#5.30.22

We're getting our kitchen fixed after flooding destroyed the floor. Everything's moving slow. It's the end of May,and they've halfway put the tiles and cabinets in. The process "started" in early November.

My bf is understandably frustrated, but he less-understandably has been lightly taking it out on me. (Just using an irritable tone and getting frustrated at me more frequently nothing scary or anything.)

I've been walking on eggshells to try to micromanage his frustration...which is so not my job and so frustrating.

(Note he is making an effort and has apologized a few times...it just doesn't fucking fix it)

In an attempt to cheer him up, I invited him to go out to lunch with me. And he just goes "no." And I'm just??so frustrated. I should never have to put in so much work to keep him calm. It's ridiculous. He knows he's being a jackass but he doesn't realize how hard I'm working not to be a bitch back.

I feel rejected and irritated and this shit is stressing me out I understand that he's stressed to all hell about the kitchen. And I see him trying to be kinder...he'll curtly ask me to leave him alone if he's irritated so that he doesn't yell at me. Which I appreciate but I wish he could ask me to leave him alone without snapping.

Note he has a therapist appointment scheduled to work on his irritability...he's aware there's an issue and wants to work on it. Its just stressful and I want acknowledgement from him about the work I'm doing.

Please don't respond with black and white hate. Thanks! He's a wonderful,supportive man who takes constructive criticism and attempts to improve his flaws. That process of waiting for the improvement is just stressful. And I know that I don't have to put up with this....but I'm choosing to because I know it'll be worth it

Making peace can cause other evil to simmer. Keep going without trivial notions. It is quite often people take credit for pre-written manuals until they are ready, whether it was presented or not. Secretly, they were always ready; contemplating on what to do. And waiting for advice from family and friends... simply because they do not know the answer.

It is really quite simple. When we want to partake in non-invading time with our significant other, a good idea would be to end external influences. This is a way of keeping your own connection system private. All the while, there are invigorating solar systems that are inviting your system to present itself and show what it is made of.

For life behavior acclamations, we seek for people to work from god and goddesses from actually within their own selves. Yes, we can actually finish. Peace has been created over the White Moon and under the Yellow Sun, by nothing below; or by less of an action.

We render our own emotions, and most of the time; people become fearful of darker and secretive forms of witchcraft. This can actually have a positive connection with the underworld..., as well as our own forms of communication(s.) They are qualified to be by consistent observations and assessments, being there are no secrets.