#95wyld

@95wyld

send a 💬 to hear how my muse feels about yours: accepting!

He probably forgot all about me by now.

I wonder if he’s doing alright, though.

He’s actually pretty nice and dumb despite how “intimidating” he looks.

//* SEND ME A LETTER!

+ @95wyld

Dear Wyld, or the ugliest  person I know,

I hate you. You are very rude to me, and you call me names. Didn’t your mother teach you that calling people names is mean? She probably did, and you didn’t listen to her because you are a very crass person, and you have probably been an asshole since birth. Only assholes don’t listen to their moms.

I guess you’re okay, though. Mostly because you take me to all these fun places, like the zoo. And the aquarium. And those bars. And that boba place. You take me a lot of places…. Do you have a crush on me or something? Are you sure that you aren’t the gay one here? 

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Anyways. I have had a lot of fun with you. Don’t really know why. You’re an annoying piece of shit. I hope we do continue to hang out together often. One day, you’ll probably even take me to hell with you. You’ll totally drag me down with you, I just know it. And then say that it wasn’t your fault; that I’m in hell for being gay or something. I AM NOT GAY, YOU JERK.

I really hate you.

But you’re still okay. I guess. Obligatory gay time:

I love you baby!!!!!!! Give me lots of kisses and hold my hand!!!! Hyung~~~ Jonghyunnie loves you~~~~~~

XOXOXOXOXO,

//* SEND ME A LETTER!

+ @95wyld​

Dear ex boyfriend, 

I… Really don’t know where to begin. It’s strange. There’s so much I want to say to you…. but I just don’t know how. 

You do realize you hurt me, right? A lot? 

I gave you…. I gave you everything. Everything. My time. My attention. My heart. And you just… left it all behind. Like it didn’t even matter. Did I really mean that little to you? 

All my life, people have left. People always leave. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a bad person, or because I just have terrible luck– but people always leave. My dad, my old girlfriend, and now you. You’ve left me too. 

Even though you promised you wouldn’t. 

You said you weren’t like them. You said you wouldn’t leave. You said that you’d stick by my side for the rest of our lives. You promised me so many things. And like a fool, I believed you. 

Despite all this, you at least managed to teach me some valuable lessons. 

1. there’s no such thing as a happy ending.2. everyone lies.3. it’s not worth getting attached to people.4. everyone leaves.

The worst part about this is that I know that if you ever called out for me, I’d still go running back to you. Because that’s the kind of person I am: loyal to a fault. 

Unfortunately, I have the tendency to fall for the wrong people.

I still love you.

     The continuous background noises from muttering various crowds to distinct clattering from setting up the event before open hours was interrupted by a yawn from the female pro-gamer. One tent stood out in the maze of the entertainment event happening in a couple of hours. The half-asleep brunette was lounging in the shaded area meanwhile her other male companions’ heads shifted out the white fabric raising over them... Whispering questions to one another if they saw any of their favorite idols and even challenged between themselves to go greet the singers if the target was spotted. However, for the female gaming idol, she was far more interested to the flat screen angled in her direction with the usual of cheesy chips and dew soda in hand.

     Game graphics enlarged and reflected against her eyes, she was immersed with the championship game playing out as her ‘LoL’ compartment of her team was in combat. The result wasn’t expected as she watched her team lose to the other causing her to drop the empty bag of the triangular factory made tortillas being digested inside her stomach. “No fucking way!! How’d they lose that!!? Faker is such a noob sometimes,” She voiced her DISAPPOINTMENT quite clearly in her tone, even standing up in the stance as if she was part of the crowd in America. Her coach placed a hand on her shoulders, in hopes to calm and quiet her down, knowing very well how vocal she can be. One of the team member, Zoan, tried to invite her to join them in appreciating the beauty of nearby idols while another just told him not to bother, her only interest in men is BoxeR.

     The soft layer of her cheek’s skin warmed upon hearing the words profiling her and even though it was a while back that she mentioned in an interview that ‘BoxeR-hyung was close to her being her type of ideal’ if she really had to CHOOSE-- Before when it was revealed that he was already in a relationship and happily settled in with his family; she had looked up to him a lot where some of her female characteristics exposed multiple times whenever mentioning the older Starcraft legend. Song was postured in a fighting mode, ready to beat the living HELL out of the other members like she was as confident as she is in Starcraft against them. The coach’s hand had cancelled her initiation and dispensed some money from his wallet, giving her orders to go grab another bag of Doritos from the vending machine around the corner (the plan was getting her to chew instead of talk). The divert worked when Hana’s undivided attention shifted to getting from point A (tent) to point B (vending machine).