#@rob

Okay wow. I am over whelmed by these things. All of the things around me are so beautiful and comforting. From the glow of the light coming from my elephant-shaped lamp to the familiar face of the stuffed dog I’ve had since I was six. All these things, I love. From the sound of Tyler Joseph’s comforting voice as he sings March to the Sea to the smell of vanilla wafting off my skin from the warm bath I just drained. I am in all sense of the word: comfortable. And that’s a very good feeling. I love where I am right now in life. Sure, some things could be better, but that’s what time is for. There would be no point in life if I exited the womb already completely fulfilled with life. And I think I’m just now realizing this. This stupid world is just a big journey we’re all forced to take part in, hoping one day we’ll find ourselves and our happiness. I love my best friend. She is incredible. She is beautiful, she deserves everything in life. But she hasn’t received the wonders of life yet, like me. Others that I’ve known, who are less deserving have already experienced better things than we have. That means their life is quickly coming to a close. The things we still have to look forward to, they no longer have. So maybe they aren’t the real winners. It’s the start of the second semester, so in all of my new classes, we’ve doing “get-to-know-you” activities, when asked who my best friend is, I said Jaime, but I also wanted to say Robert. Which was such a weird feeling. I’ve never hung out with him, I’ve barely talked to him, but yet, I felt as if we were close enough I could call him a best friend. I mean, I have worked with him for almost two years now and we obviously are more than just co-workers. I hope that more isn’t just friends one day. I’ve never met someone who I’ve felt so instantly connected to. I honestly love him. And I feel as though he likes me too. This is real. This could be really real. And that crazy, but the idea comforts me so much.