 

Byeongkwan is a bit sensitive. But he also cannot pout for very long. He may sit on the couch with a baseball cap on and pull it over his unique color eyes and be on his phone or listen to music. Trying to sort out his thoughts. But when you go up and kiss his nose or give him Eskimo kisses he starts to crumble a little. When you pinch his arm playfully he smirks at you before tackling you, making you squeal happily. 

Donghun 

I smile down at the dinner i had prepared for me and my husband, happy with all I had accomplished. I had managed to scrub every square inch of our home and make dinner for us both before spending the next two hours doing my hair and makeup before he got home. 

Just as i set the last plate of food on the table, i hear the front door open and smile widely as i go to meet Jun at the door.

"Hi." I say lightly, standing in front of him.

He stops and looks me over from head to foot before smirking slightly and pulling me close to him, "You should be careful wearing things like that around me." He whispers in my ear, referring to the red low cut dress i was wearing.

I let out a chuckle as he kisses my neck gently before saying, "I thought since today is special i could do something unexpected." 

"Well then its a good thing i got something special for you." Jun says before opening the door again to bring something in from the outside.

I give him a puzzled look before letting out a sharp squeal. In Juns arms was a stuffed Husky with blue eyes and a pink tongue sticking out of its mouth. 

I quickly hug Jun, the stuffie still in his hands, which is almost as tall as he is. He stumbles back a little from the impact but quickly sets the stuffie down gently before wrapping both arms around my waist. His smile big making his dimples show. 

"Do you like it?" He whispers in my hair, half joking since he saw my reaction. 

I pull away from him before pressing my lips against his . He runs a hand through my way and moves his lips with mine. When i pull away he keeps his eyes closed. So i rest my forehead against his, our noses touching.

"I love it. He looks just like my old dog when i was growing up. I can't believe you remembered."

Jun lets out a chuckle and presses his lips to mine again briefly before stating, "I hope this has earned me some special treatment tonight." He says with a wink.

I roll my eyes at him but still run my hands down his chest before saying, "I think it has."

I lay on the hotel bed looking through my phone while simultaneously listening to the TV. The clock beside my bed read 12:30 A.M, but I couldn’t sleep. 

I had gotten a new job as a makeup artist for a Kpop group about a year ago. I loved my job. I truly did. But... it came with its challenges. The biggest one, came about three months ago.

I did makeup for a group called A.C.E. Every single one of those boys I loved from day one. I had never heard of them previously, but at their first concert when I heard Slow Dive, I loved them. I thought they were amazing underrated artists in the big world of Kpop. 

And then, one of the members and me started to get close. I was close to all of them, yes. But I was just closer to him. He related to me and was so sweet. We would talk for hours before and after the concert, just enjoying each others company. That was until before one of his concerts he kissed me. Which I didn’t mind at all. I actually was overjoyed. But that meant our life just got harder. Because our relationship was a complete secret. 

I hear a soft knock at the door, the noise piquing my attention. I shut the TV off and go to the peephole at the door. I smile excitedly when I see who it is.

“Hi.” I beam as I quickly let Juhnee inside my room. 

“Hi sweetheart.” He says quietly, pulling the hood off his head and the mask away from his face that were hiding his identity.

He steps forward and wraps his arms around my waist, hugging me close to him. 

“I’ve missed you.” He whispers into my neck, stroking my back. “It was so hard not talking to you too much while you did my makeup earlier.”

I smile and wrap my arms around his neck as I place a gentle kiss on his soft lips. Butterflies exploding in my stomach. 

“I’ve missed you more.” I whisper to him. Making him smile and kiss me again. His lips moving roughly over mine as he takes the back of my neck to keep us close and together longer. 

I pull away from him slowly, smiling against his mouth. Despite all the challenges and close calls we had had over these months, they were so worth it. 

“Can I sleep with you?” Jun blurts out, his dark eyes pleading.

I rest my hands on his arms, my voice not willing to come. We had never risked sleeping together. Only holding each other’s hand or having dinner somewhere when no one could see us. But never sleeping in the same bed.

“Jun...” I croak out.

Jun clears his throat nervously, “Not...not like that. I just... I want to lay beside you. I don’t have anything tomorrow. Everyone is sleeping in and there shouldn’t be a camera crew scheduled to follow us around tomorrow. I can leave early to make sure no one finds out.” 

I stare at him, a worried feeling twisting in my gut. I wanted this. God I wanted this with Jun. But sleeping with a kpop idol, even if it was only sleeping, wouldn’t go over well in society. 

“Jun, are you sure?” I ask quietly. My hands beginning to shake. 

Jun takes my hand and presses it to his mouth, “I’m sure. Please? Can I just be close to you? Just for tonight?”

I nod my head nervously as I pull away from Jun to go turn out the lights, making sure the blinds are closed. When I make my way back to the bed Jun is already underneath the covers. He opens them for me as I slide underneath the blankets beside him. Warmth immediately greeting me. 

Jun pulls me against his chest as I adjust myself against him. My hand going into his hair as our legs tangle together under the blanket. Jun’s breath fans against my cheek as he adjusts the blankets up around us, making me blush. 

He places his hand against my cheek, rubbing his thumb against my skin. I let out a sigh at his gentle touch, letting my fingers running down his spine as we begin to relax. 

Jun kisses my mouth, his lips staying there for awhile before pulling away. 

He rests his head on top of mine as he lets out a sigh, “Let’s just stay like this for awhile.”

I nod my head as I bury my face in his neck and enjoy his warmth and smell. The night passes with us talking off and on, slow sleepy kisses exchanged between us, and lots of cuddling. When he leaves the next morning my heart feels full but also sad. I silently hope someday, we can always hold and love each other like that night. But not in secret.