#92312

227. Faith and Family. Two words that mean soo much to me. 

228. One fourth done with my senior year...it's going by soo quickly. 

229. My plans for this weekend did not exactly turn out the way I planned, but that's fine. I need some down time, get my thoughts together so I can really focus on the bigger picture.

230. I know you really want to help me, and I'm grateful to see that you try. But as much as I am grateful for you trying, I need to try for myself. You have your own things to worry about, and as you said before it's difficult and I totally understand. I don't want you to feel like I'm helpless.

231. Oli comes back right when I end my breaks...talk about bad timing! But at least we have the weekends to chill. 

232. I'm quite disappointed in myself right now, I put too much work on myself that I tend to be neglect my other responsibilities. 

233. Sometimes, you need to remember that things may not always go the way you plan to. "There's always a time and place for everything." I need to get my sh*t straight right now. 

234. It's difficult to not be frustrated when you can't get something you ask for...I should be used to it and I understand at times...it just takes a lot of energy not to show it or complain about it because I have no right to.

235. I have the greatest brothers in the world. Nothing will ever change that.

236. Saturday morning after service and before I went back to church, I made breakfast for just myself and Kuya. This is probably the only times I get to do something for him besides him telling me to run some errands for him. I honestly just want show my family, especially my brothers how much I'm grateful for everything they do. They inspire me and continue to show me how great they are. 

237. It makes me sad to know that we're all growing up...one day, I won't wake up on the floor with my mom on the big bed. Or my dad will not stop driving and make me take him places. Next thing I know, my brothers and I will live in separately in different cities/countries. I'm just really trying to cherish these moments because anything can happen. 

238. Other than my family, I'm really trying to cherish these next 200 something days of High School left. 

239. I doubt anyone cares to read this. 

240. I'm the type to cherish my relationships with my close friends and family.

241. Regarding weight loss, I want/need to lose weight. I just don't want it to be for the wrong reason. I'm trying to change my mentality about losing weight right now.

242. I can be really selfish at times.

243. I think that I should invest in a coffee maker in order to survive throughout the days.

244. I don't like shaving my legs until I feel like it...which is never.

245. But I think that I'll shave my legs by Thursday.