A/N - Honestly, I don't know what this is and I'm not sure if it'll go into a story at all or remain a Fic Tease for life.
This iteration of it is currently set 6 months before Nowish. Could change. Still not sure if i like it.
Oh, it's also fully unbeta'd, so none of this is @tiny-maus-boots fault.
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Saturday, September 24, 2016
âNever have I ever⌠had sex in the auditorium.â
Turning from Stacieâs wickedly pleased grin, Aubrey watched, absolutely fascinated, as Becaâs expression went perfectly still, her smile dropping away and taking all the color in her face with it. Â Then Chloe gave a hum of pure satisfaction, taking a drink of her wine as Becaâs cheeks flared in a very impressive blush.
The four of them were celebrating Becaâs 23rd birthday â albeit a few days late. Aubrey had made Becaâs favorite dinner, Chloe had taken care of dessert and now they were lounging on the sectional couch in the Posen-Conrad living room.
Beca steadfastly refused to look at anyone as she drained the glass Stacie had just filled. Clearly pleased with herself, Stacie picked up the bottle and filled it again before settling back on the couch next to Aubrey.
âYou did what in the auditorium?â Aubrey didnât know if she was scandalized or amused. âThatâs â youâŚâ A mix of both, she decided, unable to stop smiling at Becaâs obvious discomfort. But really, the auditorium?
âDonât give me the âItâs a sacred Bella spaceâ speech, Bree.â Beca rolled her eyes and looked up, ignoring the blush still high on her cheeks. âItâs just a room on a college campus with a bunch of horny young adults.â
Aubrey blinked â that had been exactly what sheâd been about to say out of pure reflex, but it surprised her that Beca knew her well enough to anticipate it.
âDonât be embarrassed, Becs.â Chloe bumped their shoulders together. âIâm sure countless generations have snuck in there for the same purpose.â
âEw.â Becaâs face twisted. âWhy would you say that?â
âYouâre the one who said it, Beca.â Stacie topped off the rest of their glasses and shook the bottle. âGoing to need another, Iâll be back.â
âDoesnât mean I thought it through.â Beca shuddered as Stacie went into the kitchen. âNow I need a shower.â
âNeed a hand?â Chloe blinked wide innocent blue eyes when Beca just arched a brow at her.
âWait.â Aubrey looked over at her wife when she came back in the room. âHow do you know about it and I donât?â
âChloeâs got great volume.â Stacie set the bottle on the table to let it breathe a little. Beca groaned and grabbed one of the throw pillows and tried to smother herself. To Aubreyâs shock, even Chloe started to blush through her grin. âI happened to be outside.â
âPure chance. Mmhmm, right.â Aubrey looked at the three of them. âThereâs more to this story, isnât there?â
âNo!â Becaâs yell was muffled from behind the pillow. âI am not drunk enough for this conversation.â She let the pillow fall to her lap. âI will never be drunk enough for this conversation.â
It was a testimony to how much she trusted the other three that not once did Aubrey become worried that she wasnât in on the joke. While Past Aubrey and her insecurities werenât entirely gone, she trusted the women in this room with her life and knew they would never keep anything from her with any malicious intent.
Besides, she knew eventually one of them would spill the details, they always did.
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This definitely came about purely from "You did what in the auditorium?!" popping into my head yesterday before bed. Not quite the direction I saw it going once I had it down, but thought I'd throw it out anyway.
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A very overdue second chapter of random glimpses into the lives of my favorite girls.
This was meant to be a short, fade to black ficlet while I tried to remember how to do this words thing. Close enough.
Thank you to everyone who has ever left me a comment on AO3 (I owe so many responses over the last 3 years) or sent me a message on Tumblr, encouraging me to continue after all this time. Iâm really hoping to finish a few things next year as I still owe everyone a Staubrey origin and cliffhanger reveal.
For @tiny-maus-boots and @kimmania. I honestly donât know if Iâd be here without your unending support and encouragement in life as well as writing.
And for Rylee, who somehow convinced-slash-hoodwinked me into thinking about the Mitchsen chapter, which in turn reminded me I needed to get this one done first.
Words: 3600ish (aka the 2nd shortest thing I've ever written.)
Rating: Mature/Explicit
Chapter 1 (and the whole Nowish Universe) on AO3
Master Post for Tumblr
And just because, the Spotify playlist that helped me write pretty much every Pitch story.
A Pitch Perfect Lifetime
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Wednesday, October 11th, 2017
âIs it dumb that Iâm nervous?â
Stacie turned to look at Aubrey who very clearly was avoiding looking at her. Which meant she missed the loving smile that Stacie aimed her way.
