9-1-1: FLASHBACK
Iâve really missed having Bobby and Tommy on my screen, so I decided to revisit an episode that features both of them. Iâm a big fan of the âBeginsâ episodes, though they tend to lean heavily into drama with very little comedyâso I have to be in the right mood for them.
Today Iâm diving into the sixteenth episode of season two, âBobby Begins Again,â which originally aired on April 29, 2019. The episode was written by Christopher Monfette and directed by Jennifer Lynch.
If you havenât seen Bobby Begins Again yet, go ahead and bookmark this post, watch the episode, and come back when youâre ready.
With that out of the way, letâs be like Michael Finnegan and begin again.
The episode opens in what appears to be an interrogation room. A single folding chair sits in the center of the room. Captain Bobby Nash enters in full uniform, removes his cap, and takes a seat. An unseen interviewer asks him to state his name. He answers, âRobert Wade Nash.â
We cut to a 9-1-1 call: a panicked woman tells the dispatcher she canât see. A child calls out for her mother in the background. The woman reassures her daughter, insisting that her daddy is on his way.
Then we flash back to 2014âSt. Paul, Minnesota. Bobby is on the roof of his apartment building, getting high. Sirens, honking, and shouting rise from the street below. Curious, he looks over the edge and sees a ladder truck, a fire engine, and an ambulance gathered outside his building.
He bolts inside, desperate to reach his wife, Marcy, and their children, Brooke and Robert Jr. When he reaches his floor, the hallway is already engulfed in flames. He fights his way to his apartment and tries to kick in the door, but the weakened floor collapses beneath him, dropping him to the level below.
Bobby scrambles to his feet and tries to jump back up to the burning floor, but two firefighters spot him and drag him away from the danger. Outside, he fights to go back in, shouting that his family is still inside. A firefighter promises him that the crew is searching for them.
Chaos swirls around himâparamedics treating burn victims, people coughing from smoke inhalation. Then Bobby sees Marcy being wheeled out on a gurney, severely burned but alive. He rushes to her side. A firefighter named Phil, who knows Bobby, tells him sheâs still breathing and urges him to ride with her to the hospital.
Something shifts in Bobby. He suddenly asks Phil about his kidsâwhere they are, whether theyâve been found. Phil avoids the question, insisting Bobby focuses on Marcy. But then Bobby sees two small bodies being covered with sheets. Brooke and Robert Jr. are gone. The moment is devastating, almost too much to take in.
Phil pushes Bobby into the ambulance with Marcy, and they race to the hospital.
There, Bobby watches her through a windowâbandaged head to toe. A priest stands at her bedside, praying. When Marcy stirs, the priest calls Bobby in. He tells her everything is okay. She asks about the kids. Bobby lies, saying theyâre safe. She whispers, âI knew youâd come and save us.â
Marcy closes her eyes, and the monitor beside her begins to beep. Nurses rush in. Bobby collapses as they work to save her.
We then get a⊠title card!
When we return, we slip into a quiet sliceâofâlife moment with the Nash family. Bobby is at the stove making a ragĂč, and he lets Marcy taste the sauce. They share a soft, romantic moment. Itâs a little surreal seeing Bobby kiss someone who isnât Athenaâmy Bathena heart twitchesâbut Bobby and Marcyâs relationship still lands. He clearly adores her. Itâs a reminder that people can have more than one great love story in a lifetime.
The family gathers for dinner and prays together. For context, this scene takes place just hours before the fire. As they talk, their voices begin to distort. We hear someone ask, âCaptain Nash, can you hear me?â Another voice insists, âYou have to go. You have to go.â Bobby echoes, âI donât want to.â A thunderclap. âCaptain NashâŠâ On screen, Bobby whispers, âIâm sorry.â
Robert Jr. asks Marcy if his dad is okay. She reassures him he is and promises theyâll see Bobby soon. Bobby looks at his family and says, âI love you so much.â The distorted voices return. A monitor beeps. Flashes of a man. âShock him. All clear?â More thunder. More flashes.
Bobby jolts awake in a bar with Deputy Chief Phil Evans (Andy Umberger) standing over him. Phil asks if heâs okay. Bobby sits up, eyes wild, and demands to know why Phil brought him backâhe says he was with Marcy and the kids. Two uniformed men escort Bobby out while Phil shouts for them to keep Bobbyâs name off the radio. When Phil looks back at the bar, he sees a binder labeled FIRE INCIDENT REPORT: The Lakeview Apartments, St. Paul, Minnesota.
