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This is a beautiful lie My last lie Even if it hurts to death I am hiding myself under a mask for you

I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself Will it really make you happy if I let you go? I’ll throw myself away completely because you need quiet time to yourself Did I say those things without even meaning it? As I replay your face when you screamed go away I’m tainting our memories that were beautiful I haven’t imagined a life without you yet but please be happy So that at least my lie can shine

I’m letting go of your tightly held hands But my heart is still the same But I’ll let you go I’m letting go of your hands But my heart is still the same I think it’s best for you if I end it right here

This is a beautiful lie My last lie Even if it hurts to death I am hiding myself under a mask for you

It’s alright if you leave me I want you t be happy Oh I’m I’m a beautiful I’m a beautiful liar

You keep shedding tears in front of me It was an unexpected line that led to the next chapter You told me to take back the words I spit out As you hold onto my face Then you collapsed off your feet This isn’t the future I thought of It seemed like a sin to look at you like a lonely tied up dog So I’m swallowing up my feelings and letting you go You must live better than me, promise me But the moment I said that, you turned around

I won’t hang onto you, I will smile This is me, don’t hesitate anymore Leave me

This is a beautiful lie My last lie Even if it hurts to death I am hiding myself under a mask for you

It’s alright if you leave me I want you t be happy Oh I’m I’m a beautiful I’m a beautiful liar

It’s time for me to give you The last bits of my heart The fact that we loved is beautiful It’s time for me to give you The last bits of my heart The fact that we loved is beautiful

Me with iron shackles on my legs Is more like me than ever before (You turned around, ran to me Told me not to say stupid lies As you smiled in front of me)

It’s a beautiful pain Letting you go I have to kill myself inside Swallow my tears And put on a smiling mask

I feel so relieved now Please don’t worry about me Oh I’m I’m a beautiful No, a cowardly liar