âBree.â Aubrey didnât turn, merely slid another hanger to the side and intently looked at the clothing behind it, which was exactly the same style and color. âThere is a list of things you are not, and dumb is definitely on it.â Stacie resumed going through the rack in front of her, deciding this was one of those times that Aubrey needed to pretend they werenât having a discussion about whatever was bothering her. She knew theyâd eventually get to the heart of it. âWere you nervous with Chloe?â
A pause. âNo.â Another few seconds filled with the sounds of hangers sliding along metal racks. âChloe is home.â
âAre you saying Becaâs less?â Stacie grinned even though they still werenât looking at each other.
âIâm not even going to dignify that with an answer.â Very snooty, very amused but then a longer pause. âBut my history with Beca is moreâŚâ
âSpicy?â Stacie looked over her shoulder and saw Aubreyâs beautiful smile in profile.
âI suppose thatâs one way to put it,â Aubrey agreed wryly. âBut thatâs not quite what I meant.â
Stacie looked around them and lowered her voice even though there was no one else near them in the shop. âYou guys have been alone before.â
âNot like this, no. Not sinceâŚâ Aubreyâs voice was even quieter and Stacie had to strain a little to hear it. âYou and or Chloe have always been in the house or within minutes of getting home.â
âReally?â Stacie turned and rested one elbow on the rack. âIâd have swornâŚâ She thought for a minute, watching Aubreyâs hands as they ran down lacy fabric. Their movements were graceful but precise. Controlled.
Chloe had a convention she wanted to attend the following week and it was Stacieâs turn to go with her, leaving Aubrey and Beca at home to hold down the fort. It was something they had done many times before, but it was the first time since beginning their new shared life together.
The nerves were making a kind of sense now, Stacie mused, reaching out to run her hand down Aubreyâs back before moving past her to another rack of lingerie. She didnât know yet what exactly was going on in her beautiful wifeâs head, but since Aubrey was at least dancing around the subject, it hopefully wouldnât be too long before she could help work through it.
Briefly she wondered if Beca was nervous before deciding that of course she was. The two women were far more alike than either of them usually admitted to. In fact, sheâd almost be willing to place a large sum of money that whatever was setting off Aubreyâs nerves was at least partially in Becaâs mind as well.
âBree?â Stacie waited until Aubrey turned and held up a random negligee. âWhat about this one?â
âHmm?â She turned, eyed it narrowly from top to bottom and pursed her lips before giving a single dismissive shake of her head âNo.â
As she turned away, Stacie sighed and hung it back up before moving to stand next to Aubrey and flip through the same rack, though she wasnât paying any attention to the clothing in front of them. âAre you turning your nose up at everything in every store weâve stopped at today because you canât find anything you think will make a good impression on the woman who already loves you?â
âI donât know what you mean.â Another precise sliding of hangers from right to left.
âYouâre using your high voice, Bree.â Stacie nudged her gently with her elbow. âThe denial tone doesnât work on me anymore.â Sheâd used to think it was just haughty and dismissive â and okay, sometimes it was â but now she knew that it usually hid uncertainty and a need to look in control when Aubrey felt anything but. âYou could wear the Bella uniform and sheâd still think youâre one of the three hottest women sheâs ever seen. Sheâd be dying to rip it off you.â
Aubrey snorted. âThat last is true â mostly because of the PTSD it would cause.â
âOoh, yeah. Thatâs probably true.â She waited a moment, trying to figure out the best way to help. âItâs true though. She loves you and when I asked if you wanted to pick up matching lingerie, I didnât mean to make you think you needed to dress up.â
âNo, I know.â Aubrey glanced at her from the corner of her eye. âAnd I know I donât, butâŚâ She bit her lip in a very Chloe manner that made Stacie smile. âI want to make it special.â
âThe fact that you exist makes every day special, love.â She leaned over and kissed Aubreyâs cheek. âFor all of us. Whatâs really going on?â
With a sigh, Aubrey finally turned to face her, sheepishly meeting her eyes. âI have a lot to make up for.â
âWhat do you mean?â Stacieâs brow furrowed. Â
She wondered if there was something else she was missing, having obviously not realized that the two women had never been fully alone together before. Sure, she and Chloe hadnât yet either â a circumstance they were happily changing next weekend as well â but that was more random luck than anything. She knew how they all felt, knew them better than herself some days, and it had never occurred to her that any of them would be hesitant. Not with how much they loved and trusted each other.