Phil later visits Bobby in the hospital. Bobby immediately asks if heâs been fired. Phil snorts. âFor what? Being an alcoholic?â He points out that Bobby isnât the only firefighter who struggles with substance abuse. âPick a dayâIâll point you to ten church basements. Youâll see some familiar faces.â
Phil brings up the incident report. Bobby tells him heâs read itâand that heâs been cleared. But he doesnât want to be cleared. He admits he confessed to setting the fire because 148 people died. The weight of that number is staggering. You can feel how completely heâs internalized the blame, how convinced he is that every one of those lives is on him.
The deputy chief walks him through the facts: Bobby was drunk and high and left a space heater running, yesâbut the heater overheated, the circuit breaker failed to trip, the water supply malfunctioned, the buildingâs fire alarms had dead batteries, and there was no backup power. Phil lists violation after violation, all ignored or overlooked.
Heâs trying to hand Bobby a âGet Out of Guilt Freeâ card, but Bobby refuses to take it. He argues that he lived in the buildingâhe should have noticed the problems. He should have done something. He insists he has to own this.
Phil pushes back, telling him heâs punishing himself. Bobby doesnât deny it. So Phil gives him the harshest truth of all: if Bobby wants punishment, he already has it. He survived. âNow make it worth a damn.â
With that, Phil leaves him alone at his bedside.
We next see Bobby speaking at an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting. He tells the group that when he first walked into AA, he was completely aloneââNo friends, no family, no higher power.â He admits he told his sponsor, Oscar, that he didnât believe in AA and didnât need it. Then he shares Oscarâs response:
âImagine youâre by the ocean. You walk out into the waves. You put out your hand and you say, âStop, be still.â If the ocean obliges, congratulationsâyouâre God. And if it donât, sit down, shut up, and accept how powerless you are.â
He thanks the group and says he wouldnât be anywhere without them.
After the meeting, Oscar (Daniel Edward Mora) checks in and asks about work. Bobby tells him heâs still stuck on desk duty and climbing the walls, desperate to get back into the field. Oscar acknowledges how hard Bobby has been working through the Twelve Stepsâand that heâs about to face the toughest one: Step 8. For anyone unfamiliar, Step 8 is about making a list of everyone youâve harmed and becoming willing to make amends.
This ties beautifully back to the âPilot.â When we first meet Bobby, heâs writing down the names of the people he saves in a little black book. In Bobby Begins Again, we learn that Oscar is the one who gave him that book. Itâs a fullâcircle moment, especially since Bobby let go of the book at the end of last season.
Oscar tells Bobby heâs proud of himâand that Bobbyâs family would be proud too. They hug and part ways.
Bobby then meets with Deputy Chief Evans and shows him his sixâmonth sobriety chip. Phil congratulates him and asks whatâs next. Bobby says he wants to go back to real work. He wants to be on calls again. Phil hesitates, unsure Bobby is ready. Bobby sets his little black book on the desk and explains that it contains 148 namesâthe victims of the fire. âThose are lives that I owe to balance the books, and I canât do that riding the desk.â Heâs ready.
Phil agrees that Bobby may be ready but reminds him that the rest of the crew might not be. Trust takes time, especially when youâre asking people to walk into burning buildings with you. Bobby doesnât flinch. If his old unit wonât take him back, he wants a transferâanywhere.
Phil studies him and asks whatâs really going on. Bobby doesnât hesitate: he needs to atone, and if he canât do that in Minneapolis, he needs to go somewhere he can. âDart and a map, coach. Just put me in.â
The deputy chief obliges, and Bobby is transferred to the City of Angels. Over at Station 118, Hen Wilson is already taking bets on how long their new captain will last. Tommy Kinard (Lou Ferrigno Jr.) asks her to spot him four weeks⊠on credit. He claims he needs to run to the ATM. Hen warns him heâd better pay upâshe knows the bookie, and sheâs a madwoman.
