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Kopi: Describe an incident when you tried something new.

Not to try and touch too close to home but, I tried pulling down my barriers in front of new people? Not that I’m purposely trying to not let them in, I’m just more scared to be hurt- you could say. I’ve encountered too many people that have given me a fair reason to put up borders when it comes to giving personal information about myself or thinking someone is a friend when in reality they’re completely the opposite, with not exactly good intentions. I rarely speak about them because well I choose not to, it sounds way too angst if you will. I don’t exactly want to show negative emotions because wasting time worrying about something isn’t want I want to do, I always have a positive outlook on things no matter what I encounter but deep down it’s really hard to be ‘free’ when not everyone is good hearted. 

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A soft sigh escaped her lips. Surely, the older could understand her struggles, since she is a visual as well. Although Seolhyun wanted to eat the freshly cooked meat, she could not allow herself to do so; Knowing what the consequences are. As she was listening to the older, a frown appeared on her face. Diets are seriously the worst in Seolhyun’s opinion. “I mean.. she understands that I love to eat and all.. but it’s more like the director’s problem with me gaining weight. So my manager worries for me and doesn’t want me to get into trouble with the director. Cause the director is..” Pausing for a brief moment, Seolhyun looked around carefully examining the area before leaning in to whisper into the older’s ear. “A witch.” Sinking back into her seat afterwards. “The director is really scary.. if you saw ‘Cheondamdong 111′, you would know. Plus we’re having a comeback real soon, so yeah. But I agree with you. I don’t know why dieting is so big on our part. Like I understand we have to eat healthy, but it’s too the extreme extent... Wah. Soup for 2 months?! That’s ridiculous.. you already look perfect. You would still look good  even if you gained a few pounds! I don’t know why they don’t see it like this! This is why I hate dieting. Even if we faint or anything, they’re still going to make us diet again.” Her expression was soon replaced by an angered one. Her arms folded across her chest. Diets are ridiculous and Seolhyun hated them.

White wine:Send a glass of white wine for a drunken story.

Ah, how Yoona loved alcohol. Her sweet escape, the way she’d loosen and brighten up, the incredible feeling of being so intoxicated that it drowned her pain. The part in her brain screaming at her to stop had stopped talking long ago, and at the moment she could only giggle and shove Sulli lightly, attempting it to be a joke.

“But it’s so good, trust me! Dancing is easier, smiling is easier...talking too! You should try it, now don’t look so grumpy.” She slurred, taking out a small bottle filled with vodka out of her bag to give it to the other idol.

Of course it was wrong and far from being a solution. Tomorrow she’d regret every sip she took, tomorrow she’d cry again and the pain would be back, tomorrow she’d promise herself not to drink again only to hold that promise for about a week. Tomorrow she’d fall and regret.

She was, as a matter of fact, already finished changing by now. But hearing the female’s impatient knocks and yelling at her, her inner child pushed her to continue tease the other who seemed more stressed than anthing else. “Oh come on, Hyejeong, it is still long time left. I mean, at least three hours.” She nodded her head quickly, grabbing her bag as she stepped outside of the room, flashing the other an innocent smile while fluttering her eyelashes. “Who was going to drive us, did we say? And we decided that one pays for the desserts and one the food and then we split the entrance, right?”