#@lukas

Clara sat quietly in the car ride home, refusing to look at Lukas. Her eyes either looked out the window or at the flowers she held, keeping herself from glancing over.

Spending time with Poe, Roy, and Lukas, she was having a good night at the moment. It was fun, and nice to be out socializing like she hadn’t been for the past month.

Clara was enjoying watching the dancers, although maybe she was ignoring her boyfriend a bit too much then she should’ve been. She couldn’t help it, it was amazing how the people moved and danced together, she was entranced.

a – age: 19! Me birthday is in March.e – easiest person to talk to: uhhh probably Leigh aka luxaleigh (go follow that son of a gun)i – in love with: siiiiiiiiigh. His name is Lukas and he’s tall and gorgeous and he’s three years older than me and has braces, and he’s the most beautiful man in the world, but he’s taken and he lives an hour away and I’ve never felt so connected to a person; I’ve never felt that soul-mate-like feeling because I don’t believe that people have souls, but I just feel like if everything was just slightly different, he’d be the person I could spend my whole life with. I don’t think I’ll ever get over him, but I’m sure I’ll move on.o – one wish: Well. I mean, for the last ten months I’ve wished for something to work out between Dreamboat and me, but right now my one wish is that he won’t forget me.u – underwear color: lime green! with a black band at the waist

Clara was in her closet, getting ready for the opening for the club. Being invited to see it, having Anna trust her not to get all baby vamp crazy was really nice, and she was excited to go out for an event. Especially since Poe was going to be there and they could finally catch up in the first time in forever.

If only someone wasn’t a wet blanket.

Things had been...alright between her and Lukas. With her getting more control over her feeding habits, being able to handle being out in public more often, things seemed to be smoothing over there. She still had no idea how to glamour people, but she was ok with that.

The other urges were...gnawing at her though.

And Lukas seemed to have no idea or didn’t want to touch them. It was probably her fault but she was used to letting him control where they moved together in their moments together, that it seemed somewhat foreign to her to take charge.

But if she ever wanted something, she’d have to push at some point.

Although she wasn’t sure when...