Hen turns to fellow firefighter Sal Deluca (Gino Anthony Pesi). He hands over his cash and confidently gives the new captain one week, tops. âGuyâs from, like, Nebraska,â he says. Chimney corrects him: Minnesota. Sal shrugs. âThereâs New York, thereâs L.A., and in between thereâs Nebraska.â Hen fires back that Chicagoâs going to kick his ass.
Hen explains that theyâve had six captains in two yearsâtheyâre basically the Island of Misfit Toys for retiring brass. She hopes this one sticks around. Sal remains skeptical. Sure, if a barnâs burning down or the roads need salting, the new guy will be fine. But a fire at the fair? Forget it. âL.A.âs gonna look like Mars to this Podunk, and weâre fresh out of training wheels.â
Right on cue, the siren on a nearby ladder truck blares, startling all four of them. The door swings openâand Bobby steps out. What an entrance. He immediately points out that theyâre missing half the supplies that should be stocked on the truck. Then he strolls over to Hen, Tommy, Sal, and Chimney and places his own bet: âGive me the odds on lasting longer than one or all of you.â
Damn, Bobby.
Can I just say: I love this iteration of the 118. Donât get me wrongâI adore Buck, I mostly like Eddie, and Ravi is a breath of fresh airâbut I really wish weâd gotten more time with this lineup. This isnât our first glimpse of Sal and Tommy, but now that Gerrard is gone, the vibe is so much lighter and more fun.
One detail I really appreciateâgreat âshow, donât tellââis how chummy Chimney and Tommy are here. In âChimney Begins,â we learn Chimney was hazed when he first joined the 118, and by the end of that episode he literally saves Tommyâs life. Seeing them so relaxed and friendly now is such a subtle, satisfying bit of character continuity.
Now, back to the episode.
We launch into a rapidâfire montage of emergencies set to Ozzy Osbourneâs âCrazy Train.â The first call involves a tree trimmer stuck high up in a palm tree. Chimney reacts just in time to keep Bobby from getting clocked by the guyâs machete.
Sal immediately starts barking orders like heâs the one wearing the captainâs badge: âTommy, get on the ladder and prep the saw. Hen, I need you teed up at the base, ready to attend.â
The ladder goes up, and Tommy and Sal climb to reach the trapped worker. On the ground, Bobby asks Chimney if this kind of thing happens often. Chimney says it doesâseveral times a year. Sometimes the weight snaps their necks; sometimes they suffocate before help arrives. Casual nightmare fuel.
Tommy and Sal manage to free the tree trimmer while Bobby dodges falling palm fronds below. The man slips and nearly plummets, startling the crowd, but Tommy and Sal catch him just in time. They bring him down to cheers and applause.
The next call is pure comedy: a woman named Julie (Chasty Ballesteros) has somehow gotten her head stuck inside the diffuser of a hair dryer. Hen theorizes sheâs having an allergic reaction to hair dye, which explains why her head looks⊠alarmingly swollen. Julie insists she thought she was at a holistic salon. Amy (Cassandra Nuss), the owner, chirps that they are holistic: âWe pride ourselves on our green policies. We even use nonâtoxic products to clean the equipment.â
Sure, Jan.
Bobby orders them to cut Julie free, then mutters, âJust donât decapitate her. Itâs my first day.â Thankfully Julie doesnât hear him, but Chimney and Henâs reactions to Bobbyâs dry humor are priceless.
Bobby reassures Julie theyâll get her out. She tells him she has a big audition later that afternoon. Chimney saws through the diffuser, and once sheâs free⊠yeah, sheâs not making that audition. Whatever caused that allergic reaction needs to be discontinued immediately. And Amy should probably lawyer up.
As Chimney escorts Julie out, Hen turns to Bobby and deadpans, âI donât think sheâs getting that part.â Hen is so funny in this episode. More of this version of the 118, please.
Between the emergencies, we also get some great comedic beats of Bobby trying to learn the layout of Los Angeles. Heâs got this comically oversized map unfolded, and Chimney and Tommy keep exchanging looks like, âIs this guy for real?â
As night falls and âCrazy Trainâ fades out, the 118 roll up to another emergencyâthis time at a trailer park. Chimney and Hen approach the victim, a man named Ted (Joshua Dov), whoâs been stabbed and slashed multiple times. Bobby asks what happened. Ted wheezes out, âMaurice⊠went crazy.â
Bobby reassures him that theyâll patch him up and get him out of there, and that the police are on their way.
