#8.16.20

I am genuinely so busy with my craft; I spend a lot of time working on my class and RAMA, and then I have my own practice to attend to as well, with spirit work, astral work, and energy work. And things are even more busy now with recent developments.

Skadi kind of came to me in a dream the other day. I remember I was dreaming, and suddenly I kind of surged with consciousness, and it just randomly started snowing, and there was suddenly a white wolf in front of me, with that piercing stare that they always have. I got the feeling that Skadi needed to talk with me; so I did it as soon as I woke up.

Basically, we had a long chat where we analyzed our relationship up to this point. It’s been kind of working well... but we decided to change a bunch of things. But also... she wants me to implement some lifestyle changes, too. Namely, she wants a diet change and for me to be more physically active. I’m not gonna complain, I’ve been thinking about going back to the gym anyways  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So not only do I have to add that on my schedule, but I also need to factor in the huge increase in qigong that I am going to have to do, so that I’m able to exercise without burning out my energy.

This might sound like I’m complaining, but... I’m really not. Actually, I’ve been thinking about this lately; I think this is the best I’ve felt... ever. I’m sober, I’m eating well, my mental health is doing okay, my energy is good, I’m super involved in my Path, and I’m super busy - but in a really good way. My schedule is full, but with good, fulfilling, healthy activities, and I’m actually enjoying it. I’m very grateful. 

I’ve also been really thinking about like Flow lately. I mean, I am starting to study Taoism and stuff, but I was thinking about this before that. What is the point of witchcraft, or magick? There is a really good Midnight Gospel episode on Magick (highly recommend watching the show if you haven’t seen it) but the guest talks about how for most people, one of the points of magick is to manifest things. Basically, magick can be used to change things in the Universe to suit your needs and desires.

I’ve been thinking about that... and personally, I don’t see why I would want to do that. Why would I want to change the Universe, when it is already perfect as it is? This realization kind of changed things for me. I’m tired of fighting against the current, of trying to control my little world. I’m just going to step back and let things happen to and for me, and trust that the Universe knows what it’s doing. And let me just say - I like what I’ve been seeing so far. 

Hmm... what else... I’m not sure. I have other stories that I might share another day, but for right now they are still undergoing. I’m very grateful for all that is going on in my life at the moment. I must say, though, that I am EXTREMELY excited for Autumn. Oh gods, it’s going to be amazing. I have such strong visions about it... the weather, the aesthetic, the energy is the biggest one for me... I have such a good feeling about it, for everyone. And that is just the excitement aside from the fact that a couple of spirits that I’m working with are aligned with it.

I think that’s it for now. I hope that everyone has a wonderful evening, and a great night.

B via IG stories⎮ 8.16.2020

√(8 + 1) = (6 / 2) + 0

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8 - 1 - 6 = 2^0

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