A-757.) Clandestine Hangout That Defined Our Graphs of Life Op.79-757
A-757.) Clandestine Hangout That Defined Our Graphs of Life Op.79-757Â
Genesis of how the string was knittedÂ
Begins when everything was greeted byÂ
A simple ask for WochenendeÂ
Hangout together of two of usÂ
Located at our usual place to take spent our dedicated timing thereÂ
And as a surprise that I always wanted to give in this part of celebration that sweetens the situationÂ
Even greatly, this is the grand premiere of this exquisite activityÂ
As it was engraved on the bouquet of German-pink rosesÂ
To present just for you as my gratitudeÂ
Just minutes way before the main thing should begin at the screening theaterÂ
Of one of the recent films that was offered to the public I thought this gonna do all too well just like the aforementioned, ...Â
Until when I drive & dive further south,Â
that wasn't the case at all for these pastimesÂ
On the way to the city prominent AltstadtÂ
With its holiday vibes that never sleepsÂ
A question from him that started normally and "innocent" enough, albeit with difficulties to answerÂ
Turns into one of the most revealing, heartbreaking moments of our friendship that we just can't help ourselves to stabilize at that checkpointÂ
 At first, I'm ready to hear it with my heart accepting every word you gave, even at the gradual steps of acknowledging
 But deep down on the revelation that sparkled loud & clearÂ
That was when everything tumbling down rapidly,Â
and my emotion was given a total shocked so wide,
 that I couldn't comprehend anymore,Â
everything was flowing out of our tears in the greatest silence, like nothingnessÂ
I tried my best to always giving you all of my golden hour, pastel sky, rainbow, lovely touch and greatest warm, every time, everywhere, at constant rate and at gladÂ
However, it seems the black cloud, heavy storm, thick mist, and strong rain overshadowed everything those beautiful elements I gave into your life all the timeÂ
Because the dark things I only know by the time we poured all of our sorrow, pain, deeply cut into the core into the one same bowl, at the same time where the rock-bottom finally greets us for few minutes with grimes from the scale of problems of our own that varies but still too unpleasantÂ
 In the loneliness of the greensÂ
Before we decided start climbing back again into the gorge, stronger as we reminded by the graceful, gorgeous film we created together from our connected memories all these times and those specific shots that we're always grateful and love from the cross-state journeyÂ
In the Rhineland area that gave out a lot of glees and loves regardless the situation has brought us into the trenchÂ
As, we always remember the grace of the Lord in Heaven, that we will eventually achieved the happiness that we always searching together in the haunted mystic forest by the path he gave us towards for from the prayer that hopefully defines the new chapter of our better selvesÂ
Comforting both of us with the words that lift us into the normal state as we wiped our sorrow that momentÂ
And as far saying this out loud "as a friend, I love you, man / als Freund, ich liebe dich, Mann" with the greatest, intensive touch I had given to him to ensure he's feeling going back up as I rememberÂ
Proving I will standby to be there for him, even when the situation is too volatileÂ
Then, we stand up from that special me-time that all about grievingÂ
To brighten up the situation by walking to the place to enjoy some cold sweetsÂ
Both of us enjoy the scoops at every given second that cranks up our serotonin & dopamine, simultaneouslyÂ
 At the iconic promenade avenue, happened at the golden hour of the city graciously blessed near usÂ
Sculpting even further beautifulness and the lovings that we tried to rebuilt after those crumbling of heartache that we both experienced previouslyÂ
And as we have filled the promises of our prayers & thoughts in that time, but at a concrete actionÂ
We walked in our turbocharged-feeling through our way from the Altstadt all the way to HauptbahnhofÂ
Romantically, we were happy to see that what the Ecclesiastes told shines around us on our path in the city has brought the new us in the horizon of hope Inside out at the slowly-but-certain growthÂ
Mellifluous in the greatness that we exchanged throughout the final leg of the hangout that we commenced Including the area that known well in the city that brought enormous of joyfulness & memories since the beginning I step my foot in this countryÂ
And when that final leg has to arrive in front of us to say (temporary) fare wellÂ
For us to achieve what we want to do in that trench period I was ready than before to do it and without any tears dropping into the soil anymoreÂ
But that fare well isn't ending that plainly I decided to accompanyÂ
Before that S-Bahn arrived & departed from (DĂĽsseldorf) Hauptbahnhof at :53Â
I gave him all the warmest friendly-touch and greenest affirmation of booster-word on the spot and promised myself thatÂ
I always gonna be steadfast/ironclad in the next gate and to demise my tears at the day as I did spare all of tears that I should shred that day from that sorrowÂ
Plus, in addition to the that, gestures that reaffirmed great affection that I always to share with youÂ
Behind the transparent window interchangeable between us that felt our heartfelt the warmest it ever gets, regardless your background and burden that has been put you to hellÂ
By the time the train starts shifting forward, that gestures intensify and fade at blink of a second that still have the same impact just like the usualÂ
Sure, that's the end of our hangout that day we are commemoratingÂ
But, we hope, the eternal of our deeply-close friendship is the one we hiked the mountain together and achieved it like no other, in this color spectrum of life and connectionÂ
Dear Andrew, thank you for coming into my life with glad and widest inclusiveness I owed you my indebtednessÂ
With those indelible memories...Â
From the clandestine hangout that defined our graphs of life