Right on cue, Maurice makes his grand entrance. Maurice, as it turns out, is a rooster. Ted panics, and suddenly weâre treated to banjo music as the 118 scatter to avoid a furious bird with tiny blades strapped to his feet. Yesâcockfighting. Hen is horrified and demands to know why theyâre even helping this guy. Ted asks if sheâs one of those âanimal rights types.â Chimney, without missing a beat, points out that her name is Hen. Comedy gold.
Chaos erupts as Tommy attempts to wrangle Maurice. Itâs immediately obvious he has never done this before. He and Sal do their best to distract the rooster while Hen and Chimney hustle Ted to safety.
Meanwhile, Bobby is laughingâprobably for the first time in agesâwatching Tommy and Sal chase a weaponized rooster around a trailer park. And honestly? It is funny. After everything Bobby has been through, seeing him genuinely enjoy a moment feels like a gift.
Then Bobby strolls over with a towel and effortlessly scoops Maurice up. âWest Coast, meet Midwest,â he says, removing the blades from the roosterâs feet and soothing the bird like itâs no big deal.
Thatâs when Sergeant Athena Grant arrives. She approaches Bobby, Sal, and Tommy, explaining she got a call about a stabbing by an unknown assailant. Bobby introduces her to Maurice and hands the rooster over, assuring her heâs been disarmed. He tells her to go easy on Mauriceâheâs had a rough day. Then he walks off, leaving Athena standing there holding his⊠rooster. Winky face.
And you guysâthis moment is huge. This is the very first time Athena and Bobby meet. Their very first interaction. Neither of them has any idea that theyâre about to embark on one of the most epic romances in television history.
We cut to a phone call between Bobby and his sponsor, Oscar. Oscar asks how the West Coast is treating him. Bobby says itâs a different world. Oscar checks whether heâs been attending meetings, and Bobby jokes that no matter where he goes, itâs never hard to find a room full of old drunks and addicts. Oscar reminds him: 90 meetings in 90 days, and find a local sponsor. Bobby agrees. Oscar signs off by telling him to take care of himself.
Then we see Bobby step out of his vehicle⊠and walk straight into a bar.
Next, heâs at church. He sits in the nave, praying while waiting for confession. Father Jameson (Nick Searcy) startles him, joking that the last guy had a âridiculously busy month.â Bobby asks if they can talk in the pews instead, and the priest agrees.
Bobby hands over his sobriety chip and admits he wouldâve celebrated a year of sobrietyâif he hadnât reset the clock the night before. Father Jameson asks if he had a bad day. Bobby says no. He had a good day. And he doesnât think he deserves good days. Oh, Bobby.
He tells the priest he made a mistake that hurt a lot of people, and there arenât enough candles in the church to atone for it. But he made God a promise. He has a planâa way to make things right. Father Jameson asks whether heâs not allowed to be happy while he carries out this plan. Bobby says he doesnât get to forget what he did, and yesterday⊠he forgot. For a moment, it felt like old times. He felt like himself. Like he could go on living.
Bobby explains leaving Minnesota and coming to Los Angeles. When he finishes, Father Jameson gestures to the crucifix and says he only knows one man who could multitask from a cross. If Bobby wants to help people, he needs to take his sobriety chip back and work on earning it again.
We shift to Guillermoâs Eatery, where owner Victor Costas (Eddie McClintock) is serving customers while his son Freddie (Anthony Turpel) does homework in a booth. Victor heads to the back office, where his wife Ellie (Lauren Stamile) is reviewing their finances. The restaurant is struggling, but Ellie insists theyâll figure it out.
Victor tells her to forget the paperwork and take Freddie homeâheâll close up. She asks if heâs sure. He jokes, asking if she thinks he canât handle the dinner rush. They hug, and she leaves. Victor then approaches a man working at a booth and asks if he wants to order something. The man scoffs, refuses, and storms out.
Then comes the 9â1â1 call: Ellie reporting a fire at Guillermoâs Eatery. Sheâs franticâFreddie went back inside to grab his laptop.