Then again, she reminded herself, they were only three months into their new phase of life. A fact that she found hard to accept since it felt like they had been together for years this way. Plus, Aubrey and Beca were built a little different. More prone to listen to their darker fears even knowing they shouldnât. Not anymore. And now that Stacie was thinking about it that way, things started falling into place.
âI wasnât nervous with Chloe because sheâs been my home for years. But with BecaâŚâ Aubrey continued, looking down and then back up through lowered brows. âI worry she⌠Itâs just that, the first year I was so terrible.â
âAubrey.â Stacie very much wanted to reach out and hold her but didnât think it was the place even if it was the damn time. âYouâre both so far past that ââ
âRationally I know that!â Aubrey raised her hands in frustration but kept her voice low. âOr tell myself I do.â She signed softly, shoulders slumping. âBut does she know?â
It was said so plaintively that Stacie pulled her into a hug, potential audiences be damned. âKnow what, love?â
âThat sheâs as necessary to my continued existence as you and Chloe.â Aubrey pressed her face into Stacieâs shoulder, the words muffled but the worry coming through loud and clear.
Stacie thought about the way Beca would sometimes watch Aubrey in their quiet moments â while one or the other was working quietly on a laptop on the couch; when Aubrey was taking pictures of her garden, trying out her artistic angles while sober â her eyes so filled with peace and love⌠Chloe had confided to Stacie that on at least one occasion sheâd had to make up some excuse and leave the room because it had moved her to tears.
âOh⌠Iâm very certain she knows.â Stacie kissed the side of her head. âBut Iâm definitely behind Project Woo Her if thatâs what you want. I will never say no to looking at all these sexy outfits and picturing you in them.â She leaned down and whispered in Aubreyâs ear. âAnd to imagine Beca slowly removing them from you.â There was nothing more beautiful in Stacieâs mind than the image of any of them being together.
With a laugh, Aubrey stepped back, her smile genuine and more than a touch wicked. âDonât think youâre going wind me up and lure me into the dressing room, lover.â
Relieved at the teasing, Stacie lifted her chin at the challenge. âDonât think Iâm ever going to give up trying.â She turned Aubrey around and patted her on the ass. âNow, letâs find you something thatâll make Becaâs legs weak before you even lay one silken fingertip on her skin.â Aubrey flashed a wink over her shoulder and Stacie felt some of the tension drain from her. It was likely only temporary, but sheâd just do her best to draw the rest of it out or, at the least, keep Aubrey distracted for the next week.
In part she supposed thatâs why she had made the suggestion that they go shopping for the non-boring sleepwear that Beca said they should bring over. Both because she wanted to reaffirm, once again, that this was all okay and she was one million percent behind this amazing new life they were making as a foursome. But also, that she expected Aubrey and Beca to enjoy any and all of their moments alone just as Aubrey was encouraging Stacie to do with Chloe. Sure, it might be a little strange to just be two bodies instead of three or four, but they all knew each other inside and out â puns absolutely intended â and she couldnât imagine it feeling awkward for any of them.
It certainly hadnât phased Aubrey just a few weeks earlier when she and Chloe had finally realized what had been growing between them for years.
Then again, the rest of them didnât have the contentious history that Beca and Aubrey did, and the last thing she wanted to do was dismiss Aubreyâs worries and make her feel worse about them. Maybe sheâd just have to have a talk with Chloe to see if there was matching nerves and anxiety at the Beale-Mitchell household and see what they could do to help their partners relax. She smirked to herself as she continued that thought and realized that even if she and Chlo failed, once the other two were past the first few minutes they would help each other relax just fine. Repeatedly.
After a couple more minutes of perusing, holding up various outfits up to each other and dismissing them, Stacie pulled a white bustier and panty set and held them up. It was satin and lace, zipped down the center and it was solid with none of the peek-a-boo cutouts that she normally bought. Simple and yet it called to her to try it on.
âHey Bree? Iâm going to go try this one.â
âOh?â Aubrey turned and Stacie held it behind her back. âSeriously?â She pouted and Stacie laughed.
âYouâll see soon enough.â The pout deepened and she relented. âI wonât make you wait until weâre home â youâll get to decide if we buy it or not.â
âOooh, Iâm in charge today?â Aubreyâs eyebrows rose in delight.
âFor now.â As Aubrey laughed behind her, Stacie made her way to the fitting rooms and found most of them unoccupied. Taking the one against the left wall, she locked the door behind her and quickly stripped, knowing that Aubrey would be drifting closer as she looked for the perfect outfit.
The straps over the shoulder were adjustable and fit comfortably and when she zipped the top closed, it wasnât constrictive. The front of the bustier came down to points that would pair perfectly with nylons and garter straps if one were so inclined.
