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see what i tell u

Waking up would be the last option for me. Or more like it's not in my options at all? I've been happily dreaming, happily floating.  Happily deceiving my own self who knows exactly that what I'm doing is not right. Not right for me. Nobody's getting hurt so why bother. I am the only one who suffers, so really, why bother? I chose this. Nobody asked me, forced me. I chose this. Maybe, after all the heartache, I've grown tired of believing. My courage, my passion, my trust. Swept away. I'm left with the ability to dream. Feel the things which only I can feel. To be in a world where only I can reach.  Where only I can be With him.

You might not know it for now.  You might think that you've waited long enough and that you deserve to have whatever it is that you've been waiting for all the time. You might run out patience, out of love. But sometimes, all you can do is wait. You try to run from it, thinking that you'll get chased. But nothing happened. You keep on growing tired but always find yourself hoping every morning that someday some things are going to change. You try hard to impose to your system that you are done. That waiting is not in you options now. But deep inside, a tiny little light ignites. That spark of hope which time has buried for quite some time. And you know, the long wait has just began.

Craig David - Can You Fill Me In lols yooo this takes me back man  to a Classic Era .