The 118 arrive. Athena is already there, trying to calm Ellie, whoâs screaming about the sprinklers not activating. Athena tells Bobby there are two people inside: Victor and Freddie. Bobby snaps into captain mode. âKinard, get on the roof!â He turns to give Sal an orderâonly to realize Sal has already run inside. Bobby radios him to come back. Sal refuses, saying heâs doing his job.
Inside, the restaurant is an inferno. Bobby enters and is hit with memories of his apartment fire. He pushes through the intrusive thoughts and finds Victor on the floor. He drags him toward safety, but a flashover erupts. Chimney radios that thereâs a skylight above him. Bobby breaks it, and the burst of oxygen helps knock the fire down.
He gets Victor out and turns to go back for Freddieâonly for Hen to tell him Sal already found the boy. Father and son are reunited with Ellie. Bobby reassures Freddie as heâs loaded into the ambulance that everything will be okay. When he turns around, Sal is standing there.
Sal reports he found Freddie in the bathroom. Bobby is⊠not impressed.
Back at the firehouse, Sal and Tommy are changed and heading out when Bobby calls after Sal. Sal ignores him until Bobby calls again. Sal turns and snaps, âYouâre a piece of work. You come in here with your nose in the air and your eyes looking down.â Tommy tries to stop him. Chimney and Hen drift over, sensing trouble.
Bobby warns Sal to watch his tone. Sal fires back that Bobby isnât his captain. Bobby asks if Sal thinks he knows how to run the house. He tells him heâs putting lives at risk just so he can play hero.
Sal counters that Freddie would be dead without him. Bobby says they all couldâve died because of him. Sal got lucky. Sal insists it wasnât luckâit was skill. The kind of skill that saves lives and leads the 118. Bobby replies, âBut definitely not the temperament.â
Sal drops his bag and lunges. Chimney and Tommy hold him back. Chimney tells him, âEnough.â We learn Sal applied to be captain but didnât get the jobâexplaining the bitterness simmering under the surface. Chimney tells him to apologize. Sal refuses.
Bobby steps forward. He tells Sal he needs to learn respect for the chain of command or he wonât work there anymore. Sal spits out, âScrew you,â and walks off. Bobby calls after him: heâs relieved of duty. Sal stops. âYouâre firing me?â Bobby says Sal fired himself. Pack up and get out.
And thatâs why Sal isnât with the 118 in the present day. Honestly, I get where heâs coming from. Watching Gerrard get removed only to have a new captain swoop in and take over must sting. And Salâs been at the 118 longerâof course he thinks he knows whatâs best. Itâs a shame. I actually like Sal.
Bobby sits alone upstairs at the dinner table, replaying the events of their last call. He opens the little black book Oscar gave him before he left Minnesota and adds Guillermoâs Eatery to the list. Back in the Pilot, we learned that Bobby keeps a ledger of every life he saves. This call is the very first entry.
He snaps the book shut when Hen comes upstairs. Bobby compliments her work; she thanks him and thenâcuriousâasks about the book. He quickly tucks it away. She apologizes for prying, saying she was just trying to make conversation. Bobby asks whatâs on her mind. He calls her by her last name, and she gently corrects him: she goes by Hen. She also tells him that Howie Han goes by Chimney. Bobby asks why. Hen tells him heâll have to ask him.
Hen brings up Sal and the firing. Bobby repeats that Sal nearly got them killed. Hen counters that he didnâtâeveryone lived. Bobby says he wouldâve given Sal a second chance, but Sal didnât want one. Then he reveals he pulled some strings to have Sal transferred to the 122.
Hen is surprised. She tells him what he did was gracious. Bobby replies, âI like to think of it as fair⊠which I try to be.â He adds that he hopes sheâll see that as she gets to know him. Judging by Henâs expression, heâs already earned her respect. She proves it by inviting him out for drinks the next day.
Bobby shows up that night to join Hen, Chimney, and Tommy. Before he arrives, Chimney and Tommy are still stewing over Salâs departure. Chimney thinks the punishment was too harsh; Tommy suspects Bobby is marking his territory. Hen sets them straight: Sal wasnât fired. He was suspended for six weeks and then reassigned to Station 122. Chimney and Tommy are stunned. Hen explains that Bobby only meant to reprimand himâSal talked himself out of the 118. Chimney then asks what a âmookâ is, the word Sal used to describe Bobby.
