#36andsingle

I'm 36 and I've never been in a real relationship. I've never had someone not in my family say "I love you" to me.

I've been with plenty of guys, I even semi lived with a guy for about 2 years (don't worry, this guy will get talked about soon..). He was just using me.

I've never been on a Valentine's Day date, hell I've gotten one Valentines Day card in my life fron a guy, and he DIDN'T EVEN SIGN IT. (This guy too)

I've never gotten flowers from a guy. Or candy....or really anything.

I've been ghosted, then told a few months later that they "got scared cause they were starting to fall for me" (you'll read about these guys as well)....so they just fell off the face of the earth. That makes sense.

Yet here I am, 36 and seriously trying to find someone that just wants to spend time with me. I don't just want sex. I can go on Tinder and have a guy lined up in less than a day....that gets old really fast. I have a vibrator and a toys...they do the job without the risk of an STD or pregnancy.