I’m just gonna start smoking ice again since I can’t sleep anyways. I got woken up by my mans grandpa jerking on our doorknob tryna get in here but our room was locked. I went to bed at fucking 5am. I got worked up at 8am after I had been waking up every 15 fucking min since I laid down to start with. And now, I’m sitting here beyond livid while my bf is laying next to me, knocked tf out and snoring. Must be real fucking nice. I’m gonna take a bunch of 7oH today, fuck it. I’m fucking pissed. He’s literally tried to tell me before that he has trouble sleeping. Lie. He passes out in his chair every night after 3am, I have to wait until he finally wakes up to go to bed. It takes him 4 fucking min to fall asleep and start snoring kinda and he doesn’t wake up fucking once until after 12pm! Me? I’m awake every hour constantly. No matter what time we go to bed, I’m always awake every 30 min at most.