ǝƃɐssǝɯ ǝɥʇ sı

I've never felt this way... Just a simple thought of you sends my head into a frenzy of lust. How is it that nearly everything you do is just absolutely marvellous? Don't ever change. Except for the part about how you are in denial of yourself... But that shit is what is going to keep taking time. I might have to just remind myself the 17 years that passed before I could come out. It was only another 9 months before I came out to my best friends. You bought me a cookie today. I can honestly say that not one person has ever bought me a cookie. White chocolate macadamia nut. Please I can't spend enough time with you... It's like I'm on a roller coaster, and its the best ride ever but I'm not even at the top of the incline before the first jump. I know you read my journal entry in that book those Parisians who let me smoke with them had that one night at their house. When I wrote in French. "La Chasse" I called it. Or, the hunt... I know you could at least understand. So excited for life I can't sleep. L'appel de vide n'est ni un appel ni vide. C'est bien rempli avec plein de possibilities pour vivre et surtout avec toi.

Joyce.