Right on cue, Bobby walks inâlooking hotâand answers, âIt means a stupid person.â He pulls up a chair. The others stare at him, and he explains he Googled it.
Tommy admits he didnât expect Bobby to show. Bobby says Hen invited him. He orders a club soda and tells them drinks are on him. Just like that, Chimney and Tommy soften.
The conversation shifts to scarsâthe kind you earn on the job. Tommy, still closeted, jokes about how women love scars. Hen shows off one on her lower leg. Tommy stands, lifts his shirt (drool), and reveals a scar on his right side. Chimney proudly announces heâs unscarred and intends to stay that way. The irony is delicious, considering future Chimney gets rebar through his skull and stabbed by Doug Kendall.
Then itâs Bobbyâs turn. Tommy asks if he has any scars worth mentioning. Bobby unbuttons his shirt (drool again) and reveals a gnarly scar on his left shoulder. Tommy says, âI donât want to die without any scars.â Chimney immediately bursts into laughter while Hen gives him a very concerned sideâeye. Tommy explains itâs a Tyler Durden lineâfrom Fight Club. Chimney gets the reference instantly, which only further proves how tight the Chimney/Tommy friendship already is.
But while the others keep joking, Bobbyâs expression shifts. He goes quiet, distant. For a moment, it looks like heâs flashing back to the Minnesota fire. Then he abruptly excuses himself, leaving the others confused.
Bobby heads back to Guillermoâs Eatery. He slips inside with a flashlight and checks the circuit breaker. Thatâs when Sergeant Athena Grant arrives, gun drawn, and tells him to put his hands up. Bobby identifies himself. She says she knows. He asks if sheâs still mad about the rooster. She is⊠not amused. She asks what heâs doing there. Bobby says heâs following a hunch. Athena admits she is, too.
Athena points out that the sprinkler system never activated, even though Ellie Costas said it had been serviced the month before. She also notes the water valve was shut off. Bobby adds his own observation: the circuit breaker is untouched while everything else is powered down. He followed the burn patterns, and they all led to the spot where he found Victor Costas.
Then Bobby spots something on the floorâan improvised incendiary timing device. He theorizes that Victor set the fire before leaving, never expecting Freddie to come back inside. Athena suggests Victor ran back in to save his son and tried to put the fire out, but it was too late. Either way, this was arson. Bobby and Athena are in agreement.
Bobby returns to church to speak with Father Jameson. He admits he feels like a hypocrite. Father Jameson says he is one tooââa sinner wagging his finger at other sinners.â Bobby talks about Victor Costas. He sees so much of himself in the man who burned down his own restaurant and nearly killed his son. Now Bobby is supposed to hold Victor accountable when he canât even hold himself accountable. He points out that he wouldnât even have his job if his file hadnât been whitewashed.
Father Jameson reminds him of Paul. Paul wasnât always Paulâand he certainly wasnât always a saint. He recounts the biblical transformation from Saul to Paul, a man given âa fresh purpose and a new name.â Los Angeles isnât Damascus, he says, but it is where Bobby gets his new purpose. Itâs a beautiful moment.
Bobby hears him, but he still insists he doesnât deserve a second chance. Father Jameson tells him thatâs the entire point of St. Paulâs storyâand of their faith. Grace isnât something you earn or deserve. Grace is a gift. Bobby asks if heâs just supposed to accept that. Father Jameson answers simply: âYes.â
We head to the hospital, where Victor Costas has just been discharged. Ellie and Freddie are with himâand so are Bobby and Athena. The moment Victor sees them, he knows the jig is up. Athena asks to speak with him privately. Ellie and Freddie are confused, but Victor immediately confesses to starting the fire. Athena reminds him he doesnât have to say anything. Ellie demands to know what he did. Freddie jumps to his fatherâs defense. Victor repeats, quietly but firmly, that he burned down the family restaurant.
He explains the financial strain they were under, how they were about to lose everything. Burning down the restaurant and collecting the insurance money felt like the only way out. Athena tells him she has to take him into custody. Two uniformed officers appear. Ellie asks what he was thinking. Bobby tries to soften the blow by saying Victor was thinking of his family. Freddie, still in denial, lunges at the officers. Bobby steps between them. Freddie turns on Bobby, furious, saying he lied when he promised everything would be okay.
Victor is led away. Freddie keeps shouting at Bobby, insisting his job is to save people.
