ok so about my freakout earlier - i was stranded in the middle of nowhere & after 4+ hours of walking this guy told me i was still easily a 3 hr walk from where i needed to be. i was SO tired and hadn't eaten all day and it was getting dark and i panicked? and started crying. and this cop came up to me after a while and was rly unhelpful and actually super shitty and ableist n w/e. he told me to take a taxi home even tho i was w my dog? and i was in east london (i live in northwest) and i had very little money on me? kept being shitty abt me being autistic + upset. i freaked out anyway i got home. another cop helped lol ok anyway. i told him abt the first one and he said hes going to try to get me an apology but i will believe that when i c it. i thought i was going to have to sleep in one of the bales of hay lmao. i am so tired and sore and i have been stung 2 death by stinging nettles like never before. but sorry 4 freaking out. and thank u for nice msgs i will reply soon