Each room had tri-fold mirror on one wall so shoppers could get a better idea of how everything looked from all angles and after a couple minutes of turning this way and that, Stacie decided she approved. Sheâd also decided that Aubrey would look utterly fucking delicious in this same outfit in black and definitely with nylons. Satisfied with how it fit her, she opened the door and found Aubrey only a little way away, holding up another bustier and panty set that was all silk, lace and almost matched the color of Chloeâs eyes.
âWeâre definitely going to have to get that one for her,â Stacie said softly, leaning against the doorframe.
âYeah?â Aubrey tilted her head as she eyed the outfit. âI think so too.â She finally turned her head and toward the dressing rooms. âI thi ââ She stopped mid word, her eyes widening and her hands going slack, suddenly nerveless fingers losing their grip on the hanger and letting it fall to the ground, utterly forgotten.
It immediately brought to mind the night sheâd proposed; Aubrey had reflexively dropped the rib that sheâd been eating when Stacie had brought out the ring. It almost shamed her to admit it, but her ego purred under the immediate desire that lit Aubreyâs face, even as she marveled that this beautiful and complex woman was hers to love forever.
Then Aubrey was moving, a not-quite-casual swift power walk that bordered on a charge. Stacie was unprepared as her wife pushed her back into the fitting room, closing the door behind them. Stacie started laughing as Aubreyâs hands began to run over her hips and thighs; the amusement at the best reaction she had ever gotten in public from Aubrey filtering the slow building sizzle as the touches burned with serious intent.
âBree?â The chuckles still bubbled up but they were followed quickly by the urge to moan as Aubreyâs fingertips dipped just under the edge of the panties and slid back and forth.
âCan you be quiet?â Aubreyâs lips were busy pressing kisses to her exposed upper chest and Stacie took an involuntary deep breath, lifting herself closer and it was Aubreyâs turn to chuckle against her skin.
âMe?â Stacie found herself in the unfamiliar position of having her mind short circuit and having to sprint to catch up with her normally restrained in public spouse. âYouâre the loud one.â
Aubreyâs head snapped up, indignant. âI am not!â To her credit, it was whispered and not shouted like it usually was at home. The corner of her mouth twitched. âThatâs Beca.â She slowly backed Stacie up until she was against the wall.
âOh, right.â Stacie licked her lips as Aubreyâs hands resumed their wandering over her body. She flicked a look at the door and was grateful to see that even in her rush to get them in the room, Aubrey had locked it behind them. âYouâre going to get us kicked out of here before we can buy these, arenât you?â
âNot if weâre quiet.â She paused, just the slightest bit, giving Stacie the opportunity to stop things before they got too far.
As if.
âWell, I did say youâre in chargeâŚâ
With a familiar wicked glint in her eyes, Aubreyâs fingertips once again dipped under the edge of the panties but this time she pushed, her palms skimming down and taking the fabric with them until they fell to the floor. Her nails ran back up the outside of Stacieâs thighs and up her sides to trace the edge of the bustier, tickling as they barely grazed her skin. âGod, you look amazing, Stacie.â She flattened her hands and ran them over Stacieâs breasts to her stomach, curving them around her ribs before retracing her steps. âYou feel so good.â
It was unspoken that they would need to be quick as well as quiet. There had only been a handful of times that Stacie had been able to coax Aubrey into anything even half as risky and all of them had been at night and most with alcohol. She knew without being told that if she hadnât come before Aubrey reached whatever timer she had going on in her head, Stacie would have to wait until they got home.
Aubreyâs fingers were on the zipper of the bustier and Stacie could tell she wanted to do it slow, teasingly, but they just didnât have that sort of time. She pulled normally, as if this were any normal trying on of outfits, but the second Stacieâs breasts were free, her lips covered one nipple and sucked lightly.
Stacieâs head rebounded lightly off the wall as she jerked in pure reaction and she winced at the small thump, hoping it didnât carry. She tried to say something, anything, to keep anyone from asking if she was okay, but even a simple âOopsâ wouldnât pass her lips when Aubreyâs hand slid down and cupped her center.
âI think that one looks great, Stace.â Aubreyâs voice was shockingly even for someone whoâs lips brushed Stacieâs nipple as she spoke for the benefit of an audience that might not even exist. âTry the other one.â As if her middle finger wasnât slightly stroking Stacieâs clit in all the right ways to make her whimper even though that was definitely not in todayâs rules.
âLetâs hear it for Posen control,â she thought giddily, her legs parting to give Aubrey a little more room. But even as she really hoped Aubrey didnât expect her to answer, she looked down and saw Aubreyâs eyebrow lift in challenge.