Bobby returns to church to speak with Father Jameson. (Side note: I really do wonder what happens to Father Jamesonâdoes he retire? Move parishes? Because by the pilot, weâve got Father Brian instead.) Bobby tells him what Freddie saidâthat he called him a liarâand that it stung. Father Jameson, ever the dry wit, reminds Bobby that by his own admission heâs a âhypocritical liar who lies a lot.â
He asks whether the 118 know Bobbyâs past. Bobby says noâhe doesnât want them to. He needs their trust. Father Jameson tells him he doesnât have to confess his entire history to show them who he truly is. He adds that Bobby may have a plan, but God likely has a different one.
Bobby goes home with groceries. Lots of groceries. And new cookware. He starts presenting the best version of himself at work. He attends AA meetings and church. He cooks againâfresh bread and everything.
After a call, he invites the team upstairs. Dinner is ready. Hen, Chimney, Tommy, and the unnamed red shirts sit down. Bobby announces that family dinners will now be a thing at the 118.
We then see Tommy get a surprise farewell: red, white, and black balloons and a cake that reads, âFarewell Tommy. The 217âs Loss Is Our Gain.â Hen immediately smashes his face into the cake. And just like that, we understand why Tommy isnât with the 118 in the pilotâhis departure makes room for a certain ladderâtruckâstealing lothario.
At the next family dinner, a young man walks in and introduces himself as the new recruit: Evan Buckley. He says he was told to report to Captain Nash. Bobby looks around the table and asks if anyone knows a Captain Nash. Poor Buck looks so confusedâand so nervous. Bobby tells him to sit. Buck says he prefers to be called âBuck.â Bobby welcomes him to the 118. Buck thanks him.'
Buck glances at the spread on the table and asks if itâs always like this. âAlways,â Hen says. Buck smiles, saying he thinks he might be in the right place.
We flash forward to the present. Bobby sits at the dinner table and asks the others to join him. Once everyone is seated, he says, âAs of this morning, pending further investigation, I am officially suspended from my duties here at the 118.â Buck reacts firstâoutraged. Bobby explains he was suspended for not disclosing what happened in Minnesota before taking the captain position.
Buck insists Minnesota is old news. Bobby says it isnât âold newsâ to the LAFD. If theyâd known the full story, he never wouldâve been hired. Hen tells him he doesnât owe them that part of himselfâonly his record. Bobby says he always knew the truth would catch up to him. He just thought that by the time it did, it wouldnât matter.
He was wrong.
We see Bobby in his interrogation. A man offâscreen tells him the panelâs duty is to determine whether he should remain with the Los Angeles Fire Department. Bobby says he understandsâand that he wants to tell the truth.
Fade to black.
Wow. I always forget how incredible this episode isâand how foundational it is to the showâs worldâbuilding. We learn so much here. We learn that Bobby and Athena had already worked together before the pilot. We learn why, two episodes from now, Freddie Costas has such a personal grudge against the LAFDâspecifically Bobby. We see Hen become the first person to bridge the gap between Bobby and the 118. And we see how big a role Tommy played in the early days of the team, even though he later insists Buck got to be part of something he didnât.
Another thing I really appreciate about this episode is how hopeful it is. What happened to Bobby is unimaginably tragic, and I canât begin to fathom what it feels like to live with that kind of loss. For every person heâs lucky enough to saveâwhether heâs in uniform or notâhe will never be able to save the people who mattered most to him. And yet, over time, he comes to see the 118 as his family. By extension, he comes to see Athena Grant as family tooâlong before she officially becomes his family when they marry.
Iâm so glad I revisited this episode. Thereâs just so much here. This might be one of the longest reactions Iâve ever written, but I didnât want to miss a single detail. The dialogue is excellent, the emergencies are strong, and the restaurant fire storyline is especially gripping. I also love how 9-1-1 plants seeds two or three episodes in advance that end up having major consequences later. They did it with Doug Kendall before âFight or Flight,â and theyâll do it again next season when Maddie and the rest of the call center are taken hostage.
Maybe thatâll be the next episode I cover. Iâve really been enjoying revisiting stories where Bobby is the emotional center. Who knows what Iâll react to nextâmaybe even the new episode airing tonight. Youâll just have to wait and see.
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