Thinking about that one time mom got mad at me for skipping school.
Which I mean I get it but it was 2 or maybe 3 days after my grandfather's death and I just can't
I woke up that day sobbing still not used to the fact a beloved family member that I practically saw as my second father was gone.
I kept crying that whole morning..
As I put on clothes, ate breakfast, brushed my teeth. Eventually I managed to stop crying and called for an Uber to take me to school.
But then I just broke down again crying... I felt so bad for the guy who probably had no clue what was going on. But praise lordy lord, he was a sweetheart and didn't charge me for my ride.
So I stayed home where I just did chores and nearly cried the whole day..till I passed out eventually.
Was then awaken to my mom yelling at me for skipping school to which I told her I just couldn't cause I was too weak and depressed to go
(Plus I just didn't want to make a fool of myself if I just couldn't hold it in and began crying in class ya'know?)
Mom basically saids to stop making random excuses cause plenty of folks are depressed. And hell she's depressed but she still goes to work everyday
Sometimes I wish I'd have her strength.