Goddamnit.
She licked lips suddenly gone dry and took a deep breath. âSure, Bree.â She was rewarded by Aubreyâs mouth on her breast once more, tongue swirling to match the motions of her middle finger.
Stacie could already tell it wasnât going to take long, the sheer fact of Aubrey â her unbelievably sexy but usually-proper-in-public wife â taking her in broad goddamned daylight, even if they were in a locked room, was enough to throw her halfway to orgasm; she could hear people talking in other rooms for fucks sake and Aubrey was still touching her and showing no signs of stopping.
With an ease brought about only by familiarity and deep trust, it didnât take long for Aubrey to have Stacie wet and writhing against her. She swallowed the gasp as those long, skillful fingers filled her in a way guaranteed to reduce her to a trembling mess in their bed. Except she was plastered to a wall and had to lock her knees to keep herself upright as Aubrey took her in complete silence, their eyes locked together.
She would have thought it was the images of them in the mirrors that surrounded them that would have done it, but it was Aubreyâs gaze softening from wicked determination to sensual devotion â a distinction and emotion Stacie had never known before Aubrey â that pushed Stacie to the peak. She reached down with her hand and gripped Aubreyâs wrist, pulling up until Aubrey understood what she was after and thrust deep within, her palm tight to the curve of Stacieâs body; letting her set the pace and take what she needed. Her eyes closing involuntarily, Stacie rolled her hips, rising and falling, chasing her release until Aubrey leaned forward and raised ever so slightly on her tiptoes to whisper in Stacieâs ear.
âCome for me, mon Soleil.â
Her body surrendered instantaneously. She pulled harder on Aubreyâs wrist, her hips driving downward in rocking spasms as she rode Aubreyâs touch. Eventually her body slowed and she realized she had no idea how much time had gone by, though she was very aware she didnât have enough time to sink into the blissful lassitude spreading through her muscles in the aftermath. They had to pull themselves together â or apart as the case may be â and clean up. There was also no way they were leaving without buying the garments that had been so gleefully stripped from her.
In several variations.
Leaning against the wall, she kept her eyes closed for another few moments, enjoying the languor before she had to hustle back into her clothes. Except she heard another zipper and looked around to find Aubrey digging into her purse one handed. She couldnât help it; she started laughing as Aubrey pulled out a pack of wet wipes.
âAlways prepared, arenât you, love?â Just one of the legion of reasons she had fallen in love.
Despite the hint of rose in her cheeks, Aubrey handed over several. âNever know when they might come in handy.â In a lower aside, she half muttered, âBesides, itâs not like Iâm going to go walking through the shop with you all over my hand.â A pause. âYouâre definitely going to go pay and Iâll meet you in the car.â
Stacie merely smiled. ââKay.â
It didnât take long to clean themselves up and for Stacie to get dressed. When Aubrey left the room, power walking like a champ, Stacie took another moment to rearrange the outfit on the hanger and hopefully make it less obvious the room had been very occupied.
When she went back to the rack, she kept an unobtrusive eye on other shoppers but no one seemed to be paying any special attention to her. Deciding to stop worrying about it, she picked up the same outfit in black in Aubreyâs size, as well as a red outfit of similar design that caught her eye. It took only another moment to find the blue lingerie Aubrey had been holding and bring all four outfits up to the counter.
Finishing the transaction without the cashier giving her any sort of knowing look, she pushed her way through the door and out into the bright sun, wishing sheâd brought her sunglasses with her. Lengthening her stride, she headed down the block to where theyâd parked the car, anticipation singing through her veins like champagne. She couldnât wait to get Aubrey home and in bed to return the gift sheâd just been givenâŚ
And maybe later theyâd invite Beca and Chloe over and see who was louder once and for all.
The insanity that went through me when I saw a post update >>>
This is the type of response everyone (probably not so) secretly hopes for and rarely gets, so thank you for soothing my insecurities and feeding the need - wait, that sounded dirtier than I intended.
Sorry it wasn't a longer bit. I'm trying to convince myself I can still string words together in a pleasing arrangement.
Hoping to have an actual Days in the Life chapter done Soonishâ˘.
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Even though Iâm a little early for the day of your birth, Iâm 84 years past due on my Staubrey origin story. In an attempt to appease you, I give this likely unsatisfactory fic tease of a single scene as a poor attempt at an offering.
Aubrey visits and stays with the girls for their final Thanksgiving in the Bella house and causes a certain brunette a wee bit of confusion. Takes place during my as yet unwritten PP2 story, âAbout Damn Timeâ aka âRise of Staubreyâ.
