#59bd

Di mo na mamememorize unintentionally lahat ng sinabi nya

Di mo na mapapansin kung anong kulay ng damit na suot nya

O kung anong klaseng relo ang gamit nya

At mapapangiti ka na lang

I know something about you for only half a page

I'm not sure if you're true

I only trust what I feel for you

You like dribbling balls

I love seeing falls

Eating releases your stress

You said I look amazing wearing a dress

Do you still remember?

That night of September

We should've held each other

Para kang UDD

Singtunog ng SUD

Singlungkot ng Silent Sanctuary

I know I no longer have any lingering feelings. I just need it because if not, there will be nothing left of me.

I ache for you with every bit of my being; with every lyrics in a love song; with every story of everyday; with every strand of my hair; with every cold skin; with every strum of a guitar; with every butt in the sandwich; with every wee hours; with every scream during movie nights; with every key in a close door; and with every piece of me.

I see you everywhere. I see you in a blue shirt. I see you in a 6-foot-person. I see you in a cold-strawed-drink. I see you in a polo. I see you in Goto. I see you in all the sabaw. I see you in a silver watch. I see you in a burger. I see you in all the places I go. You were long gone, yet, I still see you.

I drink the courage of sending you even just a hello only to receive an emoticon. I smoke the disappointments of weekends. I cry the thoughts of you.

I was rejected with every smiley, sad songs, cancelled visits, no apologies and of our cowardice.