#@sad

I wouldn’t be sitting here at 3am

You’d be telling me about how you can’t talk and shouldn’t be at this hour

But I’m anxious

And you’re sick of it

Everyone is

It is reasonable to be

And you say I’m never reasonable

When really I am scared

I say I can’t breath

You say

‘Choose to’

But I say I can’t-

Breath-

And you say you can’t breath for me

And you won’t breath with me

‘This isn’t normal’ you look away from me

But I can’t- breath-

You won’t breath with me

‘It’s okay to feel normal sometimes’

A sting of mockery thrown my way when I had that one good day

Just another one demonstrating that he will ‘put up’ with me

Until he gets to sleep with me

Stick around for a couple of months

A couple of years

Until your ego has been well polished by my beautiful body

Because pretty girls don’t* get lonely right?

*arent allowed to

I don’t care how pathetic you think my poems are

Pretty girls feel sad too dammit