Also on AO3
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Stacie carefully carried the giant brimming mug of coffee up the attic stairs, deliberately stepping on the one that creaked; it was something she usually avoided purely because scaring the shit out of Beca by materializing behind her was one of her favorite past times. But when she reached the top of the stairs, the figure was still asleep, half on her stomach at the edge of the bed, one hand drawn up to rest under her cheek. Stacie set the coffee down on the small table in the center of the only open floor space and made her way to the bed where she knelt and gently moved a blond lock of hair that was draped over Aubreyâs nose.
It was weird. This was a wake up process she had done a million times with Beca or Chloe over the past two years, but she found she was nervous. She told herself that it was because she didnât know if Aubrey would be mad, which was true, but it was because she really was trying to do everything in her power to not make Aubrey uncomfortable this trip. It was the longest that Aubrey had spent at the house in over a year and theyâd never been alone in it like they were this morning.
Not anything was going to happen. Theyâd had their moment years ago and Aubrey had made her stance clear, no matter what Beca and Chloe sometimes let slip when they were in a drunk Bella pile in this very bed. It was a declaration that Stacie had been more than fine with for almost a year and a half. But recently sheâd felt something inside her changing, a wistful feeling that twisted through her when sheâd find Chloe at the center table in the kitchen talking to Aubrey over Skype. She was doing her damnedest to ignore it but now Aubrey was here in the house for a week and Stacie was nervous for the first time in her life.
Realizing that sheâd been staring at Aubrey, taking in the edges softened in sleep, Stacie forced herself back to the task at hand. If Aubrey woke up and caught her leering like a creeper, Stacie would never forgive herself.
âAubrey.â She waited but all Aubrey did was purse her lips for a second before they went lax again and Stacie decided it was the most adorable thing sheâd ever seen. (It edged out a sleepy Beca blindly grabbing the finger Stacie had been using to bop the end of her nose and cuddling it to her chest.) She used her tried and true method and gently ran her finger from between Aubreyâs eyes and down along the tip of her nose. âAubrey.â
âMfph.â Aubreyâs lips pursed again and she wrinkled her nose, making Stacie almost coo at how fucking cute she was.
Stacie hated to wake her for a variety of reasons, but she was under strict orders from Chloe on when it was to be done. She leaned closer, like she was afraid of being overheard. âBree.â She ran her finger down Aubreyâs nose again, lightly tapping the end of it like she would a stubborn Beca. It was a nickname she used sparingly even in her own mind, bringing up memories of her dorm room and a single night behind closed doors. Without thinking she let her fingertips graze Aubreyâs cheek and cup it gently, something she could never do while Aubrey was awake and definitely shouldnât be doing while she was asleep. Even as she went to pull her hand away, Aubreyâs hand slid from under her to cup the back of Stacieâs neck and tug gently. Startled into freezing she jerked her eyes up and found sleepy green ones smiling at her.
Too shocked to stop it as Aubrey pulled her down into a soft kiss.
Just like she had that morning after, before they were once again Captain and Bella. Soft lips, warm breath against her face from an even softer sigh as Aubrey pressed close. In the back of her mind Stacie realized she had been chasing kisses like this since then â in a general sense as she rarely had a âmorning afterâ anymore - but no one had ever made her feel like Aubrey had.
Like she was making Stacie feel right now.
Too overcome with feelings she thought didnât exist to stop herself from closing her eyes and returning it for several long heartbeats before guilt slammed into her.
Trying not to jerk herself violently out of temptation range â the sudden urge to slip between sheets warmed by Aubreyâs body almost too strong to ignore â eased herself back to find Aubreyâs eyes were closed again and her breathing on the way to evening out. She was thankful she had a moment to pull herself together even as she berated herself for her kneejerk acceptance of the kiss. She knew it wasnât something Aubrey wouldâve done if she was awake. Hell, she didnât even know if Aubrey really knew it was Stacie she was kissing.
What it would mean for either of them if she had.
Or what it would mean to Stacie if Aubrey thought she was someone else.
She sat back on her heels, trying to calm herself before she reached out to gently shake Aubreyâs shoulder. Armâs length was better. Armâs length would let her pretend until she was in her room and could sort out the maelstrom of her thoughts.
âAubrey. Youâre late for practice.â If sheâd known the reaction sheâd get, Stacie probably wouldnât have picked that particular phrase. But it worked.
Aubreyâs eyes shot open and she flung the blankets back. Her feet were already swinging for the side of the bed and Stacie had to scramble to avoid them. She awkwardly crab-walked backward until she could get her legs out from under her but they still tangled together and she fell with a thump to her ass. Aubrey halted, wobbling at the suddenness of her get up and go becoming a hard stop, and looked down in confusion.
âStacie?â She blinked as if Stacie would vanish. âWhy are you in my room?â Stacie started to laugh and let herself fall back to the floor, needing the outlet for a variety of reasons. Aubrey looked around the room, the confusion still lingering. âThis isnât my room.â
âNope.â Stacie crossed her hands on her stomach. âIâm sorry.â
Aubrey sat back down on the bed heavily, blinking at her. âFor?â She shook her head. âWhatâs going on?â
âIâm an asshole.â Stacie sat up and crossed her legs. âI tried waking you up and when it didnât work, I told you that you were late for practice and you practically kicked me in the face getting out of bed.â She looked up under lowered lashes and eyed Aubrey, wondering if she remembered that first attempt or not. And if Stacie should tell her if she didnât.
âOh.â Aubrey blinked at her then yawned. âYeah, thatâd do it.â She stretched and Stacie averted her eyes, not trusting herself with an Aubrey clad in an old Barden shirt and a pair of shorts. There was a lot of leg on display and the memory of them wrapped around her back was too close to the surface. âHoly shit!â
Stacie winced, sure that Aubrey had remembered the kiss. âLook, before you say anythingâŚâ
âI overslept!â Aubrey said it indignantly, her eyes locked on the clock beside the bed that said it was 9:30. âI never oversleep! The alarm is usually a âjust in caseâ factor. Iâm always awake by 7.â
Stacie let out a breath and hoped Aubrey didnât hear it. âThatâs Chloeâs fault.â Aubrey looked at her, one brow high and Stacie grinned at the indignant familiarity of it. âShe turned off your alarm when she got up for her early class and gave me strict instructions to wake you now if you werenât up sooner.â She held up one hand as Aubrey gave out a grunt of annoyance. âShe said you never get to sleep in as a fancy Director at the lodge, cause someoneâs always needing something from you. And youâre on vacation and going to start it right.â She hesitated, her lips pursing. âAnd since you did sleep until now, Iâm going to say sheâs not wrong. You needed the extra rest - especially since we were all up semi late last night.â
Aubrey sighed, shoulders that had been ramrod straight relaxing. âSheâs right. Youâre both right.â Her lips twisted in a way that reminded Stacie of Chloe. âI hate it when that happens.â
âWhen people other than you are right?â Stacie felt on more solid ground with the teasing. It was familiar. Safe.
âYes.â Aubrey said crisply then grinned. âEspecially you two. The only way itâd be worse is if Beca was right too.â
Stacie rolled over and pushed herself to her feet. âThen youâre going to love this.â She took the coffee from the table and handed it to Aubrey. âBeca told me that if weâre going to let you sleep late, I need to bribe you with coffee so you donât make us do cardio over the holiday.â
Aubrey laughed and carefully took the mug in her hands. âI hate how well you all know me.â She took a sip and her eyes closed in bliss. âOkay, no I donât.â She opened one eye. âYou got my blend, didnât you?â
Stacie pulled out one of the two chairs at the table and sat down. âBeca did.â Distance.
âChloe tell you how much cream and sugar?â Aubrey let her eye close again as she took another cautious drink.
âShe didnât have to,â Stacie shrugged. âI remembered.â
âYou did?â Aubrey didnât look up and Stacie tried not to wonder if that meant something.
âSure. Itâs how I take mine.â
âOh.â Aubrey said again, this time sheepishly. âI forgot, I guess.â
âYouâve been running an entire lodge,â Stacie laughed. âYouâve got a lot of things crowding your brain.â
âIâll say,â Aubrey muttered behind her cup before looking back over and smiling. âThanks. For the coffee and letting me sleep in.â
âYouâre welcome, Bree.â Stacie bit her lip much too late to stop the nickname from coming out. âTheyâll both be back before lunch and the others later in the afternoon. Chloe thought we could all drive into town tonight for dinner instead of cooking, since weâll be making so much on Thanksgiving.â
âThat sounds great.â Aubrey set the mug down on the bedside table. âI hope Iâm not keeping you from anything just to let me sleep in.â
âNah.â Stacie shook her head. âIâm done with classes till after the holiday. Thought Iâd keep you company.â
âOh.â Aubrey said a third time and this one had the least inflection of them all and worried Stacie the most. Then Aubrey smiled and Stacieâs mind settled before it could race down a path that would lead her to thinking Aubrey would rather die than be alone with her. âJust like old times.â
If Stacieâs chuckle held more relief than amusement, Aubrey didnât react. âExcept this time I wonât have books spread across the counter while you make amazing pasta sauce from scratch.â She paused, considering. âI donât suppose youâd give me the recipe for that?â
Aubrey sniffed. âPosens do not reveal their family secrets to just anyone, you know.â She lifted one brow as she narrowed her eyes. âAre you worthy of that trust? Many have tried. All have failed.â She was clearly trying not to smile and it was infectious.
Feeling giddy, Stacie lifted her hands. âI mean, I think so.â Aubrey hummed thoughtfully as she stood up and stretched again, her shirt riding up slightly on her stomach before Stacie could look away. Though, to be fair, it had been directly in her line of sight and surely she couldnât be blamed if she made a comment about Aubreyâs tan, right? She cleared her throat and sighed dramatically. âOkay fine. Iâll settle for you making some before you leave so I can freeze the leftovers.â
Aubrey laughed. âThatâs a deal, at least.â She turned toward the suitcase that was sitting on top of the dresser against the back wall to pull out neatly folded clothes. âIâll think about the other.â
âI can live with that.â Stacie stood up and moved toward the stairs. âIâll figure out your weaknesses later and bribe you with them.â
âGood luck,â Aubrey called after her. âIâll come find you after my shower; you can tell me how things are going with the rest of the girls.â She looked over her shoulder when Stacie stopped at the top of the stairs to look at her. âChloe and Beca have kept me updated, of course, but Chloeâs only a few steps away from a freak out and BecaâŚâ She frowned, looking for the right word. âBecaâs distracted. Itâs weird. I canât put my finger on it.â
âYou donât think thereâs anything wrong between them, do you?â Stacie knew her best friends were fine as a couple, but Aubrey also wasnât wrong. There was definitely something else going on in the DJâs head that Stacie hadnât been able to figure out.
âNo.â Aubrey said it immediately and with as much confidence as Stacie had in the fact. âBut thereâsâŚâ
âSomething.â Stacie finished for her. âAlright, Iâll be downstairs. No rush.â Aubrey smiled at her then turned back to the suitcase as Stacie made her way down the stairs.
For the moment, she had decided not to tell Aubrey about the kiss. Knowing her former Captain and one-time lover as she did, Aubrey was guaranteed to react with extreme embarrassment. It would likely make her uncomfortable in Stacieâs presence if she didnât outright leave - and that was if she didnât hold Stacie responsible for it. Stacie knew sheâd confess what had happened at some point, it was the right thing to do.
But maybe not until she had worked through it herself.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
First in a series of chapters that show the different bonds between my Bellas Squared.
As always, none of this would be possible without @tiny-maus-boots as my beta.Â
Chloe and Aubrey spend the day lounging in bed, reaffirming their friendship in new ways after Chloe finally brings up the two things that have been on her mind.
1. Aubreyâs confession that she used to hear Chloe at night.
2. What happened the night Alice tried to kiss Aubrey all those years ago.
Words: 25600
Rating: Mature/Explicit
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A small teaser:
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âWhy did you never tell me?â She said it softly, not wanting to sound accusing. But it was a question that she had been waiting to ask for a few weeks.
âAbout Alice or the⌠other?â Aubrey asked, her voice also hushed as if it was before dawn and they were trying to avoid waking anyone. Except the sun had been up for hours and their girls had already kissed them goodbye as they were both forced to work the early part of the day. She pulled Chloe tighter against her right side.
âBoth, eventually.â Chloe said after only a momentâs thought. âI shouldâve asked about Alice before now, but I was too⌠angry.â She realized she was starting to tense and forced herself to relax. She wanted to look at Aubreyâs face and find the peace there that she always had, but it might be an easier talk for her best friend if she wasnât. âAm... Angry. But - for now - I meant the other.â
Aubrey was quiet but Chloe was willing to wait however long it took her to organize her thoughts. It still caused her a pang of sorrow to think of Aubrey alone in her room, listening to whatever sexcapades Chloe had been in the middle of. It was also hot and flattering, but always with a layer of sadness.
âAt the time⌠Because I never thought there was anything to tell.â Aubrey finally said. âAnd it feltâŚâ she hesitated. âIntrusive. Or, god, I felt like a creeper.â She shifted and Chloe knew she was fighting the urge to fidget. âHow even would that come up in conversation normally? âGood morning, you sounded amazing last night and I came twice just listening to you. Would you like coffee?ââ Aubrey gave a familiar depreciative laugh that pulled at Chloeâs heart. âThat was never going to happen.â